Jace Sonnenburg
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(Now that I've figured out where to post this, here we go.)
I looked a bit into deep trances, I've been meditating for quite awhile and have become used to it slowly since I started similar kinds of meditations since I was a kid, and tonight I just did my first deep trance. I got into that zone, I fell back, I found my mind, and I tried to look into one of the doors for my past lives. I'm curious, and I didn't know it would actually work and was pleasantly surprised so I decided to try that.
At first it was kind of normal, hazy shapes and a few things stuck out, but then things started... changing? I wasn't uncomfortable, but suddenly it didn't feel like I was looking back at myself anymore.
I felt something creeping up my spine, and it felt like it was burning up and out of my throat. I felt it in my mouth, I don't know what it was just kind of... really like burning, but without the pain? I know that some people feel that sensitivity on their skin, like I have a little bit of that now, but then my mouth started being opened? Or it felt like it?
I got scared, I admit, once it felt like my mouth wouldn't stop opening. I got out of that room in my mind, and when I stepped out I felt like I was choking in real life as my mouth started to close. I made some weird gagging sounds and everything, and I got myself out of the trance by moving my fingers and then I just sat there for awhile. My jaw is all slack, and my mouth is still freaking tingly, and I'm really unsure what happened because I read through the meditations for it and didn't notice anything about that?
I'm sorry if I sound stupid, but I'm curious and confused as to whether I'm kind of insane, or what's going on, or what.
Anyone got any idea?
I looked a bit into deep trances, I've been meditating for quite awhile and have become used to it slowly since I started similar kinds of meditations since I was a kid, and tonight I just did my first deep trance. I got into that zone, I fell back, I found my mind, and I tried to look into one of the doors for my past lives. I'm curious, and I didn't know it would actually work and was pleasantly surprised so I decided to try that.
At first it was kind of normal, hazy shapes and a few things stuck out, but then things started... changing? I wasn't uncomfortable, but suddenly it didn't feel like I was looking back at myself anymore.
I felt something creeping up my spine, and it felt like it was burning up and out of my throat. I felt it in my mouth, I don't know what it was just kind of... really like burning, but without the pain? I know that some people feel that sensitivity on their skin, like I have a little bit of that now, but then my mouth started being opened? Or it felt like it?
I got scared, I admit, once it felt like my mouth wouldn't stop opening. I got out of that room in my mind, and when I stepped out I felt like I was choking in real life as my mouth started to close. I made some weird gagging sounds and everything, and I got myself out of the trance by moving my fingers and then I just sat there for awhile. My jaw is all slack, and my mouth is still freaking tingly, and I'm really unsure what happened because I read through the meditations for it and didn't notice anything about that?
I'm sorry if I sound stupid, but I'm curious and confused as to whether I'm kind of insane, or what's going on, or what.
Anyone got any idea?
