Growing pain

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Hey group, not sure how to even post this it's something I'm going through with my spiritual growth and am looking to share and or feedback. Been working on identifying and feeling my soul. I follow all JOS teachings only. Last Saturday while meditating late at night on detachments from family, the one person that I'd never thought would be the most harmful I think is my brother. You have to understand he's been there when nobody else would care for my ass. He still professes to always be there for me. Going back through time I see harmful affects of this relationship through eyes that are ever evolving, even from day to day. I feel strongly that my GD has been working heavily with me on this. When I started too see these things of course I felt devastated, still feel just knocked over by all this. At that moment I got really upset and called upon Father Satan, I told him I wouldn't cry but still sobbed a bit. He was so comforting, I felt love and safety like never before. Honestly don't how else to get this out, my brother is not active Xian but of course has the programming. This goes deeper than I'm able to put into words, and gets more bizarre. Thanks for listening.

Hail Satan
Hail Malphas
Hail all the Gods of Duat

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Keep up with the detaching meditation, you probably have to do it for 40 days or more. I am going to start another detaching meditation when the moon is waning again.
From: "sebastianedwards@..." <sebastianedwards@...
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Sent: Friday, September 6, 2013 1:28:52 AM
Subject: [Satanicgaycommunity] Growing pain

  Hey group, not sure how to even post this it's something I'm going through with my spiritual growth and am looking to share and or feedback. Been working on identifying and feeling my soul. I follow all JOS teachings only. Last Saturday while meditating late at night on detachments from family, the one person that I'd never thought would be the most harmful I think is my brother. You have to understand he's been there when nobody else would care for my ass. He still professes to always be there for me. Going back through time I see harmful affects of this relationship through eyes that are ever evolving, even from day to day. I feel strongly that my GD has been working heavily with me on this. When I started too see these things of course I felt devastated, still feel just knocked over by all this. At that moment I got really upset and called upon Father Satan, I told him I wouldn't cry but still sobbed a bit. He was so comforting, I felt love and safety like never before. Honestly don't how else to get this out, my brother is not active Xian but of course has the programming. This goes deeper than I'm able to put into words, and gets more bizarre. Thanks for listening.

Hail Satan
Hail Malphas
Hail all the Gods of Duat

 

[S R]

Hello friend,
I have had the same thing happening to me with a friend of mine that we have known each other since babies ( I really mean that we were born in the same clinic).
Whenever i was around him from the moment i start meditating and evolving myself i started feeling really weird and sick (literally for about 4 hours later so i have had to detach him from me).
It is a sacrifice that must be made in order to evolve yourself spiritually and it is one of the BIGGEST reasons why this filthy xianity must be destroyed so none of these things happen to our kids.
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL MY GUARDIAN DEMON!

HAIL DEMONS OF HELL!
HAIL HIGH PRINCES OF HELL!

 

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Thank you for the responses. Being less than a year old, and being incredibly serious and dedicated is the most challenging thing I've faced. Amazing how the revelations keep pouring in! Also amazing how our Gods watch and help with such care. When I first started out, didn't know what HP Maxine Dietrich meant by Satan looks out for his own meant, I'm learning and feeling this day to day. (She's my hero by the way).

Hail Satan!!
Hail Malphas!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@... wrote:

Keep up with the detaching meditation, you probably have to do it for 40 days or more. I am going to start another detaching meditation when the moon is waning again.


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Sent: Friday, September 6, 2013 1:28:52 AM
Subject: [Satanicgaycommunity] Growing pain



 
Hey group, not sure how to even post this it's something I'm going through with my spiritual growth and am looking to share and or feedback. Been working on identifying and feeling my soul. I follow all JOS teachings only. Last Saturday while meditating late at night on detachments from family, the one person that I'd never thought would be the most harmful I think is my brother. You have to understand he's been there when nobody else would care for my ass. He still professes to always be there for me. Going back through time I see harmful affects of this relationship through eyes that are ever evolving, even from day to day. I feel strongly that my GD has been working heavily with me on this. When I started too see these things of course I felt devastated, still feel just knocked over by all this. At that moment I got really upset and called upon Father Satan, I told him I wouldn't cry but still sobbed a bit. He was so comforting, I felt love and safety
like never before. Honestly don't how else to get this out, my brother is not active Xian but of course has the programming. This goes deeper than I'm able to put into words, and gets more bizarre. Thanks for listening.

Hail Satan
Hail Malphas
Hail all the Gods of Duat