Friend or foe

[cand.cru5h3r1]

Alright look guys im 13 but I have I feel like far more knowlage than the rest of these little kids and I'm looking for more experienced advice and I'm not dedicated but I've dreamed about it and just layed down and I've had an astral temple type thing in my head since I was 5-6 and I rein acted the dedication but I can't figure out if that's my astral temple and I'm a legitimate satanist. I'm asking all of this because for a month or so now I haven't been doing meditations but I can put energy through my chakras and I was at my friends and I saw a skinny black figure sprint through the hall as I was about to walk through the door frame, I've been hearing cupboards open and slam in my boat witch is docked in a marina so it doesn't move there is a panel to the bilge on the inside of my boat right next to were I sleep and one time I heard whispering and it move but no one was there and I threw my blanket over my head one night I was texting my girlfriend under the covers and a very clear hand it looked like a human hand pressed in down into my blanket and I felt a wierd feeling on my fore head and nothing happened noticeable for a while and then I was meditating for the first actual time and I was trying to empower by heart chakra after 3rd eye and my crown when I was on my heart chakra with energy still going through my 3rd eye it felt like I heard hey! And then I felt a hand touch my chest and push me almost 2 feet back into a wall .i just want to know what this might be aside from a humanoid either human or annunaki spirit like a deamon just trying to get my attention,or a grey reptilian peladian wich I've heard they sometimes spend thier whole lives outside of their physical bodies or an arcturian because I had my eyes closed and I didn't know what I was doing but I honestly feel like I saw a short green tinted body outline walking at me and the room was really dark so point is I call myself a satanist, and act as one,defend satan and all of the other goetic deamons when given the opportunity , but I haven't dedicated my self I want to know if this is a thing I should embrace or try and get rid of

 

[Magus Immortalis]

The rest of us here are not "little kids" in the manner of which you speak. Don't come in here flaming people you don't know.The knowledge you seek is on the JoS site. Keep reading and studying, and if you feel it's right for you, then dedicate.In the meantime, do a strong aura of protection at least twice daily and clean your aura and chakras every night and morning.


On Monday, July 21, 2014 7:25:06 PM, "cand.cru5h3r@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Alright look guys im 13 but I have I feel like far more knowlage than the rest of these little kids and I'm looking for more experienced advice and I'm not dedicated but I've dreamed about it and just layed down and I've had an astral temple type thing in my head since I was 5-6 and I rein acted the dedication but I can't figure out if that's my astral temple and I'm a legitimate satanist. I'm asking all of this because for a month or so now I haven't been doing meditations but I can put energy through my chakras and I was at my friends and I saw a skinny black figure sprint through the hall as I was about to walk through the door frame, I've been hearing cupboards open and slam in my boat witch is docked in a marina so it doesn't move there is a panel to the bilge on the inside of my boat right next to were I sleep and one time I heard whispering and it move but no one was there and I threw my blanket over my head one night I was texting my girlfriend under the covers and a very clear hand it looked like a human hand pressed in down into my blanket and I felt a wierd feeling on my fore head and nothing happened noticeable for a while and then I was meditating for the first actual time and I was trying to empower by heart chakra after 3rd eye and my crown when I was on my heart chakra with energy still going through my 3rd eye it felt like I heard hey! And then I felt a hand touch my chest and push me almost 2 feet back into a wall .i just want to know what this might be aside from a humanoid either human or annunaki spirit like a deamon just trying to get my attention,or a grey reptilian peladian wich I've heard they sometimes spend thier whole lives outside of their physical bodies or an arcturian because I had my eyes closed and I didn't know what I was doing but I honestly feel like I saw a short green tinted body outline walking at me and the room was really dark so point is I call myself a satanist, and act as one,defend satan and all of the other goetic deamons when given the opportunity , but I haven't dedicated my self I want to know if this is a thing I should embrace or try and get rid of

 

[magnum.arcanum]

Sounds like you're not feeling at all protected.  And it sounds like you don't know what the things are around you.  And it sounds like you invited them either on purpose or without knowing you were doing so.  You've dedicated using an astral temple, but you're not sure if its an astral temple.  So, you're not sure if you've dedicated.  Well, read the article on the website called "creating an Astral Temple" and make sure you have a legitimate astral temple.  If you feel you do, then read through everything on "dedication" and make sure you got all that right.  If you can talk to the entities - ask them what they want.  If you can't talk to them, get rid of them.  They have no business there.  You're 13, so you should be on the "Teens For Satan" group.  You can relate to people your own age on there.  If you dedicated in your astral temple, then great!  It's a yes or no thing, their is no "maybe" about it.  I've experienced the same things with entities and if you can't talk to them and you don't know what they want, tell them to hit the trail.       

 

[cand.cru5h3r1]

Thanks I realize that that's what I meant by little kids for the other guy and I didn't invite anything I'd know if I did and I don't feel like explaining every reason I had for sideing with Satan and his followers but I've been seeing and experiencing very crazy things latley and just wanted to get some advice but I was wondering if there's anything that I could do that doesn't imply me being alone for extended periods of time multiple times a day every day

 

[cand.cru5h3r1]

Thanks bro and sry I've read every page I can in his but around 30-40 percent of the pages are blocked in my phone and I use my friends computer when I can and can't get ahold of a black candle and don't really understand the significance of a formal dedication