Hullo Im new, new here. lol. new. as in new email account, im afraid they might hack my personal stuff. Anyway I have a lot to say so lets begin...... Im fucking furious...... I wish I could strangle that piece of sheep shit jewsus cunt and rip hes throught out, and bash it right through hes fucking alien skulllll!!!!! is there anyway, anyway at all that I can establish some kind of permanent energy link to feed the destruction of this fucking disease parrasite shit?????? I have experience to some degree. I JUST WANT THIS TO STOP. please if any of you might have a technique for this please share. because of the generations of suppression we are now having (or only me) a rly shitty time....
Since I started getting in shape (i rly want to loose the fat, I hate the big ass I have) I became very sensitive to the meditations..... it feels like I might be going crazy, in the mornings on the bus I would get this type panic attack (its irretating) feeling like something is trying to rip open my crown.... or some thing strong is trying to bust trough somewhere behind my mind, at the back somewhere. when this happens I feel like running or walking, anything to get busy (Father came to me a few times and it would go away, Hes so cool, came straight away with out me asking for help I just said His name in my head)
I would see things as if though I was looking into a bright light and looked away and have that blurryness still there, like flashes of light coming from the ground like someone is fucking with me with a flash light even tho its day time. or any sound will get me excited and panicing again. oky there are sometimes when its enjoyable in a relaxing way.
I took an early bus today (the bus that doesnt drop me off near home, I wanted to walk again) and when I got off the buss I noticed somekind off dark pressure hovering rudely (in my face) over me, In my mind (when I. was focusing I got an image of black eyes and hands (a few hands) almost in a grabbing position, like someone waiting for a fish to cacth with theyr hands... GREYS!!..... so I fucking (i dunno how I was able to do this but...) burst into flames, making it explode into all directions burning the mother fuckers into little chunks, then I freezed them with water and smashed them to smaller pieces with a big earth thing and blew the remains away with wind, and I emediatly felt better, but I had a headace and its still lingering. I feel hot to and still a lil full of panicish whatever, its going away now. Its the first encounter like this with the enemy (that I was able to detect). I dnt rly have that much of experience with meditation and magick
im only at intermediate level with both. if its the kundalini then shouldnt I become more addapt with magick, evoking, and comunnicating with demons? I also do chi kung but had to stop cos off this things im experiencing, yoga helps though. it feels like im going to be ripped into two pieces sometimes, FUCK JEWSUS!! Anyone who has a method of establishing that permanent link thing. please share. Im busy with the first month off the training program. I dnt feel like waiting 5months to finish to be able to join the fight. gonna continue anyway.
Ash
Hail Satan!!!
Since I started getting in shape (i rly want to loose the fat, I hate the big ass I have) I became very sensitive to the meditations..... it feels like I might be going crazy, in the mornings on the bus I would get this type panic attack (its irretating) feeling like something is trying to rip open my crown.... or some thing strong is trying to bust trough somewhere behind my mind, at the back somewhere. when this happens I feel like running or walking, anything to get busy (Father came to me a few times and it would go away, Hes so cool, came straight away with out me asking for help I just said His name in my head)
I would see things as if though I was looking into a bright light and looked away and have that blurryness still there, like flashes of light coming from the ground like someone is fucking with me with a flash light even tho its day time. or any sound will get me excited and panicing again. oky there are sometimes when its enjoyable in a relaxing way.
I took an early bus today (the bus that doesnt drop me off near home, I wanted to walk again) and when I got off the buss I noticed somekind off dark pressure hovering rudely (in my face) over me, In my mind (when I. was focusing I got an image of black eyes and hands (a few hands) almost in a grabbing position, like someone waiting for a fish to cacth with theyr hands... GREYS!!..... so I fucking (i dunno how I was able to do this but...) burst into flames, making it explode into all directions burning the mother fuckers into little chunks, then I freezed them with water and smashed them to smaller pieces with a big earth thing and blew the remains away with wind, and I emediatly felt better, but I had a headace and its still lingering. I feel hot to and still a lil full of panicish whatever, its going away now. Its the first encounter like this with the enemy (that I was able to detect). I dnt rly have that much of experience with meditation and magick
im only at intermediate level with both. if its the kundalini then shouldnt I become more addapt with magick, evoking, and comunnicating with demons? I also do chi kung but had to stop cos off this things im experiencing, yoga helps though. it feels like im going to be ripped into two pieces sometimes, FUCK JEWSUS!! Anyone who has a method of establishing that permanent link thing. please share. Im busy with the first month off the training program. I dnt feel like waiting 5months to finish to be able to join the fight. gonna continue anyway.
Ash
Hail Satan!!!
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