Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan
Forgiveness
jeremy montoya1 min to read
Thanks brian your a true satanist.
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On Wed, Apr 18, 2012 1:28 PM PDT Brian Gibbons wrote:
There is nothing wrong with what you did,as Father Enki knows that we have to associate with xtians at times.You just need to be careful what you share with them,because most can not be trusted that's all.I have learned from many painful experiences,that sharing to much about our beliefs,can get you in a lot of trouble.So just be wise.
Hail Enki
Brian
--- On Tue, 4/17/12, jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@... wrote:
From: jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@...
Subject: Forgiveness
To:
Date: Tuesday, April 17, 2012, 10:44 PM
Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan
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Thanks brian your a true satanist.
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On Wed, Apr 18, 2012 1:28 PM PDT Brian Gibbons wrote:
There is nothing wrong with what you did,as Father Enki knows that we have to associate with xtians at times.You just need to be careful what you share with them,because most can not be trusted that's all.I have learned from many painful experiences,that sharing to much about our beliefs,can get you in a lot of trouble.So just be wise.
Hail Enki
Brian
--- On Tue, 4/17/12, jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@... wrote:
From: jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@...
Subject: Forgiveness
To:
Date: Tuesday, April 17, 2012, 10:44 PM
Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan
Um, look, bro. You don't have to take the words so literally. You
don't have to go being an asshole to the xians; that's not what our
father meant, I don't think. I think that statement just means, don't
let yourself get too close to them, both for your own good and theirs,
because the enemy can use such people against you. But it doesn't mean
you have to be an absolut jerk to them either. Just be yourself; be as
friendly or unfriendly as you want. You know you are loyal to Satan,
and he knows it. And in the end, that's what matters. hail father
Satan!
On 4/17/12, jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@... wrote:
Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him
and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can
do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan
0
Um, look, bro. You don't have to take the words so literally. You
don't have to go being an asshole to the xians; that's not what our
father meant, I don't think. I think that statement just means, don't
let yourself get too close to them, both for your own good and theirs,
because the enemy can use such people against you. But it doesn't mean
you have to be an absolut jerk to them either. Just be yourself; be as
friendly or unfriendly as you want. You know you are loyal to Satan,
and he knows it. And in the end, that's what matters. hail father
Satan!
On 4/17/12, jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@... wrote:
Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him
and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can
do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan
It means we shouldn't trust the xians and others as we trust our best friends and we shouldn't tell them our secrets or things about Spiritual Satanism, because they can be assholes to us. There's nothing wrong with being diplomatic with them so we can have more people to support us in times of need. In fact if we're jerks with them it's brings the opposite result than what we need, it turns them away from Spiritual Satanism.
It's impossible for many people to find pure Zevism friends in the area they live, so they have to live with xians.
--- In , Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:
Um, look, bro. You don't have to take the words so literally. You
don't have to go being an asshole to the xians; that's not what our
father meant, I don't think. I think that statement just means, don't
let yourself get too close to them, both for your own good and theirs,
because the enemy can use such people against you. But it doesn't mean
you have to be an absolut jerk to them either. Just be yourself; be as
friendly or unfriendly as you want. You know you are loyal to Satan,
and he knows it. And in the end, that's what matters. hail father
Satan!
On 4/17/12, jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@... wrote:
Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him
and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can
do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan
0
It means we shouldn't trust the xians and others as we trust our best friends and we shouldn't tell them our secrets or things about Spiritual Satanism, because they can be assholes to us. There's nothing wrong with being diplomatic with them so we can have more people to support us in times of need. In fact if we're jerks with them it's brings the opposite result than what we need, it turns them away from Spiritual Satanism.
It's impossible for many people to find pure Zevism friends in the area they live, so they have to live with xians.
--- In , Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:
Um, look, bro. You don't have to take the words so literally. You
don't have to go being an asshole to the xians; that's not what our
father meant, I don't think. I think that statement just means, don't
let yourself get too close to them, both for your own good and theirs,
because the enemy can use such people against you. But it doesn't mean
you have to be an absolut jerk to them either. Just be yourself; be as
friendly or unfriendly as you want. You know you are loyal to Satan,
and he knows it. And in the end, that's what matters. hail father
Satan!
