Having some trouble please help.

[ownedbyramen]

Whenever I try and use a pendulum to find my guardian demon, I have
to opposing forces trying to contradict each other. I keep getting
this pulling sensation all throughout my body and the two are fighting
to make contact with me, one does not one the other to get through, I
am fairly new to satanism and I'm not sure if one is my guardian demon
or the other trying to get through, all I know is that these two don't
want the other one to make contact, please help. Any and all advice
will help.

 

[Seth1]

Be relaxed. Don't worry about it. It could be unsettling energy inside
of you.

Picture urself in a sphere of electric blue energy. This is the color
of Demonic energy.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "ownedbyramen" <ownedbyramen@...
wrote:

Whenever I try and use a pendulum to find my guardian demon, I have
to opposing forces trying to contradict each other. I keep getting
this pulling sensation all throughout my body and the two are fighting
to make contact with me, one does not one the other to get through, I
am fairly new to satanism and I'm not sure if one is my guardian demon
or the other trying to get through, all I know is that these two don't
want the other one to make contact, please help. Any and all advice
will help.

 

[Wesley Grissom]

I found out what it was apprantly some christian got a whiff of what I was doing and he had his whole church pray for me, the entire church consists of sixty-eight members and they all have been praying for me constantly for two days and that's how long I've been trying to make contact, is there any way I can wash away these prayers?  They've been screwing up my meditation as well.

From: Seth <jri9vero@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Friday, January 23, 2009 11:53:01 PM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Re: Having some trouble please help.

Be relaxed. Don't worry about it. It could be unsettling energy inside
of you.

Picture urself in a sphere of electric blue energy. This is the color
of Demonic energy.

--- In Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com, "ownedbyramen" <ownedbyramen@ ...
wrote:

Whenever I try and use a pendulum to find my guardian demon, I have
to opposing forces trying to contradict each other. I keep getting
this pulling sensation all throughout my body and the two are fighting
to make contact with me, one does not one the other to get through, I
am fairly new to satanism and I'm not sure if one is my guardian demon
or the other trying to get through, all I know is that these two don't
want the other one to make contact, please help. Any and all advice
will help.