JEEZE Yep that s exactly what the fucking enemy wants for you to kill yourself. if you truely feel as if you offended any of the gods or goddeses , you should join in on the destruction ritual of the Vatican SKUM. make your self worthy of have ever claming a Zevist, not by Calling yourself Worthless, wich is what the enemy wants you to think, not by Ending Your Fucking life, wich is what the enemy deeply desires more than any thing for you and us to do. Make Yourself A worthy Zevist by useing all aspect of your life that you have been blessed by our Father , by Attacking his Enemys Makeing yourself stronger so that you may Make Father Lucifer Proud.. Not by wasteing your power he has blessed you.but by useing your True inner powers Potential by makeing effort tyo destroy the enemy. Or evenputting effort to awaken more people to the Truth .... Join in on Gentile Awakening Ritual . type in the search groups , Vatican Destruction Ritual. Or Gentile Awakening Ritual... By ALL MEENS - BUCK UP , and stop your belly acheing .. with all do respect.. you should have common sence of right and wrong.. what you should do and what you shouldent do.. So Snapp out of it and start thinking Critical. get real Clean your aura , whatever you do u should be able to figuree iit out on your own without asking pitifully what to do from theses groups. people got important things to discuss over hear at times, and when petty things come up they can be distracting. but yah know thats what these groups are from, Guidance And Support . IVe BEEN THROUGH Rough hell-and back , without support but from my own comprehencion, and by all meens even support from Gaurdians and Father... Just remember theres always still hope . Stay STRONG In Satan's Name HAIL !!!!!!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "ed.wolf66" <ed.wolf66@... wrote:
Brothers and sisters, I have made grave mistakes.
I did a standard ritual and summoned my succubi lover but like the scum as I am, I didn't think she was there fully and cheated on her with human girls in consequence she left me, I know for I feel no presense at all with my anymore.
I have always felt like no one understood me until I got a cat, he was my only friend but he got sent to the the pound where he will surely die thanks to my parents and I didn't/couldn't do anything to stop them.
I have no job.
I feel like I feel empty as I lost the only people who understood me and cared for me.
I also feel like i have been abandoned by the gods because of the disgrace I am as a Zevist.
I wish to ask if ending my life would help me regain what little honor I had and gain the forgiveness of the gods, my lover and my only friend.