On 4/17/12, jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@... wrote:
Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him
and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can
do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan
You so</var>
From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
To:
Sent: Wednesday, April 18, 2012 12:31 PM
Subject: Re: Forgiveness
Um, look, bro. You don't have to take the words so literally. You
don't have to go being an asshole to the xians; that's not what our
father meant, I don't think. I think that statement just means, don't
let yourself get too close to them, both for your own good and theirs,
because the enemy can use such people against you. But it doesn't mean
you have to be an absolut jerk to them either. Just be yourself; be as
friendly or unfriendly as you want. You know you are loyal to Satan,
and he knows it. And in the end, that's what matters. hail father
Satan!
On 4/17/12, jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@... wrote:
Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him
and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can
do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan
0
You so</var>
From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
To:
Sent: Wednesday, April 18, 2012 12:31 PM
Subject: Re: Forgiveness
Um, look, bro. You don't have to take the words so literally. You
don't have to go being an asshole to the xians; that's not what our
father meant, I don't think. I think that statement just means, don't
let yourself get too close to them, both for your own good and theirs,
because the enemy can use such people against you. But it doesn't mean
you have to be an absolut jerk to them either. Just be yourself; be as
friendly or unfriendly as you want. You know you are loyal to Satan,
and he knows it. And in the end, that's what matters. hail father
Satan!
On 4/17/12, jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@... wrote:
Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him
and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can
do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan
It also says, reading on, that Father will not deprive us of anything that's good for us!
HAIL SATAN!!!Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: rod crowley <yadevavhah@... Sender: Date: Sun, 22 Apr 2012 11:23:20 -0700 (PDT)To: ReplyTo: Subject: Re: Forgiveness
You so</var>
From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
To:
Sent: Wednesday, April 18, 2012 12:31 PM
Subject: Re: Forgiveness
Um, look, bro. You don't have to take the words so literally. You
don't have to go being an asshole to the xians; that's not what our
father meant, I don't think. I think that statement just means, don't
let yourself get too close to them, both for your own good and theirs,
because the enemy can use such people against you. But it doesn't mean
you have to be an absolut jerk to them either. Just be yourself; be as
friendly or unfriendly as you want. You know you are loyal to Satan,
and he knows it. And in the end, that's what matters. hail father
Satan!
On 4/17/12, jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@... wrote:
Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him
and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can
do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan
0
It also says, reading on, that Father will not deprive us of anything that's good for us!
HAIL SATAN!!!Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: rod crowley <yadevavhah@... Sender: Date: Sun, 22 Apr 2012 11:23:20 -0700 (PDT)To: ReplyTo: Subject: Re: Forgiveness
You so</var>
From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
To:
Sent: Wednesday, April 18, 2012 12:31 PM
Subject: Re: Forgiveness
Um, look, bro. You don't have to take the words so literally. You
don't have to go being an asshole to the xians; that's not what our
father meant, I don't think. I think that statement just means, don't
let yourself get too close to them, both for your own good and theirs,
because the enemy can use such people against you. But it doesn't mean
you have to be an absolut jerk to them either. Just be yourself; be as
friendly or unfriendly as you want. You know you are loyal to Satan,
and he knows it. And in the end, that's what matters. hail father
Satan!
On 4/17/12, jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@... wrote:
Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him
and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can
do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan
Yes and too many people take that phrase out of context ignoring the part you said.
--- In , eremoslukos8@... wrote:
It also says, reading on, that Father will not deprive us of anything that's good for us!
HAIL SATAN!!!
Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T
-----Original Message-----
From: rod crowley <yadevavhah@...
Sender:
Date: Sun, 22 Apr 2012 11:23:20
To:
Reply-To:
Subject: Re: Forgiveness
You sometimes have to socialise with the xtians to get by in life..no biggie.
