Given Up

[eartikasatan]

I dedicated myself in the middle of 2011.I followed the meditations,did the rituals,yoga,astrology and read the website.Yet none of my rituals manifested and Satan/Demons did not speak to me despite appearing in front of me a few times.I have seen scarabs crawling on my wardrobe.I suffered untold misery in my 4.5 years of dedication:destitution,isolation,homelessness,debt,suicidal attempts and lonliness.I went 2 years without a computer during my dedication because I could not afford to buy one,yet I continued with my meditations.Satan did not help me despite my countless pleas and summons.Some of the Demons have followed me around but will disappear when I look at them directly.I have decided to remove my dedication since Satan will not help me despite my staunch dedication.Satan was never there for me.I have given up.

 

[elephant255]

Is this you first time posting here? did you join this group recently?


Hail Satan

 

[peliterapeutti]

Those kinds of people we DO NOT need. Either you are constant under attack from the enemy or your a troll. If you are the first one remember, the enemy only attacks those the hardest who are a SERIOUS threat for them. So for the demons thing, either way its the enemy, or you have done something really bad for the gods. If you havent, then i suggest you to summon demon, write a prayer for Satan asking that He would send someone to help you, or your GD. And remember, DO NOT turn away from Satan, i have done that mistake once and NEVER EVER gonna do that again! My life got a LOT worse when i left Satan so DO NOT DO THAT MISTAKE!
Youll HAVE to have faith and patience, you REALLY dont have to wait more than max. 5 years cause the world economy will surely fall in 5 years and i think that it will be then at least when you will be protected. The help from the demons for you could really become BIG. It ALWAYS is for everyone "the more you do for Satan the more He does for you"

 

[peliterapeutti]

Anyone agree with me?

 

[elephant255]

Yeah, but the way the post of eartikasatan is written makes me suspicious, not going into details because why but it makes me suspicious.
Maybe i am wrong, i don't want to drive her/him away because i was an asshole who didn't believe in what she/he wrote.

 

[zj2420]

This sounds a little strange to me as well. Almost like a script. All I can say is I've never heard anyone having such issues after a dedication. Im still fresh so I hope I'm not sounding stupid but I was worse off without Satan than I am now. Hearing Satan (at least for me) requires concentration. He won't just appear and say nothing. He's too busy to waste his time messing with people. Besides its not his nature. Also you have to better yourself as well. Satan and the Gods WILL help if you are helping yourself. I really hope I'm not feeding a troll

 

[Sims Motal]

Maybe, just maybe, there is something in your soul or in your heart that you are NOT being completely honest
with yourself about. I KNOW I was scared shitless when I first dedicated, even though I intellectually knew
that I was doing the right thing. But things started happening to be immediately. Wild things. Things I would
never have thought possible. What's more, three of my grandchildren and my daughter's fiancée were saved
in a terrible car wreck. The car was flipped upside down on them, and my granddaughter's hands were pinned,
and so were my daughter's fiancé's hands. Yet, neither lost their hands. And the doctors expected, even told
my granddaughter that she might lose her hand. Or a lot of use of it. But she only has minor nerve damage, and
hopefully she will get better and better. I KNOW FATHER SATAN AND HIS DEMONS SAVED THEM! Everyone
said it was a miracle. And, this same daughter was told she was going blind, but on a return trip to eye doctor,
the doctor told her that the signs of macular degeneration he had seen before were all gone! Satan saved her eyesight!

Also, I have seen and have had Father Satan speak to me. I know HE loves HIS children. Therefore, I believe that there
has to be some reason, something, that you may not even be aware of. Maybe Father has tried to help you, but
you didn't take or realize the opportunities when they came. I don't really know. But something has to be amiss.


I believe you are making a mistake walking away. But you may also have expected too much from the very beginning,
and because of disappointment, your attitude was negative, and maybe that left you open to psychic attacks. TRUST
is the magic word here. Believe Father Satan loves you. Trust HIM! And don't expect anything. Then things might
just turn around for you.


Hail Satan!
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Anyone agree with me?









