Hello,
Lately, ever since this Saturday/ Friday I’ve been having these thoughts of “I’m going to hell- for I have sinned-“ and “I will never be able to repent” like you know, the whole christian bullshit, following these thoughts/attacks of feelings of dread.
This is mostly when I’m off my adhd meds (vyvannse, and no please do not suggest anything like getting of my meds in gen that never works trust me..they help my behavior)
BTW- I do not come from a christian family.we have no christian symbols in our house, or media from christians.
My dad is VERY atheist, my mom is a witch, they are very okay with me being Zevist, and my brother has no feelings about god.most of my friends themselves hate Christian’s and Catholics and are witches/ Zevists. I myself OF COURSE hate christians.
I have in the past struggled with christians making fun of me.but It’s been years since someone has made fun of me for my beliefs. So I doubt it’s that.
Any advice/ rituals/ words or anything of help for this?
Sorry if I sound retarted I have autism and I tend to over explain everything [sob]
Thank you
- zee