From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
To:
Sent: Wednesday, April 18, 2012 12:31 PM
Subject: Re: Forgiveness
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Um, look, bro. You don't have to take the words so literally. You
don't have to go being an asshole to the xians; that's not what our
father meant, I don't think. I think that statement just means, don't
let yourself get too close to them, both for your own good and theirs,
because the enemy can use such people against you. But it doesn't mean
you have to be an absolut jerk to them either. Just be yourself; be as
friendly or unfriendly as you want. You know you are loyal to Satan,
and he knows it. And in the end, that's what matters. hail father
Satan!
On 4/17/12, jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@... wrote:
Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him
and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can
do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan
0
Yes and too many people take that phrase out of context ignoring the part you said.
--- In , eremoslukos8@... wrote:
It also says, reading on, that Father will not deprive us of anything that's good for us!
HAIL SATAN!!!
Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T
-----Original Message-----
From: rod crowley <yadevavhah@...
Sender:
Date: Sun, 22 Apr 2012 11:23:20
To:
Reply-To:
Subject: Re: Forgiveness
You sometimes have to socialise with the xtians to get by in life..no biggie.
From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
To:
Sent: Wednesday, April 18, 2012 12:31 PM
Subject: Re: Forgiveness
Â
Um, look, bro. You don't have to take the words so literally. You
don't have to go being an asshole to the xians; that's not what our
father meant, I don't think. I think that statement just means, don't
let yourself get too close to them, both for your own good and theirs,
because the enemy can use such people against you. But it doesn't mean
you have to be an absolut jerk to them either. Just be yourself; be as
friendly or unfriendly as you want. You know you are loyal to Satan,
and he knows it. And in the end, that's what matters. hail father
Satan!
On 4/17/12, jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@... wrote:
Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him
and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can
do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan
Jeremy I felt that way at first, now I still love my family and ingnore the one who hates me, Satan helps those who help his own regardless I haave noticed.. but to keep quiet when grossed out about their beliefs and keep a distance about what really matters (Father Satan) is most likely what is needed here. There is a natural Law we must keep in order to function as viable humans helping other humans. Most humans are brainfnwashed..
The Corrupted Beings are the real troublemakers,
the others are their pawns..
be careful and smart is all..
Hail ALL of Satan's Army !!!
--- In , rod crowley <yadevavhah@... wrote:
You sometimes have to socialise with the xtians to get by in life..no biggie.
From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
To:
Sent: Wednesday, April 18, 2012 12:31 PM
Subject: Re: Forgiveness
Â
Um, look, bro. You don't have to take the words so literally. You
don't have to go being an asshole to the xians; that's not what our
father meant, I don't think. I think that statement just means, don't
let yourself get too close to them, both for your own good and theirs,
because the enemy can use such people against you. But it doesn't mean
you have to be an absolut jerk to them either. Just be yourself; be as
friendly or unfriendly as you want. You know you are loyal to Satan,
and he knows it. And in the end, that's what matters. hail father
Satan!
On 4/17/12, jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@... wrote:
Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him
and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can
do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan
0
Jeremy I felt that way at first, now I still love my family and ingnore the one who hates me, Satan helps those who help his own regardless I haave noticed.. but to keep quiet when grossed out about their beliefs and keep a distance about what really matters (Father Satan) is most likely what is needed here. There is a natural Law we must keep in order to function as viable humans helping other humans. Most humans are brainfnwashed..
The Corrupted Beings are the real troublemakers,
the others are their pawns..
be careful and smart is all..
Hail ALL of Satan's Army !!!
--- In , rod crowley <yadevavhah@... wrote:
You sometimes have to socialise with the xtians to get by in life..no biggie.
From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
To:
Sent: Wednesday, April 18, 2012 12:31 PM
Subject: Re: Forgiveness
Â
Um, look, bro. You don't have to take the words so literally. You
don't have to go being an asshole to the xians; that's not what our
father meant, I don't think. I think that statement just means, don't
let yourself get too close to them, both for your own good and theirs,
because the enemy can use such people against you. But it doesn't mean
you have to be an absolut jerk to them either. Just be yourself; be as
friendly or unfriendly as you want. You know you are loyal to Satan,
and he knows it. And in the end, that's what matters. hail father
Satan!