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[lord easton]

i agree with you 100% i had put this question as a star so i could come find it later because i did not know how to approach this  i was waiting to see how someone else would approach this something just seems off it is not what a true satanist would say you are dead on about the enemy they fuck with you when you are a real problem and trust me i know .but you know what that makes me wanna fight back even harder and i get you on the troll part 5 years and know advancement 1-2 weeks of if even that of power meditations i can see huge changes i am all for your response the whole gods appearing and when you look there gone is a little odd the part where farther is not there for me i am so takin back and shocked i think if this person is really one of us you advice is 100% the way to go so hopefully that is the case but i also feel a troll is trying to cause some confusion hopefully you are not  but is sure smells like fish in the barn thats all im saying your responce peliterapeutti@... is perfect!! hopefull mines to you is as well

hail satan!!!!!!!!!hail the Gods of Elysium!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



  Those kinds of people we DO NOT need. Either you are constant under attack from the enemy or your a troll. If you are the first one remember, the enemy only attacks those the hardest who are a SERIOUS threat for them. So for the demons thing, either way its the enemy, or you have done something really bad for the gods. If you havent, then i suggest you to summon demon, write a prayer for Satan asking that He would send someone to help you, or your GD. And remember, DO NOT turn away from Satan, i have done that mistake once and NEVER EVER gonna do that again! My life got a LOT worse when i left Satan so DO NOT DO THAT MISTAKE!
Youll HAVE to have faith and patience, you REALLY dont have to wait more than max. 5 years cause the world economy will surely fall in 5 years and i think that it will be then at least when you will be protected. The help from the demons for you could really become BIG. It ALWAYS is for everyone "the more you do for Satan the more He does for you"

 

[peliterapeutti]

Thanks, you have a LOT of grammar mistakes but i think everyone know what your saying.

 

[[email protected]]

Depressive disorders are a bitch. The minds of the tormented will sabotage lives for decades and nothing will get through. Looking back, it looks like Jesus and his Angels were torturing me, but I spent all that time researching psychology, religion, skepticism, philosophy to find a way out. Escapism is absolutely fine too, for as long as the energy is down. There are allot of people trapped in very unhappy and dis-functional states and JOS I doubt will instantly cure all mental illnesses. 



  Thanks, you have a LOT of grammar mistakes but i think everyone know what your saying.

 

[Allison Passino]

Of course it won't! It takes fucking work! Bah! And @ Aldric: rofomao!
Love ya bro! ^ Hilariousness.

On 1/2/16, Usul Mystic usulmystic@... [JoyofSatan666]
wrote:

Depressive disorders are a bitch. The minds of the tormented will sabotage
lives for decades and nothing will get through. Looking back, it looks like
Jesus and his Angels were torturing me, but I spent all that time
researching psychology, religion, skepticism, philosophy to find a way out.
Escapism is absolutely fine too, for as long as the energy is down. There
are allot of people trapped in very unhappy and dis-functional states and
JOS I doubt will instantly cure all mental illnesses.


On Friday, January 1, 2016 4:55 AM, "peliterapeutti@...



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[constantiu_04]

I am new to Satanism and I find this topic very discouraging.

 

[livingforsatan]

Satan has been there for me countless times, even when my situation was due solely to my stupidity.

His greatest gifts have been knowledge, courage and protection.

And, let's not forget the guidance. He shows me what I must do, myself, often

Hail Father Satan, forever!

 

[aldric.strickland88]

All this person said was they were with Satan. Never once did they mention that they meditated or worked for Satan. If you try and take and take and take from Satan yes I'm sure you would get very little in return. They dedicated for all the wrong reasons. Another vampire out too steal from Father. 
 When you dedicate your soul to Satan it is a two way street. We dedicate as warriors of truth!! That we will stand firm and resolute in an unsure world! That we will fight the darkness of the enemy and all its cohorts!!! That we will lay down our lives if necessary!! 
  Father Satan has bestowed upon us not only the gift of meditation, which would elleviate any and all problems with depression and not only would be able to improve this individuals life to as high as the stars. But also the answer to death itself. That we may become a Satanic Sun that burns with the light of Lucifer for all Eternity!!
   Brothers and Sisters in Satan we have the Truth!! We are all that stands before the enemy and all the world living a life of desolation as this person described!! We looked Satan in the eyes on the Astral before we came to this life and with direct conviction we told Father that we would come down to this earth. That we would destroy all his enemies and with a loud trumpet proclaim the Golden Age of Satya!! 
   One by one our eyes were open and we Proclaimed that faith with our Dedication Ritual.  Father Satan I Dedicate my soul to you Forever!! Your will is my will!! In one foul swoop Satans energy washed over us. In that moment we knew that we would never be lost again. Father Satan blew open the door to our spiritual cage! Then offered us a hand out. 
    Now it is our time to stand on two feet. To hold our chin high. To breathe the sweet fresh air of being where you belong. To know that you have a Family that truly wishes well for you. Then you realize that the enemy wants to destroy it and take it all away from you. You clench your fists in anger as the fire.....begins to burn. At first you are lost not knowing what to do.
    Then your family stands by your side and tells you they are with you. With a smile they ask you if you want to destroy the enemy with them and end this desolation and destruction of human life. As the tears stream down your face your heart opens. What was once a small fire turns into an inferno. Together we shall rise the fiery Phoenix out of the ashes.. That shall catch the skies on fire for all the world to see.
   That Brothers and Sisters is why we are here. To one day change this world and become a God in our own right. No one is holding you here. You are not bound by us... WE are here to fight for this glorious future. But if you choose to join us and see the light of Lucifer as we do. If you choose to give your entire life to saving this world as we have. Then you should know you will forever be embraced by the arms of your Brothers and Sisters in Satan.

