Guardian Demon question

[aeonsdecay6]

So long story short, here lately I've been going through a rough patch for about 2 years. I hope I don't get blasted for this, as I know it is wrong, but I know where my heart lays with the true God Satan- I live in a very christian area. My husband's family is very christian and out of respect with us staying with his family for a short period, I went to church with them one time. I don't participate. But I don't act rude but at the same time, I hold my stance as far as belief. I won't let anyone impede on my belief. But anyway, I was sitting in that church, rolling my eyes on occasion, I just happened to flip their bible open, to pretend I gave a hoot about their sermon- I flipped to a page where they talked about Baal Zebul. Out of everything I saw on that page with shit, I saw his name. It really popped out. 

I had a chill go down my spine AKA my "willies" which is what I get when there is a presence. I'm not sure of the relevance of me seeing his name, I like to think that he was trying to tell me something. Or tell me he was there. A long while back, I tried to find the Demon that guards me. I know I have one, with all the dumb stuff I've done, I'm lucky to be alive. I was in a motorcycle/4wheeler accident not too long ago, that could have really done some damage. Minutes before the incident, I was debating putting my helmet on for the last "race/run through" of the day, I got this feeling of almost fear and was convinced to put my helmet on.  I've had weird stuff like that happen to me.

I feel horrible, but I'm in a really shitty spot in my life and I haven't been able to dedicate as much as I wanted to. I do talk about who I am with people that are close and they can take how they want it. Answers are hard for me to get right now. I used to have a coven of fellow Satanists- but they fell out. The other girl, who was actually serious, stopped talking to me, due to the other follower deciding that I wasn't good enough to be her friend anymore. She never joined our coven formally. We joined under the oath of Alloces because that was the other girl's guardian. I saw him one other time. I think he was warning me, as he was staring my husband down as we slept in my old bedroom at my parents. He never would show his self at my house- even when performing rituals, so I know he was trying to say something important. To this day, after all I've been through, I've figured that it was some type of warning to protect me and scare away my abuser..or try to at the time. 

So my question is; is it just coincidence? Does Satan send out Demons when he knows we are in trouble? I just want to be able to formally thank them and try my best to keep a relationship as I'm still in a predicament. Obviously I'm not too bright! (haha) Thank you all in advance for your support..

 

[larissaelectra]

You're asking something which has very obvious answer. Father Satan and Gods do care for us, and they will always try to warn us, or even protect us when we are in danger. Our Guardian Demon isn't with us just for the sake of it. They are protectors and guides on our path to Godhead.
Sometimes their involvement is so blatant that there is no way you couldn't tell some of the Gods did something or intervene in something. Sometimes it is so subtle that it goes unnoticed and can be mistaken for coincidence.
But remember, our Gods are always with us. Always.

 

[Kayla Herman]

Hey, my question may seem obvious but I was pretty sure they had the shits of me (haha) being a moron all the time. They've been coming around more often now- today while reading on our JoS group here my rabbit started thumping her foot hard. And for the non rabbit people- that means that the rabbit senses a presence in the house that is unknown or scary to them ie danger- a demon may seem danger to them since they are from a different "world" you could say. That's the thing I like with Satanism- there is no forcing you to practice- it's not instilling fear or threats. I have my whole life to dedicate and for now I'm doing what I can and have time for. 

I just feel bashful because I have had some serious medical problems and I've been like "Oh Father please fucking help me.." for a long time. 

I think for a long time he was like okay, I'm stepping back and it's your turn to ask for help. And now I'm trying to get back to regular studying and devotion and trying to better myself. I know he knows I'm under fire- long story short I have to have foot surgery done and it could either ruin or better my life..and I'm only 21. Can you imagine not being able to walk again? I can't..I'm too much of a busy body. 

Well technically, he's not a christian- he's just as emotionally draining though. He has some sort of evil hanging over him-it makes him a bad person. He wasn't the person who I anticipated in the beginning and it was all a facade. My soul is very loving and free and super easy for someone like that to suck the energy from. And I wish I could get away but there is some abuse tied into it. I think it's a test- I think I'm going to have to use my energy to fight back and push him away. Somewhere it was mentioned on JoS that you could do this sort of thing..mentally manipulate people..I was gifted with talent and I need to start using it. Some may call it psychic but I just call it I'm more in tuned with Satan and The other Gods of Elysium. I've heard from people..as they passed on to the next realm. Not willingly- but for some odd reason I think they find out who can hear them and who can't. 

I saw a girl, I went to school with she died in an accident suddenly, I was sitting alone in my bathtub soaking in epsom salts then I get this overwhelming feeling of sorrow but I felt warm- I felt her and she told me some things...since she died suddenly- she didn't know she died at first and she said she would be back.. I cried and said I was sorry- I didn't really know her well.