On 4/17/12, jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@... wrote:
Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him
and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can
do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan
Dear friends I feel so bad right now! I've totally ignored my meditations and Satan completely. Now I don't know whether I have been attacked by greys or I'm just a lazy bitch but suddenly I just felt cut off from everything. And it didn't matter anymore. I can't feel his energy anymore, nor do I feel alive like before. It was so bad that I even forgot Satan's special day! I really wanna make up for it. Is there anything I can do? How do I show him that I am sorry and will take things seriously now?
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Dear friends I feel so bad right now! I've totally ignored my meditations and Satan completely. Now I don't know whether I have been attacked by greys or I'm just a lazy bitch but suddenly I just felt cut off from everything. And it didn't matter anymore. I can't feel his energy anymore, nor do I feel alive like before. It was so bad that I even forgot Satan's special day! I really wanna make up for it. Is there anything I can do? How do I show him that I am sorry and will take things seriously now?
That sucks, but it's happened to other Zevism as well. I believe it's the enemy, trying to keep you from advancing.
Hold a ritual to Satan, doesn't have to be elaborate, and just talk to him. Say what's on your mind. Rituals really help us connect to Satan. And then get started on a meditation program!! Keep a daily journal, either on your computer or paper, and keep track of your meditations, look at it every day for reminders. I had almost 100 pages in my first year, I had to start a new one after that because my laptop would bog down too much as I was scrolling to the bottom to make new entries.
And don't feel down on yourself for slipping up. What matters is that you get back up and keep going :)
Hail Satan!
--- In , "Samantha" <samy_walia@... wrote:
Dear friends I feel so bad right now! I've totally ignored my meditations and Satan completely. Now I don't know whether I have been attacked by greys or I'm just a lazy bitch but suddenly I just felt cut off from everything. And it didn't matter anymore. I can't feel his energy anymore, nor do I feel alive like before. It was so bad that I even forgot Satan's special day! I really wanna make up for it. Is there anything I can do? How do I show him that I am sorry and will take things seriously now?
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That sucks, but it's happened to other Zevism as well. I believe it's the enemy, trying to keep you from advancing.
Hold a ritual to Satan, doesn't have to be elaborate, and just talk to him. Say what's on your mind. Rituals really help us connect to Satan. And then get started on a meditation program!! Keep a daily journal, either on your computer or paper, and keep track of your meditations, look at it every day for reminders. I had almost 100 pages in my first year, I had to start a new one after that because my laptop would bog down too much as I was scrolling to the bottom to make new entries.
And don't feel down on yourself for slipping up. What matters is that you get back up and keep going :)
Hail Satan!
--- In , "Samantha" <samy_walia@... wrote:
Dear friends I feel so bad right now! I've totally ignored my meditations and Satan completely. Now I don't know whether I have been attacked by greys or I'm just a lazy bitch but suddenly I just felt cut off from everything. And it didn't matter anymore. I can't feel his energy anymore, nor do I feel alive like before. It was so bad that I even forgot Satan's special day! I really wanna make up for it. Is there anything I can do? How do I show him that I am sorry and will take things seriously now?
being stupid and yelling that you are a Spiritual Satanist at an enemy's face makes Father angry ( coz you know its like you revealing yourself to the enemies and you will be no longer safe among them ) . and yea umm cutting yourself and such makes him angry.
--- In , jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@... wrote:
Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan
0
being stupid and yelling that you are a Spiritual Satanist at an enemy's face makes Father angry ( coz you know its like you revealing yourself to the enemies and you will be no longer safe among them ) . and yea umm cutting yourself and such makes him angry.
--- In , jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@... wrote:
Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan
First stop calling yourself a bitch, you are not a bitch. Don't be sorry just realize you need to change and do what you need to do, Satan doesn't like sorry but he likes honesty. Meditate.
--- In , "Samantha" wrote:
Dear friends I feel so bad right now! I've totally ignored my meditations and Satan completely. Now I don't know whether I have been attacked by greys or I'm just a lazy bitch but suddenly I just felt cut off from everything. And it didn't matter anymore. I can't feel his energy anymore, nor do I feel alive like before. It was so bad that I even forgot Satan's special day! I really wanna make up for it. Is there anything I can do? How do I show him that I am sorry and will take things seriously now?
