Sundara said:
I’ve been reading this thread and this is very interesting and eye-opening. The Gods can’t as simply protect from these attacks either, since it’s from a third party a person is intending on connecting to. They cannot come through a deeply buried person. The parasite I was telling you about in the other forum, when I started to wake up I began tearing down his front he had and he initially seemed open to this. He turned into a monster. I should have left well enough alone and I should have slowly grown out of that relationship with tact. As I was waking up, my gut was telling me NOT to address his issues or make any attempts at helping him. My gut told me how to slowly and tactfully exit the relationship, but me being too honest and brutally attacking barriers... with the intention of helping... led me to utter disaster. Things were good as they were and even though he was supremely spiritually fucked up, it’s delusional to think you can change somebody. Someone has to be there and someone has to be taking that initiative. It was difficult to pretend to like him or stomach him when I saw how much of a low-blowing soul sucking hoarder he was. I began to want something else but leaving the relationship, I had to use the same tact a person sometimes has to use with infiltrators or yehuborim. Things would have phased out in a much more pleasant way, without throwing me into a mix of war both spiritually and physically. I fucked up.
The Gods told me to pretend to believe his lies that he would tell himself at the time and to let him have this front, but I had my own doubts about communication then too and mistook this as something from the enemy. I have also done Ritual’s on him thinking it would help and now he’s actually in a very awful spot. He’s pale and white and skinny and I think he started doing drugs. Got a psychotic jew gf who is labeling him with all kinds of mental issues, giving him drugs and alcohol to “fix him,” and he’s going to get severely hurt if this doesn’t stop. Not really sure what to do. I know he was a parasite in many ways, but we share assets and other bindings that still need both parties attention. This could be very detrimental to parts of my own life. At this point I don’t feel like there’s much I can or should to other than let it play out.
I'm glad you read this post as your situation with this guy seems very similar to the one I had with my ex. I know how hard this can be as the emotional link can be very strong and apparently unbreakable, but even if it is the strongest, if you feel this person has no intention of bettering himself, is constantly disappointing you, lets the enemy close and keeps Satan away.... you're much, much better off without him. I'd go as far as to say it was your duty toward yourself to get rid of him in order to help yourself.
The idea of using an Ritual on them seemed to me too as good idea, but I soon realized, right before I'd get the confirmation from our Zevism Brothers and Sisters here, that it was never going to help, if anything that would have made ME an easier target. Luckily (as a manner of speaking) I had already had what I still consider the worst one in my life, and have seen what happens when you 'let them in' thinking you're helping them. It's like inviting a bad disease in your body, quite literally the same thing.
The moment you get rid of them, and you make it clear to them that you want nothing to do with them anymore, you see how they react and how they suddenly get offensive and try to play the emotional card as much as they can, with all the trickery imaginable. You know it's over when you reach this point, they look pathetic actually. But feel no remorse, neither you nor anyone else can save them from themselves.
I see some fully deluded idiots coming in this forum occasionally, the half jew, the illiterate drug dealer... they all speak like they know everything already, like years of meditation and effort and learning means nothing to them, like they are above this path. People like this will eventually see their soul become utterly destroyed, and then, perhaps, they will wish they made a different choice somewhere in their pathetic journey, a journey that, unlike ours, will reach an end.
Hope you nourish no further emotion for this parasite infested idiot-turned-parasite. I'm not exaggerating when I say that the only people I truly trust are members of this forum and of my Satanic Family. Everyone I had in the past years either left or proved themselves to be uninterested in bettering themselves, in which case I had no other choice but to cut the dead branch off. The only ones left are those within my blood family because it's not as simple.
Wouldn't it be nice to be born in a family of Spiritual Satanists and be taught all we learn from day one?
And speaking of that.. being reincarnated in better conditions.. this brings back to mind that I read, lately in other posts, how figure of the past, who became a god, has done so in his last lifetime. Someone said 20 years, someone mentioned raising Kundalini in that time alone. Some speculated that it took others 12 years, then others disproved that.
Whatever the case here is: I'm pretty sure that the enemy (greys more likely) push these parasitic people our way, knowing we'll fall for the bait, eventually develop emotions, be of use to them (as they leech us dry), and possibly more than anything else make us waste valuable time and energy that we could otherwise use much more wisely by focusing on our path and training instead.
So, all in all, having people of THIS kind of parasitic ability approach us 'apparently' on their own, may very well mean that we are possibly much stronger Souls than we currently see ourselves as.
Avoid easy 'wins' with people and focus on your growth, especially in this phase of the way where we have basically no time for anything else. And, at the risk of sounding obvious, ask Father for an Incubus as a companion instead of another shitty 'sub-human' who's going to reveal himself as a parasite. After very careful consideration and pondering, that is exactly what I'm going to do.. a Succubus is, in my sincerest opinion now, the only companion I can possibly get along with and grow with, knowing She won't disappoint or betray or 'be of the enemy' like these idiots we fell for.
Hail Satan!