 

[MOHAMAD AHMADI]

you are either lying or you are a troll after 5 years meditation you can become one super human with a lot of power. this is bs sorry to say this. you must know that everything in your life comes from yourself every little thing you made that happen its a very sad thing but when you accept it your life elevates . gods are here for us but when you don't want and don't work for what you want gods cant just provide you that even if they could they wouldn't because they want us to become gods ourselves and if they always help you get throw things how can you then become as powerful as a god? you must think and become stronger and if you give up listen to me if you give up your life wont improve its not a Xian shit that say everything comes to your life is from outside conditions. if you give up you accept the (giving up) term in your life then you give up on other things then other things and it goes on and on till you are destroyed. listen only positivity can overcome negativity only not giving up can destroy giving up only strenghth over come weakness so change your mindset and see the result of your thoughts in your life.hail the only true god satan



  Satan has been there for me countless times, even when my situation was due solely to my stupidity.

His greatest gifts have been knowledge, courage and protection.

And, let's not forget the guidance. He shows me what I must do, myself, often

Hail Father Satan, forever!

 

[MOHAMAD AHMADI]

by saying even if they could I meant even if they want sorry my mistake

On Sunday, January 3, 2016 1:37 PM, MOHAMAD AHMADI <mohamad.ahmadi32@... wrote:


you are either lying or you are a troll after 5 years meditation you can become one super human with a lot of power. this is bs sorry to say this. you must know that everything in your life comes from yourself every little thing you made that happen its a very sad thing but when you accept it your life elevates . gods are here for us but when you don't want and don't work for what you want gods cant just provide you that even if they could they wouldn't because they want us to become gods ourselves and if they always help you get throw things how can you then become as powerful as a god? you must think and become stronger and if you give up listen to me if you give up your life wont improve its not a Xian shit that say everything comes to your life is from outside conditions. if you give up you accept the (giving up) term in your life then you give up on other things then other things and it goes on and on till you are destroyed. listen only positivity can overcome negativity only not giving up can destroy giving up only strenghth over come weakness so change your mindset and see the result of your thoughts in your life.hail the only true god satan



  Satan has been there for me countless times, even when my situation was due solely to my stupidity.

His greatest gifts have been knowledge, courage and protection.

And, let's not forget the guidance. He shows me what I must do, myself, often

Hail Father Satan, forever!

 

[Sims Motal]

I am sure it was posted by an infiltrator. Those of us who are truly dedicated to Father Satan have received
countless blessings from HIM! And continue to do so. HE is there for HIS TRUE FOLLOWERS.
Hail Satan! Hail all the Daemons of Elysium!
--------------------------------------------

 










I am new to Satanism and I find this topic very
discouraging.









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[heinrich.draschenkin]

I have my bad thoughts, BUT, I always keep going!
I have my set backs, BUT, I learn and grow stronger!
I have not seen Satan, BUT, I can feel his love when I reconise him in the smallest of things!
Things turn out good for me..

Satanism isn't for losers or those who quit.
Yes it gets tough, and when it does, the tough keep going! I see it as a test.

I rarely ask Satan or his gods for help, makes me feel weak. I honor and thank them that I can learn to be like them and have the possibility of joining them.
Only in absolute need and when things are out of my own control I ask for help. And I get it straight away.

I have been attacked, sometimes by 7 entities at once, draining me, trying to stop me from gaining power and doing the reverse curses by disstraction in spiritual form or by sending a hot rich vampire girl who soon dissapeared after she found out that there is no control over me. And I won our little who drains who faster.
My demonfriends allowed this to happen so I could learn things and how to fight back and destroy the enemy.
Once I asked for help when attacked, it was in the beginning. Afterwards I felt as if I were a loser, I wanted to destroy them by myself, I wanted to proof that I am worthy, I am a child of Satan!
Later I got my chance and took revenge..

People with bad experience are either stupid, joo(friends) or just weak. Or they are Poos.


Hail to my brothers and sisters!
Hail to our gods!
PRAISE HAIL SATAN!!!