0
First stop calling yourself a bitch, you are not a bitch. Don't be sorry just realize you need to change and do what you need to do, Satan doesn't like sorry but he likes honesty. Meditate.
--- In , "Samantha" wrote:
Dear friends I feel so bad right now! I've totally ignored my meditations and Satan completely. Now I don't know whether I have been attacked by greys or I'm just a lazy bitch but suddenly I just felt cut off from everything. And it didn't matter anymore. I can't feel his energy anymore, nor do I feel alive like before. It was so bad that I even forgot Satan's special day! I really wanna make up for it. Is there anything I can do? How do I show him that I am sorry and will take things seriously now?
Samantha, I know exactly how you feel. I have been away from the family for several months. When you are away its too easy for the enemy to lure you into lazy ways. Too much stuff to do every day, You want to set that alarm for a half hour earlier in the morning to do your power mediations, but you are still tried next morning and you fall back asleep. Thats one of the main reasons i came back home. There are times when we need our brothers and sisters to give us a kick up the ass and say 'Get it done, no one else can do it for you'. Or you see some nubie on here doing stuff you should have done months ago and you are shamed into action. We need this wonderfull family here to keep us on the true path in the service of our Father Satan. Recognizing to there is a problem is half way solving it. Regadrds Dragonmage777
--- In , "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:
That sucks, but it's happened to other Zevism as well. I believe it's the enemy, trying to keep you from advancing.
Hold a ritual to Satan, doesn't have to be elaborate, and just talk to him. Say what's on your mind. Rituals really help us connect to Satan. And then get started on a meditation program!! Keep a daily journal, either on your computer or paper, and keep track of your meditations, look at it every day for reminders. I had almost 100 pages in my first year, I had to start a new one after that because my laptop would bog down too much as I was scrolling to the bottom to make new entries.
And don't feel down on yourself for slipping up. What matters is that you get back up and keep going :)
Hail Satan!
--- In , "Samantha" <samy_walia@ wrote:
Dear friends I feel so bad right now! I've totally ignored my meditations and Satan completely. Now I don't know whether I have been attacked by greys or I'm just a lazy bitch but suddenly I just felt cut off from everything. And it didn't matter anymore. I can't feel his energy anymore, nor do I feel alive like before. It was so bad that I even forgot Satan's special day! I really wanna make up for it. Is there anything I can do? How do I show him that I am sorry and will take things seriously now?
0
Samantha, I know exactly how you feel. I have been away from the family for several months. When you are away its too easy for the enemy to lure you into lazy ways. Too much stuff to do every day, You want to set that alarm for a half hour earlier in the morning to do your power mediations, but you are still tried next morning and you fall back asleep. Thats one of the main reasons i came back home. There are times when we need our brothers and sisters to give us a kick up the ass and say 'Get it done, no one else can do it for you'. Or you see some nubie on here doing stuff you should have done months ago and you are shamed into action. We need this wonderfull family here to keep us on the true path in the service of our Father Satan. Recognizing to there is a problem is half way solving it. Regadrds Dragonmage777
--- In , "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:
That sucks, but it's happened to other Zevism as well. I believe it's the enemy, trying to keep you from advancing.
Hold a ritual to Satan, doesn't have to be elaborate, and just talk to him. Say what's on your mind. Rituals really help us connect to Satan. And then get started on a meditation program!! Keep a daily journal, either on your computer or paper, and keep track of your meditations, look at it every day for reminders. I had almost 100 pages in my first year, I had to start a new one after that because my laptop would bog down too much as I was scrolling to the bottom to make new entries.
And don't feel down on yourself for slipping up. What matters is that you get back up and keep going :)
Hail Satan!
