Feeling stupid for my desires

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I have been practicing several kinds of yoga and following Franz Bardon's, initiation into hermetics for a couple of years now before I dedicated and there are a few things I can't seem to get out of my mind. One is that a lot of the Gurus I have listened to haven't exactly said the typical desires cause suffering or are evil or whatever but have sort of made me feel like they are immature and have told me "not to be ruled by the limitations of the body" that's a common thing another is that certain desires are egotistical and only based on what we see around us and that we need to go after "the ultimate" or something, that's what we should desire.

So I sort of feel like my desire for things like finding a man who will love me and attracting money is stupid and I should aim for something higher. Another thing is that I can't stop worrying that there will be some kind of consequence if I use my powers to influence things, especially other peoples thoughts and feelings. I am scared something bad will happen if I do. I have heard all sorts from things like I am damaging my own karma, to Saturn punishing me badly next time he makes a transit to one of my main planets and I just don't know what to believe now. I am scared to use my powers and feel stupid for the things I would use them for.

 

[High Priestess Maxine Dietrich]

This kind of crap is another jewish scam, no different from xianity and islam. Sure...don't use your powers for any money or personal gain, so that all wealth and power can be kept in the hands of the jews.

So, what good is all of your work and meditation if you place limitations like that on yourself? I have seen photos of the poorest of the poor in India who believe these malignant teachings- filthy and wearing only a christ-rag and living worse than in a dog house. This is senseless stupidity and ignorance.

If you don't set goals for yourself, life becomes meaningless. Goals= desires. Life= desires. Desire means you are alive. The original doctrines have been completely corrupted and twisted by the jews and their xian and muslim lackeys. Yoga and meditation DO gradually remove desires for things that are HARMFUL, such as drug and alcohol addictions and other behavior that is self-destructive and out of control.

As for Saturn, we all get saturn transits, but I will tell you from my own experience, when you work hard at meditation and keeping your energies high, it gets to where saturn has little or no malefic influence, no matter how bad the transit is.

Set goals for yourself, what do you want in life? Money, love, sex, personal pleasure? Then apply your powers to get it. Never listen to that jew invented crap that uses fear to try to stop you from using your powers for money or material things, or for getting the person you desire to love you. Never fear.


High Priestess Maxine Dietrich
http://www.joyofsatan.org

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "eve17738@..." wrote:

I have been practicing several kinds of yoga and following Franz Bardon's, initiation into hermetics for a couple of years now before I dedicated and there are a few things I can't seem to get out of my mind. One is that a lot of the Gurus I have listened to haven't exactly said the typical desires cause suffering or are evil or whatever but have sort of made me feel like they are immature and have told me "not to be ruled by the limitations of the body" that's a common thing another is that certain desires are egotistical and only based on what we see around us and that we need to go after "the ultimate" or something, that's what we should desire.

So I sort of feel like my desire for things like finding a man who will love me and attracting money is stupid and I should aim for something higher. Another thing is that I can't stop worrying that there will be some kind of consequence if I use my powers to influence things, especially other peoples thoughts and feelings. I am scared something bad will happen if I do. I have heard all sorts from things like I am damaging my own karma, to Saturn punishing me badly next time he makes a transit to one of my main planets and I just don't know what to believe now. I am scared to use my powers and feel stupid for the things I would use them for.

 

[Michael1]

Using your powers to attract a man is not a bad thing. We as humans NEED love to survive in this world and it is not a feeble thing to ask for.

As for money. in the olden days a bow, hunting skill, arrows and time were equivalent to survival and trade value. Now we use money as our source for trading time and commodity for our survival.

If you still worry about attracting money or a man in the end, better yourself and use your powers to attract success in life. Nothing can really outdo success.

Hail Satan!
-Michael

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "eve17738@..." wrote:

I have been practicing several kinds of yoga and following Franz Bardon's, initiation into hermetics for a couple of years now before I dedicated and there are a few things I can't seem to get out of my mind. One is that a lot of the Gurus I have listened to haven't exactly said the typical desires cause suffering or are evil or whatever but have sort of made me feel like they are immature and have told me "not to be ruled by the limitations of the body" that's a common thing another is that certain desires are egotistical and only based on what we see around us and that we need to go after "the ultimate" or something, that's what we should desire.

So I sort of feel like my desire for things like finding a man who will love me and attracting money is stupid and I should aim for something higher. Another thing is that I can't stop worrying that there will be some kind of consequence if I use my powers to influence things, especially other peoples thoughts and feelings. I am scared something bad will happen if I do. I have heard all sorts from things like I am damaging my own karma, to Saturn punishing me badly next time he makes a transit to one of my main planets and I just don't know what to believe now. I am scared to use my powers and feel stupid for the things I would use them for.