Facial blushing, REDNESS of the face

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Hi!! For me is a little hard to talk about, then before you is a little embarrassing. I suffer eritrofobia (facial blushing, redness of the face) from a few years now.
Begins to become unbearable....Is a couple of years that I try to eradicate this problem.
I informed a lot, I thought and reasoned to exhaustion, countless hours.Is more than just frustrating. I still have this problem.
Ask for help here too cause me discomfort and embarrassment, but I thought maybe here, maybe someone here might know something I do not know. Is really, really unbearable. Moreover, precisely because I am Satanist makes me feel more unbearable shame and fear of continuous ashamed.
I can not stand it anymore... For those unfamiliar with the issue may seem ridiculous but it is not.
There is nothing to laugh about. Even the psychologist says that to some extent is normal, and I wonder: what fucking some extent?
There is no measure in this phobia. I spent time trying to think about whether it was due to some jew program to cause problems for people.
Although there are rumors of probable cause, it is never certainty. Now I do not want to dwell too much, I believe we understood enough that I can not get out. Sorry for the way in which I present the problem but I'm also venting a little because it does not ever speak of course. Is that this whole situation gives me a lot of anger because I am convinced that the moral or indoctrination caused this to me....   I write, asking to you, hoping that maybe someone knows something.   If you've read I thank you, and I hope none of you ever suffer a similar problem.
I hope to get out of this absurd phobia. I hate writing posts of help like this, but when help is needed, help is needed.   Thank.. HAIL SATAN!!