--- In , "Samantha" <samy_walia@ wrote:
Dear friends I feel so bad right now! I've totally ignored my meditations and Satan completely. Now I don't know whether I have been attacked by greys or I'm just a lazy bitch but suddenly I just felt cut off from everything. And it didn't matter anymore. I can't feel his energy anymore, nor do I feel alive like before. It was so bad that I even forgot Satan's special day! I really wanna make up for it. Is there anything I can do? How do I show him that I am sorry and will take things seriously now?
Thanks! I needed that... I'll get started on a ritual right away, though I'm finding it so hard to meditiate...like there's a huge wall blocking me. I guess I should be more strong..
From: dragonmage777 <dragonmage777@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, December 25, 2012 12:36 AM
Subject: Re: Forgiveness
Samantha, I know exactly how you feel. I have been away from the family for several months. When you are away its too easy for the enemy to lure you into lazy ways. Too much stuff to do every day, You want to set that alarm for a half hour earlier in the morning to do your power mediations, but you are still tried next morning and you fall back asleep. Thats one of the main reasons i came back home. There are times when we need our brothers and sisters to give us a kick up the ass and say 'Get it done, no one else can do it for you'. Or you see some nubie on here doing stuff you should have done months ago and you are shamed into action. We need this wonderfull family here to keep us on the true path in the service of our Father Satan. Recognizing to there is a problem is half way solving it. Regadrds Dragonmage777
--- In , "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:
That sucks, but it's happened to other Zevism as well. I believe it's the enemy, trying to keep you from advancing.
Hold a ritual to Satan, doesn't have to be elaborate, and just talk to him. Say what's on your mind. Rituals really help us connect to Satan. And then get started on a meditation program!! Keep a daily journal, either on your computer or paper, and keep track of your meditations, look at it every day for reminders. I had almost 100 pages in my first year, I had to start a new one after that because my laptop would bog down too much as I was scrolling to the bottom to make new entries.
And don't feel down on yourself for slipping up. What matters is that you get back up and keep going :)
Hail Satan!
--- In , "Samantha" <samy_walia@ wrote:
Dear friends I feel so bad right now! I've totally ignored my meditations and Satan completely. Now I don't know whether I have been attacked by greys or I'm just a lazy bitch but suddenly I just felt cut off from everything. And it didn't matter anymore. I can't feel his energy anymore, nor do I feel alive like before. It was so bad that I even forgot Satan's special day! I really wanna make up for it. Is there anything I can do? How do I show him that I am sorry and will take things seriously now?
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Thanks! I needed that... I'll get started on a ritual right away, though I'm finding it so hard to meditiate...like there's a huge wall blocking me. I guess I should be more strong..
From: dragonmage777 <dragonmage777@...
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Sent: Tuesday, December 25, 2012 12:36 AM
Subject: Re: Forgiveness
Samantha, I know exactly how you feel. I have been away from the family for several months. When you are away its too easy for the enemy to lure you into lazy ways. Too much stuff to do every day, You want to set that alarm for a half hour earlier in the morning to do your power mediations, but you are still tried next morning and you fall back asleep. Thats one of the main reasons i came back home. There are times when we need our brothers and sisters to give us a kick up the ass and say 'Get it done, no one else can do it for you'. Or you see some nubie on here doing stuff you should have done months ago and you are shamed into action. We need this wonderfull family here to keep us on the true path in the service of our Father Satan. Recognizing to there is a problem is half way solving it. Regadrds Dragonmage777
--- In , "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:
That sucks, but it's happened to other Zevism as well. I believe it's the enemy, trying to keep you from advancing.
Hold a ritual to Satan, doesn't have to be elaborate, and just talk to him. Say what's on your mind. Rituals really help us connect to Satan. And then get started on a meditation program!! Keep a daily journal, either on your computer or paper, and keep track of your meditations, look at it every day for reminders. I had almost 100 pages in my first year, I had to start a new one after that because my laptop would bog down too much as I was scrolling to the bottom to make new entries.
And don't feel down on yourself for slipping up. What matters is that you get back up and keep going :)
Hail Satan!