Like you said- I don't really push my religion on anyone...I just hope that they find the truth-like that girl hopefully did. 

Sorry about babbling- it's just interesting conversation- all of it is. I'm glad I joined the group.



  If I'm not mistaken no matter what or where u go it's always ur GD that's with u aside from whty have other things to do. On occasion there will be another that steps in for a sec or so.

However it sounds like ur trying to stay with ur husband for whatever reason that is, in the end being with him it hinders u not a little but alot.
For there is always that negative from him that he drags around and u take in. Along with that from reading ur also don't doing ur protection which of course isn't good for u one little bit.

Everyone makes mistake but in the end of that mistake u have to learn from it and grow and move on.

And truth u shouldn't be telling anyone that ur a satanist because people will say okay but thy still will back stab u in the end that's how thy are and when u tell them thy take it as a way to bring u back to Christianity and crap with there curses.

I prob would say ask Father Satan for a better understanding of things.
None the least u must do protections every day and sense u live with Christans you prob want to do it more then 2 times.

Sorry I rabbled on and not sure I answered ur question lol but hope others can better give u advice if I didn't.

 

[Brooke Molina]

I relate to you on a very personal level. The person I was with was fake and just put on a show and completely leached of of me and was so toxic. So I cu him out of my life and detached him from my soul there's a meditation for it so u no longer have to suffer from his psychic vampirism. Hope the below meditation helps

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ching.html


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Hey,
my question may seem obvious but I was pretty sure they had
the shits of me (haha) being a moron all the time.
They've been coming around more often now- today while
reading on our JoS group here my rabbit started thumping her
foot hard. And for the non rabbit people- that means that
the rabbit senses a presence in the house that is unknown or
scary to them ie danger- a demon may seem danger to them
since they are from a different "world" you could
say. That's the thing I like with Satanism- there is no
forcing you to practice- it's not instilling fear or
threats. I have my whole life to dedicate and for now
I'm doing what I can and have time for. 

I just feel bashful because I
have had some serious medical problems and I've been
like "Oh Father please fucking help me.." for a
long time. 

I think for a

long time he was like okay, I'm stepping back and
it's your turn to ask for help. And now I'm trying
to get back to regular studying and devotion and trying to
better myself. I know he knows I'm under fire- long
story short I have to have foot surgery done and it could
either ruin or better my life..and I'm only 21. Can you
imagine not being able to walk again? I can't..I'm
too much of a busy body. 

Well technically, he's not a christian-
he's just as emotionally draining though. He has some
sort of evil hanging over him-it makes him a bad person. He
wasn't the person who I anticipated in the beginning and
it was all a facade. My soul is very loving and free and
super easy for someone like that to suck the energy from.

And I wish I could get away but there is some abuse tied
into it. I think it's a test- I think I'm going to
have to use my energy to fight back and push him away.
Somewhere it was mentioned on JoS that you could do this
sort of thing..mentally manipulate people..I was gifted with
talent and I need to start using it. Some may call it
psychic but I just call it I'm more in tuned with Satan
and The other Gods of Elysium. I've heard from people..as
they passed on to the next realm. Not willingly- but for
some odd reason I think they find out who can hear them and
who can't. 

I saw a
girl, I went to school with she died in an accident
suddenly, I was sitting alone in my bathtub soaking in epsom
salts then I get this overwhelming feeling of sorrow but I
felt warm- I felt her and she told me some things...since
she died suddenly- she didn't know she died at first and
she said she would be back.. I cried and said I was sorry- I
didn't really know her well.

Like you said- I don't really push my
religion on anyone...I just hope that they find the
truth-like that girl hopefully did. 


Sorry about babbling- it's just interesting
conversation- all of it is. I'm glad I joined the
group.


On Saturday, April
22, 2017 1:51 PM, "seerofss@...
[JoyofSatan666]"
wrote:



 













If I'm not mistaken no matter what or where u
go it's always ur GD that's with u aside from whty
have other things to do. On occasion there will be another
that steps in for a sec or so.



However it sounds like ur trying to stay with ur husband for
whatever reason that is, in the end being with him it
hinders u not a little but alot.

For there is always that negative from him that he drags
around and u take in. Along with that from reading ur also
don't doing ur protection which of course isn't good
for u one little bit.



Everyone makes mistake but in the end of that mistake u have
to learn from it and grow and move on.



And truth u shouldn't be telling anyone that ur a
satanist because people will say okay but thy still will
back stab u in the end that's how thy are and when u
tell them thy take it as a way to bring u back to
Christianity and crap with there curses.



I prob would say ask Father Satan for a better understanding
of things.

None the least u must do protections every day and sense u
live with Christans you prob want to do it more then 2
times.



Sorry I rabbled on and not sure I answered ur question lol
but hope others can better give u advice if I
didn't.


























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