Forever Alone? (Please Read)

[Aquarius]

Do a working to attract people positive to you. Also, I think being a social outcast is detrimental to your well being, join a course or something that you enjoy.

 

[Jack]

This is my case as well. If your regularly meditating plus doing your work diligently, you just don't have much time for many other things. Although I'm not a complete social outcast as you describe yourself. Its like I'll give myself some free time and excuse myself from my work for social events every now and then with friends. However I don't go out everyday to socialize. You simply don't get that much time in a day. And its sad because I'm a very socially likeable person. When I look into these girls eyes, I know she wants to talk to me more and more. The majority of them do due to the charisma and the sexual aura from me. But then I have to make a decision to only include the girls and guys in my immediate surroundings,like my college or if she's very cute. However for me its a quite temporary thing. Presently I'm working very hard ,more so than ever previously. You don't see me posting much these days.But if I get a stable lifestyle and stable income I won't have to work that hard and I can entertain other things in my life ,like talking to a bunch of girls and hanging out with them,each day different groups. I have to secure the future so I have to concentrate on the present.

What I recommend you do is time management. And you should work towards NOT working more ,as in getting a job with better pay and less work load or starting a business or investing. Wake up,do yoga,void,some mantras,RTR. Go to work. Evening you could socialize and then at night you could go do another round of meditations. But the problem is when you have extreme work load and you can't even entertain such a possibility. That's when you know you have to somehow get out ASAP. Do money workings or workings for better jobs.

What I recommend is using Yoga Nidra or Trance sleep as it'll rejuvenate you in lesser time than normal sleep..
https://libgen.me/book?id=5c63fae850b4253978b5691d
You don't have the audio tapes so you'll just have to remember the instructions. There are two different books by western authors in libgen.me about the subject however I haven't read those.

So basically get a job With better conditions or lower your sleep time or preferably both. However do these safely and gradually.

 

[Aquarius]

This is my case as well. If your regularly meditating plus doing your work diligently, you just don't have much time for many other things. Although I'm not a complete social outcast as you describe yourself. Its like I'll give myself some free time and excuse myself from my work for social events every now and then with friends. However I don't go out everyday to socialize. You simply don't get that much time in a day. And its sad because I'm a very socially likeable person. When I look into these girls eyes, I know she wants to talk to me more and more. The majority of them do due to the charisma and the sexual aura from me. But then I have to make a decision to only include the girls and guys in my immediate surroundings,like my college or if she's very cute. However for me its a quite temporary thing. Presently I'm working very hard ,more so than ever previously. You don't see me posting much these days.But if I get a stable lifestyle and stable income I won't have to work that hard and I can entertain other things in my life ,like talking to a bunch of girls and hanging out with them,each day different groups. I have to secure the future so I have to concentrate on the present.

What I recommend you do is time management. And you should work towards NOT working more ,as in getting a job with better pay and less work load or starting a business or investing. Wake up,do yoga,void,some mantras,RTR. Go to work. Evening you could socialize and then at night you could go do another round of meditations. But the problem is when you have extreme work load and you can't even entertain such a possibility. That's when you know you have to somehow get out ASAP. Do money workings or workings for better jobs.

What I recommend is using Yoga Nidra or Trance sleep as it'll rejuvenate you in lesser time than normal sleep..
https://libgen.me/book?id=5c63fae850b4253978b5691d
You don't have the audio tapes so you'll just have to remember the instructions. There are two different books by western authors in libgen.me about the subject however I haven't read those.

So basically get a job With better conditions or lower your sleep time or preferably both. However do these safely and gradually.

Have you got any experience with yoga nidra?

 

[Aquarius]

This is my case as well. If your regularly meditating plus doing your work diligently, you just don't have much time for many other things. Although I'm not a complete social outcast as you describe yourself. Its like I'll give myself some free time and excuse myself from my work for social events every now and then with friends. However I don't go out everyday to socialize. You simply don't get that much time in a day. And its sad because I'm a very socially likeable person. When I look into these girls eyes, I know she wants to talk to me more and more. The majority of them do due to the charisma and the sexual aura from me. But then I have to make a decision to only include the girls and guys in my immediate surroundings,like my college or if she's very cute. However for me its a quite temporary thing. Presently I'm working very hard ,more so than ever previously. You don't see me posting much these days.But if I get a stable lifestyle and stable income I won't have to work that hard and I can entertain other things in my life ,like talking to a bunch of girls and hanging out with them,each day different groups. I have to secure the future so I have to concentrate on the present.

What I recommend you do is time management. And you should work towards NOT working more ,as in getting a job with better pay and less work load or starting a business or investing. Wake up,do yoga,void,some mantras,RTR. Go to work. Evening you could socialize and then at night you could go do another round of meditations. But the problem is when you have extreme work load and you can't even entertain such a possibility. That's when you know you have to somehow get out ASAP. Do money workings or workings for better jobs.

What I recommend is using Yoga Nidra or Trance sleep as it'll rejuvenate you in lesser time than normal sleep..
https://libgen.me/book?id=5c63fae850b4253978b5691d
You don't have the audio tapes so you'll just have to remember the instructions. There are two different books by western authors in libgen.me about the subject however I haven't read those.

So basically get a job With better conditions or lower your sleep time or preferably both. However do these safely and gradually.

I've read the book you mentioned, so this yoga nidra is just basically a glorified trance.

