Greetings from a dreaming fool

[mehsmer]

I am 27 years old and from the Czech republic-one of the most atheist countries in Europe-and i have found the JoS site by pure coincidence.You see,i was looking for some dirt on xtians so i could use it to try and "suppress" their indoctrination attempts that i was exposed to while growing up.I´m not saying that i believe in any of their crap,it´s just that i am still a little biased in certain matters and that is unacceptable for me-after all,how can one make a good decision if their head is not clear?
Anyway,i have spent a few hours on that site and...lots of informations there just "clicked" with the tiny bits and pieces of knowledge i´ve gathered over the years.It would certainly explain what the heck is going on in this world today and why is humanity,even with our insane potential,almost not progressing at all.I dream of a bright future,but all i see is decay without any hope.
I´m not going to dedicate myself for now.First i want to learn more and gather more info before i decide-after all,we live in a world that is build on lies so one can´t never be careful enough.I hope that it s ok with people here.
There are several things i wish to ask about and will be really grateful if someone can ansver,or at least point me in the right direction.
First of all-is it ok for me(i mean undedicated)to learn meditation from JoS site?I´m asking because i don´t want to be stealing or playing with something i shouldn´t touch.
Second question-i feel for the last few years like there is "something" missing,something really important.Also there is that annoying feeling telling me that what i am doing now is not what i should be doing,sort of like i am just wasting time instead of doing something....important.Any idea what is it?
And the last one-ever since reading the JoS site two days ago i´m getting strong and creepy feeling every night that there is someone/something in my apartment.There were also some random sounds of small stuff in the next rooms moving sightly-as if someone was touching it.This creepy feeling kept me awake the whole sunday night and woke me up several times on monday night.Very uncomfortable.Any clue what the heck is it?

Well thanks for reading this bambling and hopefully i didn´t make too many mistakes in this text-my english is self taught.

 

[the_fire_starter666]

Hi from a fellow dreaming fool!LOL. Well the first step to become un-biased is DE-PROGRAMMING. DE-PROGRAM YOURSELF FROM THIS ENEMY HOAX!!Read sites like exposingchristianity.com jesusneverexisted.com and many others. These prove that xianity is a stolen lie and nothing in it is true. Over time, your mind will be cleared.

Why wouldn't it ok to be doing power meditations? They are different than normal meditations in that they are about *EMPOWERING* YOURSELF and anyone can do. Just keep in mind that one does has protection and guidance after being dedicated, and some people can run into problems with the enemy sometimes if they become advanced without being dedicated. We do the dedication mostly for protection.

Feelings could mean many things to different people, so you could discover what they are, if they have any real meaning and are not reactions from your subconscious to new things you pick up.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "nameless_seeker" <shadow_fox@... wrote:

I am 27 years old and from the Czech republic-one of the most atheist countries in Europe-and i have found the JoS site by pure coincidence.You see,i was looking for some dirt on xtians so i could use it to try and "suppress" their indoctrination attempts that i was exposed to while growing up.I´m not saying that i believe in any of their crap,it´s just that i am still a little biased in certain matters and that is unacceptable for me-after all,how can one make a good decision if their head is not clear?
Anyway,i have spent a few hours on that site and...lots of informations there just "clicked" with the tiny bits and pieces of knowledge i´ve gathered over the years.It would certainly explain what the heck is going on in this world today and why is humanity,even with our insane potential,almost not progressing at all.I dream of a bright future,but all i see is decay without any hope.
I´m not going to dedicate myself for now.First i want to learn more and gather more info before i decide-after all,we live in a world that is build on lies so one can´t never be careful enough.I hope that it s ok with people here.
There are several things i wish to ask about and will be really grateful if someone can ansver,or at least point me in the right direction.
First of all-is it ok for me(i mean undedicated)to learn meditation from JoS site?I´m asking because i don´t want to be stealing or playing with something i shouldn´t touch.
Second question-i feel for the last few years like there is "something" missing,something really important.Also there is that annoying feeling telling me that what i am doing now is not what i should be doing,sort of like i am just wasting time instead of doing something....important.Any idea what is it?
And the last one-ever since reading the JoS site two days ago i´m getting strong and creepy feeling every night that there is someone/something in my apartment.There were also some random sounds of small stuff in the next rooms moving sightly-as if someone was touching it.This creepy feeling kept me awake the whole sunday night and woke me up several times on monday night.Very uncomfortable.Any clue what the heck is it?

Well thanks for reading this bambling and hopefully i didn´t make too many mistakes in this text-my english is self taught.