osufan3456
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I am in need of some advice about letting go of an unwanted attachment in the form of a crazy ex-girlfriend. Unfortunately, I got into a chaotic relationship with a girl that has a number of personality disorders (borderline, manic depressive) and she has caused me quite alot of pain and stress over the last few years. She was very clingy from day one and although I broke up with her about 6 months ago, she will not let me go and I am having a hard time getting her off of my mind.
She has been in and out of the mental hospital over the last few months so she is deeply disturbed. She stalked me, slept outside of my apartment and continues to call and text me. There is a very strong sexual and emotional connection between us and her mental illness has caused her to attach herself to me. I have some codependent traits so Im also hopelessly attached to her. From what I've read girls with borderline personality disorder never let go of past lovers so I need help getting rid of this attachment.
I've been an SS since 2006 and meditated regularly until I met her. The constant anxiety and drama made it hard for me to be calm. Again, I have my own issues that make me attracted to this type of girl but Ive improved in those areas lately. I began the MUNKA routine listed on the JOS site and Im currently in day 10 of a 40 day schedule. I am really trying to get this crazy girl out of my mind and life for good. Does anyone have any meditations/runes/mantras/etc. to help with this?
She has been in and out of the mental hospital over the last few months so she is deeply disturbed. She stalked me, slept outside of my apartment and continues to call and text me. There is a very strong sexual and emotional connection between us and her mental illness has caused her to attach herself to me. I have some codependent traits so Im also hopelessly attached to her. From what I've read girls with borderline personality disorder never let go of past lovers so I need help getting rid of this attachment.
I've been an SS since 2006 and meditated regularly until I met her. The constant anxiety and drama made it hard for me to be calm. Again, I have my own issues that make me attracted to this type of girl but Ive improved in those areas lately. I began the MUNKA routine listed on the JOS site and Im currently in day 10 of a 40 day schedule. I am really trying to get this crazy girl out of my mind and life for good. Does anyone have any meditations/runes/mantras/etc. to help with this?