Prosperous
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My interaction with the Gods in summoning is messy, i will share an example in the hope i get tips, especially on the guilt part
First, I want to state I did not see or hear the God.
This specific God is being very friendly with me. I have asked many times why: "Is it something in me or you? Maybe both? No, for sure it's in you, but why me?"
This was my third time summoning him. The moment I picked up the sigil, before even starting the summoning process, he let me know he was present. My question is: when this happens, should I still go through all the summoning steps, or is it already done?
I said out loud: "I know you are present, but just so I calm my conscious mind, please let me go through the summoning steps." When I started the steps, the signs he gave interrupted me. He made me smile, but I also felt guilty, as if I was asking for more signs. He showed more, and I continued summoning as if he hadn't shown any.
I continued. I noticed the more I visualized the sigil, the more signs he gave. This also made me feel guilty, as if I was demanding signs ( does sigil act as sign asking button? Or the God loves giving signs?) I'd already received, yet he gave continuous signs. My question here is: is it okay to still visualize the sigil and chant his name while he is present, just to better connect and feel him?
When he gives signs, I feel guilty because I know this is sacred. He is making me live a prolonged sacred moment in reaction to my visualization, and I feel like I am demanding it. I do not want to demand.
This made me stop focusing on the sigil. I started thinking of doing something in return at that moment. I found nothing to do besides burning a rose-oud incense I love a lot, so I did, as a symbolic offering.
Then, from time to time, I felt frustrated because I am not psychically open enough to see or hear him. I just stated what I wanted help with. Because he has been so friendly, I felt guilty and stated:
"Please know this is not a demand. I am also not in this religion to ask. I ask only because they made me know I can and that you like me asking. Please know that I will never forget that you were the first God friendly to me, and this is enough help on this path from your side. I want you to fulfill my demands only if it is something you will do from enjoyment and your own will, not something you will do because I am a devotee and you feel you should help a devotee. If this ever feels like doing something for me rather than something you will find joy in, please do not do it. I will ask another God. You already did so much for me. I do not know if all i asked in related to your office, if not can you please make the God related to this know? Or just ignore what is not related to your office, i am still a beginner i do not understand how this works fully yet."
I also wanted to thank him but did not know how, so I said:
"I will offer my improvement, i will try my best and i promise nothing, i do not want to make mistake when i am still in the beginning of the path, not promising a thing is to make sure my relation will stay good, i want to zvoid promises, thank you a lot, i want to play you music but I am not a musician. I want to write poetry but I am not a poet." (I was sitting in a chair, closed my hands, bowed down, and stated) "I bow down out of respect, not slavery. I love you and thank you so much."
I started visualizing his sigil again. He started giving signs again, and I stopped and told him: "Please, if I am prompting you to give signs, do not give them unless you want to." I thanked him again and opened my arms as if to hug him. Then I remembered this might be inappropriate, so I bowed down and stated, "That's thank you in a gesture, out of respect, not slavery."
During this, I started feeling my heart chakra (not my physical heart). This was only the second or third time I've felt this chakra in my life. It doesn't feel like the others; this one feels weird to me, like a dot. Also, 30-60 minutes later, the feeling in my heart chakra expanded, as if it was to the left and right of the chakra too, like a zone instead of a dot.
Then I stopped summoning and kissed the sigil since I loved him (I do not know if this is appropriate). And that's it.
My Questions:
1. Is it okay to visualize the sigil when the God is already there?
2. Should I go through the summoning steps when he is already present?
3. If a God is being friendly and comes before I even start summoning, does it mean he likes that I contact him? Will he get angry if I contact him frequently?
4. If a God does something for me, should I contact other Gods afterward instead of going back to the same one?
5. Is it appropriate to kiss the sigil?
6. I told him, if possible, to tell another God (I gave a name) that I love him too and am waiting for the day I get in contact with him. Is that okay?
7. How can I know if I have spammed the God? How can I know if I should not summon him again? What is the line between asking for help and spam?
8. Now I try to never get the sigil of this God in my mind. I feel like if I visualize it or just intend to during the day, he will be present even before I formally do so. Is it okay to visualize it and experience him while he is present? I would love it if he wants this; I just don't want to prompt the contact too much. How can I know when he wants to?
9. when he gives signs, is it something he enjoys doing? Or am I prompting him, consciously or unconsciously? I am afraid the signs are energy-consuming and that I am too demanding.
10. If you have any tips for me to better my contact, please share them. I know I am a beginner. I always start summoning by saying: "Please forgive past, present, and future mistakes. I want to never have a misunderstanding with you. If I ever lack respect, it's unconscious or out of ignorance. Please take this into consideration. I love you so much, and thank you for the previous experiences." Then I start.
11. Finally i take few min during summoning to feel love or gratitude toward him, is that okay? Or i should go straight to the point since they are busy?
12.should i just rest in assumption that anything God is doing he is doing of his own will and enjoyment and i should never feel like he did too much or something like that ?
