James Makela
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- Joined
- Sep 26, 2013
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I know it's been said on here before how the dedication should be done once. But when I did my dedication I had misconceptions about the dedication and "happiness". I asked Satan for fame and money when I dedicated and really feel bad for doing that. I thought that fame and money was what made ppl happy. Obviously I was being an idiot. I never left this group though, I always remained loyal to Satan and this group because I can feel it in my heart and soul that I belong here and I want to be here. I studied the site after my dedication and realized everything that Satan has done for me and I immediately felt guilty and selfish for asking Satan for that stuff. I'm meditating, doing yoga, studying Satanic witchcraft, and trying to participate in the groups. Not only so I can advance but also to show Satan that I want to be strong enough to fight for him but to also show him how badly i want to stay here and be apart of this family. I will be more than happy to redo the dedication but I don't want to disrespect Satan by doing it twice. For the record I am aware that most of you will probably have little to no respect for me after reading this. But I'm determined to earn everyone's respect here no matter how long it takes. I wanted to let this out because its been on my mind a lot and its hard for me to not think about it. I know a lot of you have really good relationships with Satan and the Gods and are closer to them than I am, so I figure you guys would be able to help me with this. I appreciate everyone's help.
Hail Satan
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Hail Satan
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