 

[Godmode2]

Honestly I have had at least 6 girlfriends since starting Satanism and broke up with them all. I cant keep going along pretending I think I can love people I know I wont for ever. There is now someone new in my life and sooner than ever I am haunted by the images of perfection shining down on me from our Gods and glimpses of unattainable people in other countries online and such. Its so screwed up. I cant just keep going through women planning on "fixing then" into Satanists until I find "the one" that makes me feel perfect for changing her. Thats just ludacris and I see through it now but also I have tried dating normal people and since they just arent deep it ends up veing all avout sex or otherwise boring as hell and I hate that profusely.

 

[Jack]

This is my case as well. If your regularly meditating plus doing your work diligently, you just don't have much time for many other things. Although I'm not a complete social outcast as you describe yourself. Its like I'll give myself some free time and excuse myself from my work for social events every now and then with friends. However I don't go out everyday to socialize. You simply don't get that much time in a day. And its sad because I'm a very socially likeable person. When I look into these girls eyes, I know she wants to talk to me more and more. The majority of them do due to the charisma and the sexual aura from me. But then I have to make a decision to only include the girls and guys in my immediate surroundings,like my college or if she's very cute. However for me its a quite temporary thing. Presently I'm working very hard ,more so than ever previously. You don't see me posting much these days.But if I get a stable lifestyle and stable income I won't have to work that hard and I can entertain other things in my life ,like talking to a bunch of girls and hanging out with them,each day different groups. I have to secure the future so I have to concentrate on the present.

What I recommend you do is time management. And you should work towards NOT working more ,as in getting a job with better pay and less work load or starting a business or investing. Wake up,do yoga,void,some mantras,RTR. Go to work. Evening you could socialize and then at night you could go do another round of meditations. But the problem is when you have extreme work load and you can't even entertain such a possibility. That's when you know you have to somehow get out ASAP. Do money workings or workings for better jobs.

What I recommend is using Yoga Nidra or Trance sleep as it'll rejuvenate you in lesser time than normal sleep..
https://libgen.me/book?id=5c63fae850b4253978b5691d
You don't have the audio tapes so you'll just have to remember the instructions. There are two different books by western authors in libgen.me about the subject however I haven't read those.

So basically get a job With better conditions or lower your sleep time or preferably both. However do these safely and gradually.

I've read the book you mentioned, so this yoga nidra is just basically a glorified trance.

(Trance) comes from Yoga Nidra which is an ancient technique. If your sleeping in trance with your visualizations it reduces sleep and pumps you up quicker is what i've experienced.

 

[ShadowTheRaven]

I don’t mix my day life with SS. To me they are both like day and night.

For so called friends, if they don’t ask, I don’t say.

If they do ask, I say Atheist. One can not be sure of how jewed some one truly is in real life.

I tell them I'm an Asatru Pagan if they asked me.

 

[starcannon]

If your days are full, then you'll probably be alone for a time.

I would suggest finding a hobby and meet people that way.

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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The best case scenario is someone who respects your spiritual schedule or even is a member of JoS themselves, if you're in north america that at least leaves you and I close enough. We aren't singular entities in one little part of the planet, there's a lot of us around the world so you don't have to feel alone on that boat. I however am not seeking a friend and I haven't gone out of my way for friendship in 15 years, they just happen. Even then my only current friendship is an online one and I hardly find time to even say hi to him.

We don't have to be alone, it's not some kind of requirement, it just helps and gives us lots more freedom and time to work on spiritual matters. I do crave a physical friend who is a member of JoS and is as devoted and loyal as I am, but that may not come for a loooong time and juggling time schedules would be added stress. Even so neither of us would have much time for each other at all anyways.

So yes, it is rather lonely and you're certainly not the only one who feels this way. We won't be alone like this forever though, this war will end sometime in this life, at least on Earth. But until that happens we're kind of just trudging along and we take what we can get that's healthy and positive for us where we can get it.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Find people that are outcast or misunderstood for whatever reason. Whoever NPC people or regulars tend to dislike or talk negative about try to go up to that person and be their friend. Usually these people are more interesting and hey you get to be the outcast in normal society that feels actually pretty cool. No one has to know you are Satanic unless they are open to it or you feel safe trust your intuition but since your outcast anyways it probably doesn't much matter if someone found out you won't be friends with those who don't accept you. No one can do or say jack shit cause it feeds the image you want and makes people think your cool I think cause they will wish they had the courage to do what you did. So be yourself. but share your hobbies with them. I am mostly fire element so i just pretty much tell people no matter who they are if you want me to hang around accept me if not then fuck it. You will more likely make real friends this way and if you don't it's better to be alone till you can. Make it known you don't like normies and maybe start a trend.

 

[Jack]

Find people that are outcast or misunderstood for whatever reason. Whoever NPC people or regulars tend to dislike or talk negative about try to go up to that person and be their friend. Usually these people are more interesting and hey you get to be the outcast in normal society that feels actually pretty cool. No one has to know you are Satanic unless they are open to it or you feel safe trust your intuition but since your outcast anyways it probably doesn't much matter if someone found out you won't be friends with those who don't accept you. No one can do or say jack shit cause it feeds the image you want and makes people think your cool I think cause they will wish they had the courage to do what you did. So be yourself. but share your hobbies with them. I am mostly fire element so i just pretty much tell people no matter who they are if you want me to hang around accept me if not then fuck it. You will more likely make real friends this way and if you don't it's better to be alone till you can. Make it known you don't like normies and maybe start a trend.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UprcpdwuwCg

Your answer made me think of this song.

 

[SdD]

Focus on your spiritual and physical advancement, there are no physical friends or others, waste of time, advance and become one of the most Powerful beings, Power is everything, the Powerful control the future…