Meditations Feeling bad when seeing the light

[Soulreaper]

When I see "The Light" of love, or some type of true light, or love music, or the true light of love... I feel bad, like it's not for me, I never can go trought it, I can't feel good by seeing the light; and get back automatically to the darkness... I can't listen love music because it's make me feeling bad... this is a sign I am a Demon, or my destiny it's the darkness?

 

[Asra]

Hello, humans are far from being Daemons on the spiritual hierarchy. The closest you could find is Heroes, but they are, too, extremely advanced compared to the average person. For more on the topic: https://templeofzeus.org/Hierarchy_of_the_Gods.php

You won't find what most people understand as "dark" here, which is usually dangerous or forbidden activities. If by darkness you mean delving into yourself through introspection, or meditating in a quiet environment with no stimuli to disturb you, that's beneficial and you are in the right place. You might be oversaturated with the "all is love" mentality enforced in other religions, or you might not agree with their definitions of "love" and "light".

Many love songs are also full of cliches, it most likely doesn't carry any spiritual meaning.