Brenda Brenda
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Recently, I've been having trouble staying past 9pm to do my meditations. I've recently opened my third-eye and crown chakra this month. It's been about two or three days since I've opened my crown chakra (which was a very pleasant and awesome experience) and now I've noticed I get very sleepy at around 8:30 or so... I'm usually able to stay up late at 11pm to 1am doing my meditations, etc.
I clean my aura and protect it twice everyday. I even broke a link to my third-eye about a week ago. Last night, I was gonna do a ritual to Father Satan, but I ended up falling asleep before I even had the chance to light the candle! All of this is frustrating me greatly...I wanna know if this could be a symptom of opening my crown chakra.
If this continues on, I'm gonna have to do my meditations in the morning...Ehh... I do some of my meditations in the mornings anyways, but most of them at night.
I have no clue if this is an enemy attack or not. I did feel some fear and paranoia last night... I'm usually able to counter their attacks just fine, but this one I have no answer for. I'm starting to feel trapped. I'm a beginner with my meditations, so I wouldn't be able to do anything advance... but I'm getting pretty adept with cleaning my aura and protecting it... I'm able to see entities with my third-eye a bit. I'm even able to detect them, but this one is a new one if they're attacking...
I have been able to see an entity with wings. I can't see the face or any other details yet other than it having a head and body. I felt no fear when I saw it. I actually felt calm and soothed. I usually see them as a white mass, but this one had a blue aura surrounding it. The wings were messy or a bit ruffled and were a dark charcoal black. They were HUGE! The entity was pretty tall, too. There was another entity, but didn't show it's wings. I think the entity with the wings has been playing with my computer a bit, too. My computer would just exit my browser or suddenly open a random program, etc. I don't know if it's my Guardian Demon or not... I get the feeling it is... I also think I know the name of the other entity, too... it's been almost week since I last seen them, but are still active in other ways.
I am so sorry that it's so long, but I have a lot of questions and curiosities. I hope someone is able to help me out or make something more clear... and I'm sorry if this gets posted twice.
I clean my aura and protect it twice everyday. I even broke a link to my third-eye about a week ago. Last night, I was gonna do a ritual to Father Satan, but I ended up falling asleep before I even had the chance to light the candle! All of this is frustrating me greatly...I wanna know if this could be a symptom of opening my crown chakra.
If this continues on, I'm gonna have to do my meditations in the morning...Ehh... I do some of my meditations in the mornings anyways, but most of them at night.
I have no clue if this is an enemy attack or not. I did feel some fear and paranoia last night... I'm usually able to counter their attacks just fine, but this one I have no answer for. I'm starting to feel trapped. I'm a beginner with my meditations, so I wouldn't be able to do anything advance... but I'm getting pretty adept with cleaning my aura and protecting it... I'm able to see entities with my third-eye a bit. I'm even able to detect them, but this one is a new one if they're attacking...
I have been able to see an entity with wings. I can't see the face or any other details yet other than it having a head and body. I felt no fear when I saw it. I actually felt calm and soothed. I usually see them as a white mass, but this one had a blue aura surrounding it. The wings were messy or a bit ruffled and were a dark charcoal black. They were HUGE! The entity was pretty tall, too. There was another entity, but didn't show it's wings. I think the entity with the wings has been playing with my computer a bit, too. My computer would just exit my browser or suddenly open a random program, etc. I don't know if it's my Guardian Demon or not... I get the feeling it is... I also think I know the name of the other entity, too... it's been almost week since I last seen them, but are still active in other ways.
I am so sorry that it's so long, but I have a lot of questions and curiosities. I hope someone is able to help me out or make something more clear... and I'm sorry if this gets posted twice.
