My entire family is Christian. They always speak to me about "their God" and when they say "God" I think of Satan. So when someone tells me "God is good" I think of Satan. If I am agreeing with the Christian's about "God" but in my mind I am referring to Satan as God instead of "Jesus" is this ok? Does Satan know I am referring to him and not the Christian God? I dont want to tell my family that I am a Spiritual Satanist because of the awful things that would happen. And I know that they would do nothing but pray to their worthless God for me.