 

[Akhkharu Usemi]

That pretty much like me. Things have gotten worse via family, eviction most likely upcoming because of their shite.

lately I have been thinking of suicide, but then I'm like, "WTF, this isn't me thinking it." I have realized that its the enemy as since I am with Satan with no intention of turning traitor, they want me dead as a doornail, by any means!


So I say a mental, "Eff off." to the suicide garbage, which soon leaves my mind.
--------------------------------------------




 










I have my bad thoughts, BUT, I always keep going!


I have my set backs, BUT, I learn and grow stronger!

I have not seen Satan, BUT, I can feel his love when I
reconise him in the smallest of things!

Things turn out good for me..



Satanism isn't for losers or those who quit.


Yes it gets tough, and when it does, the tough keep going! I
see it as a test.



I rarely ask Satan or his gods for help, makes me feel weak.
I honor and thank them that I can learn to be like them and
have the possibility of joining them.

Only in absolute need and when things are out of my own
control I ask for help. And I get it straight away.



I have been attacked, sometimes by 7 entities at once,
draining me, trying to stop me from gaining power and doing
the reverse curses by disstraction in spiritual form or by
sending a hot rich vampire girl who soon dissapeared after
she found out that there is no control over me. And I won
our little who drains who faster.

My demonfriends allowed this to happen so I could learn
things and how to fight back and destroy the enemy.

Once I asked for help when attacked, it was in the
beginning. Afterwards I felt as if I were a loser, I wanted
to destroy them by myself, I wanted to proof that I am
worthy, I am a child of Satan!

Later I got my chance and took revenge..



People with bad experience are either stupid, joo(friends)

or just weak. Or they are Poos.



Hail to my brothers and sisters!


Hail to our gods!

PRAISE HAIL SATAN!!!









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[Sims Motal]

Well said, Heinrich.
Hail Satan!
--------------------------------------------

 









I have my bad thoughts, BUT, I always keep going!


I have my set backs, BUT, I learn and grow stronger!

I have not seen Satan, BUT, I can feel his love when I
reconise him in the smallest of things!

Things turn out good for me..



Satanism isn't for losers or those who quit.

Yes it gets tough, and when it does, the tough keep going! I
see it as a test.



I rarely ask Satan or his gods for help, makes me feel weak.
I honor and thank them that I can learn to be like them and
have the possibility of joining them.

Only in absolute need and when things are out of my own
control I ask for help. And I get it straight away.



I have been attacked, sometimes by 7 entities at once,
draining me, trying to stop me from gaining power and doing
the reverse curses by disstraction in spiritual form or by
sending a hot rich vampire girl who soon dissapeared after
she found out that there is no control over me. And I won
our little who drains who faster.

My demonfriends allowed this to happen so I could learn
things and how to fight back and destroy the enemy.

Once I asked for help when attacked, it was in the
beginning. Afterwards I felt as if I were a loser, I wanted
to destroy them by myself, I wanted to proof that I am
worthy, I am a child of Satan!

Later I got my chance and took revenge..



People with bad experience are either stupid, joo(friends)
or just weak. Or they are Poos.




Hail to my brothers and sisters!

Hail to our gods!

PRAISE HAIL SATAN!!!









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[elephant255]

The post reads like a creepypasta, what's with the scarabs in the wardrobe? It's like i am reading a Goosebumps book.
For the initiates who read the post, don't even think about it, it's purpose is to spook you.

 

[aldric.strickland88]

Akhkharu Usemi!! :,( I would be sad to see you go. 
If you need anyone to talk too, I am here for you. I sense you are a very sensitive soul. You soak up the things around you. You take on other peoples worries. You have a lot of hidden talent. You just haven't learned to control it. God the enemy is pissed i am talking to you. They must really be working on you. If there are things that you are doing such as weed, you need to stop. They are working a plan to destroy you. You need to elevate yourself out of this. 

 

[raditus]

Yeah it's fucked up in my house right now. My family is so toxic that they having each other believing that if you put your foot down assertively, then you are "playing the victim" And a bunch of other shite I don't have the time for anymore. 
I did weed only once in my whole life. The high was okay, but time wasting for me, thus I am not doing it anymore. 

 

[shenshakti1]

Where did OP go?

 

[elephant255]

Aldric is right, Akhkharu. Sensitive souls like you happen to have great insight and instinct, those qualities are really valuable in a mage, you should work on your clairvoyance skills.
Comedy helps a great deal too when you feel down, and i suggest you to use runes to pump up your morale
The Runic Kabalah  
Stay with us, you're gonna make it.

Hail Satan
Hail the Gods
Hail the Daemons of Elysium