Fear in the presence of Father / Demons

[Way_Seeker6661]

I am new to Satanism. Father called me for a long time, though I was unaware that the beautiful energy was His. When I realized, I dedicated my Soul to Him.
I have not been diligent as I should, but last night I asked silently in my head for Father to meet with me in my dreams, or that He would send a Demon to speak with me.
I awoke a few hours after falling asleep, paralyzed and like I was not in reality, like everything was alien, and I was very very freaked out, fearful. There was also a definite presence of one or more entities, and I felt that they were "of hell" i.e. they were either Demons or maybe Satan.
I am very confused about this, as I have felt Father's energy in me since I dedicated, and around me when He came to me in the past, and it was so beautiful and felt really good.
So why did this happen? Why would their presence do this? I assume it was not angles because I prayed in my mind, not aloud.
Also, shortly after converting, I was making music on a friends PC, and I thought it would awesome if one of the musical Demons would help me with it. Then I smoked a bong (which I occasionally did, but not anymore), and I felt an awareness deepening into my being, and my mind was filled with the impression of pure evil, like my very spirit was infected with it, it was very intense and I was incredibly fearful to the point I half ran out his room to get a hold of myself.
If anyone could explain these things to me I would be grateful, thanks.
I will ask again tonight to meet with Satan or Whomever He choses to send, and see what happens

 

[lightseeker15]

It is a usual thing to be attacked by angels trying to scare you away just a little before or after the Dedication, I was attacked too. Also, angels like to cause fear and despair and is obvious from their religion cristianity, Demons have no reason to do that since they want humans close to them. So yeah, you are messed up by angels, try a banishment ritual or putting an aura of protection, start a meditation program and quit smoking bong. Maybe the presense of the Demons you felt is a Demon trying to chase off the angels messing with you, thats what I think. Demonic energy as I have felt it is calming and empowering, not fearful.

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I am new to Satanism. Father called me for a long time, though I was unaware that the beautiful energy was His. When I realized, I dedicated my Soul to Him.
I have not been diligent as I should, but last night I asked silently in my head for Father to meet with me in my dreams, or that He would send a Demon to speak with me.
I awoke a few hours after falling asleep, paralyzed and like I was not in reality, like everything was alien, and I was very very freaked out, fearful. There was also a definite presence of one or more entities, and I felt that they were "of hell" i.e. they were either Demons or maybe Satan.
I am very confused about this, as I have felt Father's energy in me since I dedicated, and around me when He came to me in the past, and it was so beautiful and felt really good.
So why did this happen? Why would their presence do this? I assume it was not angles because I prayed in my mind, not aloud.
Also, shortly after converting, I was making music on a friends PC, and I thought it would awesome if one of the musical Demons would help me with it. Then I smoked a bong (which I occasionally did, but not anymore), and I felt an awareness deepening into my being, and my mind was filled with the impression of pure evil, like my very spirit was infected with it, it was very intense and I was incredibly fearful to the point I half ran out his room to get a hold of myself.
If anyone could explain these things to me I would be grateful, thanks.
I will ask again tonight to meet with Satan or Whomever He choses to send, and see what happens

 

[karmgheist]

can the angels cause physical harm(only as a device of fear?)shortly after i signed my cut finger began bleeding profuselly(it had almost stoped) and continued to for an hour, it scared me and made me stop my path for a while

 

[hells_dragon_warrior]

Do what I do, every morning when you clean your chakras also visualize and breathe in energy from ALGIZ, use this for an affirmation: I AM DRAWING POWERFUL PROTECTIVE ENERGY FROM ALGIZ, THIS ENERGY IS BUILDING AN AURA OF PROTECTION AROUND ME, THIS AURA PROTECTS ME AT ALL TIMES AND IN EVERY WAY! Also if you say the affirmation 5 times, on the fifth time finish with 'SO MOTE IT BE' at the end and be sure to thank Satan. An also do that at night when you clean your chakras, also before you fall asleep say to yourself in your mind "My aura is protecting me at all times and in every way". Do this long enough and you will be fine, be sure to be consistent. I have done this for quite some time and believe my aura will protect me permanently now, although I still do it just in case, I had trouble with the enemy in the past, not so much as now though! Let me know how it goes, the picture of ALGIZ is in the JOS website, you will find it, best of luck!

*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE GODS OF HELL*

*HELLS WARRIOR*

 

[alan roberts]

<td val[/IMG]Please don't think of this as a stupid question....but has anyone here ever heard of Jordan Maxwell? I ask because his web site experiences...difficulties from time to time...I'll introduce myself another time.   HAIL SATAN!!!

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