Just because you haven't heard them does not preclude that they haven't hear YOU. I wouldn't be so down on myself and disappointed: HPS Maxine has said to not worry, it takes time to be able to open up. We are living in a prison planet where spiritual knowledge was wrested away; where our HP's and HPS's were put to the torch along with whole villages who refused to cave in to the Xian propaganda/program. We are working to advance and to wake up these areas of our soul that have been put under lockdown by the enemy for generations. Reversing this damage takes time. So I wouldn't be so quick to say I haven't heard from my GD so I need help elsewhere. The only help we can rest assured from is from our Gods and Satan. Don't worry: just keep doing the RTR's and Power Meditations, and know that our Gods are with us. They really are!
don't worry; don't despair. Just keep striving to advance. When they deem the time is right, they will make contact.
Hail Satan!