--- In , "Samantha" <samy_walia@ wrote:
Dear friends I feel so bad right now! I've totally ignored my meditations and Satan completely. Now I don't know whether I have been attacked by greys or I'm just a lazy bitch but suddenly I just felt cut off from everything. And it didn't matter anymore. I can't feel his energy anymore, nor do I feel alive like before. It was so bad that I even forgot Satan's special day! I really wanna make up for it. Is there anything I can do? How do I show him that I am sorry and will take things seriously now?
How do you know cutting makes Satan angry? Have you asked Him on this matter?
--- In , "Aquarian Clown" <cape.tsoe@... wrote:
being stupid and yelling that you are a Spiritual Satanist at an enemy's face makes Father angry ( coz you know its like you revealing yourself to the enemies and you will be no longer safe among them ) . and yea umm cutting yourself and such makes him angry.
--- In , jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@ wrote:
Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan
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How do you know cutting makes Satan angry? Have you asked Him on this matter?
--- In , "Aquarian Clown" <cape.tsoe@... wrote:
being stupid and yelling that you are a Spiritual Satanist at an enemy's face makes Father angry ( coz you know its like you revealing yourself to the enemies and you will be no longer safe among them ) . and yea umm cutting yourself and such makes him angry.
--- In , jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@ wrote:
Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan
It makes him sad (in my opinion) to see his children hurting themselves because of low bioelectricity, and the enemies lies. No one to turn to, when we know we can turn to him. He knows, he understands, we have to understand to, that we can talk to him, and he will listen.Hail Satan!
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It makes him sad (in my opinion) to see his children hurting themselves because of low bioelectricity, and the enemies lies. No one to turn to, when we know we can turn to him. He knows, he understands, we have to understand to, that we can talk to him, and he will listen.Hail Satan!
Extend LOVE to YOURSELf. Satanists don't take abuse - even
self-abuse.
Hail Satan
--- In , Anike Anike <anikeanime@... wrote:
It makes him sad (in my opinion) to see his children hurting themselves because of low bioelectricity, and the enemies lies. No one to turn to, when we know we can turn to him. He knows, he understands, we have to understand to, that we can talk to him, and he will listen.
Hail Satan!
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Extend LOVE to YOURSELf. Satanists don't take abuse - even
self-abuse.
Hail Satan
--- In , Anike Anike <anikeanime@... wrote:
It makes him sad (in my opinion) to see his children hurting themselves because of low bioelectricity, and the enemies lies. No one to turn to, when we know we can turn to him. He knows, he understands, we have to understand to, that we can talk to him, and he will listen.
Hail Satan!
Do not under estimate the enemy. The angels are truly sneaky little dirt bags. They will use your thoughts to make you feel worthless or like you never achieved anything and they will be very convincing because they sound like your thoughts. THEY ARE NOT YOUR THIUGHTS so before you think of hurting yourself you ignite the whole damn room including yourself with a blue
Inferno. Have fun with it even. I imagine the fire racing around the room like a massive tornado. And then surround yourself with a brilliant with light. Do not let them win. If you are agreeing with their negative thoughts and you begin to hurt yourself YOU ARE LETTING THEM WIN. Get up, protect yourself and empower yourself. And one day you can grab that little bitch of an angel by the wings and rip them limb from limb.
--- In , jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@... wrote:
Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan
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Do not under estimate the enemy. The angels are truly sneaky little dirt bags. They will use your thoughts to make you feel worthless or like you never achieved anything and they will be very convincing because they sound like your thoughts. THEY ARE NOT YOUR THIUGHTS so before you think of hurting yourself you ignite the whole damn room including yourself with a blue
Inferno. Have fun with it even. I imagine the fire racing around the room like a massive tornado. And then surround yourself with a brilliant with light. Do not let them win. If you are agreeing with their negative thoughts and you begin to hurt yourself YOU ARE LETTING THEM WIN. Get up, protect yourself and empower yourself. And one day you can grab that little bitch of an angel by the wings and rip them limb from limb.
--- In , jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@... wrote:
Today i was hanging out with a dam christian and i was being friendly to him and i know father doesnt accept this and i feel bad. Is there anything i can do to apologiZe or am i screwed?? Hail Satan