First, I want to state I did not see or hear the God.
This specific God is being very friendly with me. I have asked many times why: "Is it something in me or you? Maybe both? No, for sure it's in you, but why me?"
This was my third time summoning him. The moment I picked up the sigil, before even starting the summoning process, he let me know he was present. My question is: when this happens, should I still go through all the summoning steps, or is it already done?
I said out loud: "I know you are present, but just so I calm my conscious mind, please let me go through the summoning steps." When I started the steps, the signs he gave interrupted me. He made me smile, but I also felt guilty, as if I was asking for more signs. He showed more, and I continued summoning as if he hadn't shown any.
I continued. I noticed the more I visualized the sigil, the more signs he gave. This also made me feel guilty, as if I was demanding signs ( does sigil act as sign asking button? Or the God loves giving signs?) I'd already received, yet he gave continuous signs. My question here is: is it okay to still visualize the sigil and chant his name while he is present, just to better connect and feel him?
When he gives signs, I feel guilty because I know this is sacred. He is making me live a prolonged sacred moment in reaction to my visualization, and I feel like I am demanding it. I do not want to demand.
This made me stop focusing on the sigil. I started thinking of doing something in return at that moment. I found nothing to do besides burning a rose-oud incense I love a lot, so I did, as a symbolic offering.
Then, from time to time, I felt frustrated because I am not psychically open enough to see or hear him. I just stated what I wanted help with. Because he has been so friendly, I felt guilty and stated:
"Please know this is not a demand. I am also not in this religion to ask. I ask only because they made me know I can and that you like me asking. Please know that I will never forget that you were the first God friendly to me, and this is enough help on this path from your side. I want you to fulfill my demands only if it is something you will do from enjoyment and your own will, not something you will do because I am a devotee and you feel you should help a devotee. If this ever feels like doing something for me rather than something you will find joy in, please do not do it. I will ask another God. You already did so much for me. I do not know if all i asked in related to your office, if not can you please make the God related to this know? Or just ignore what is not related to your office, i am still a beginner i do not understand how this works fully yet."
I also wanted to thank him but did not know how, so I said:
"I will offer my improvement, i will try my best and i promise nothing, i do not want to make mistake when i am still in the beginning of the path, not promising a thing is to make sure my relation will stay good, i want to zvoid promises, thank you a lot, i want to play you music but I am not a musician. I want to write poetry but I am not a poet." (I was sitting in a chair, closed my hands, bowed down, and stated) "I bow down out of respect, not slavery. I love you and thank you so much."
I started visualizing his sigil again. He started giving signs again, and I stopped and told him: "Please, if I am prompting you to give signs, do not give them unless you want to." I thanked him again and opened my arms as if to hug him. Then I remembered this might be inappropriate, so I bowed down and stated, "That's thank you in a gesture, out of respect, not slavery."
During this, I started feeling my heart chakra (not my physical heart). This was only the second or third time I've felt this chakra in my life. It doesn't feel like the others; this one feels weird to me, like a dot. Also, 30-60 minutes later, the feeling in my heart chakra expanded, as if it was to the left and right of the chakra too, like a zone instead of a dot.
Then I stopped summoning and kissed the sigil since I loved him (I do not know if this is appropriate). And that's it.
My Questions:
1. Is it okay to visualize the sigil when the God is already there?
2. Should I go through the summoning steps when he is already present?
3. If a God is being friendly and comes before I even start summoning, does it mean he likes that I contact him? Will he get angry if I contact him frequently?
4. If a God does something for me, should I contact other Gods afterward instead of going back to the same one?
5. Is it appropriate to kiss the sigil?
6. I told him, if possible, to tell another God (I gave a name) that I love him too and am waiting for the day I get in contact with him. Is that okay?
7. How can I know if I have spammed the God? How can I know if I should not summon him again? What is the line between asking for help and spam?
8. Now I try to never get the sigil of this God in my mind. I feel like if I visualize it or just intend to during the day, he will be present even before I formally do so. Is it okay to visualize it and experience him while he is present? I would love it if he wants this; I just don't want to prompt the contact too much. How can I know when he wants to?
9. when he gives signs, is it something he enjoys doing? Or am I prompting him, consciously or unconsciously? I am afraid the signs are energy-consuming and that I am too demanding.
10. If you have any tips for me to better my contact, please share them. I know I am a beginner. I always start summoning by saying: "Please forgive past, present, and future mistakes. I want to never have a misunderstanding with you. If I ever lack respect, it's unconscious or out of ignorance. Please take this into consideration. I love you so much, and thank you for the previous experiences." Then I start.
11. Finally i take few min during summoning to feel love or gratitude toward him, is that okay? Or i should go straight to the point since they are busy?
12.should i just rest in assumption that anything God is doing he is doing of his own will and enjoyment and i should never feel like he did too much or something like that ?
