Ex-xian, open to new Truth, help me out please

[virdux]

I was raised as a Xian, and it's made me miserable and unable to control my energies and emotions. I get bouts of depression and I can go from the height of joy to not wanting to live pretty quickly depending on outside events. (i.e. what happens with a girl, etc.) I would like to be totally free from the residues of my former beliefs. Is there anything that people here can recommend? I don't even know how to meditate. What kind of meditation should I do, and how? I would like to open up all seven chakras, and unlock the powers of my mind. Any help would be appreciated.

Also, I expect Satanism to make a lot more sense than Xianity ever did, so please enlighten me here. How is it that Satan is so held back and suppressed by these Jews when he is the Creator and so powerful? That doesn't make sense to me, after all the Jews are only human. Also, the website acknowledges the existence of angels, who are they are what are their origins? Thx a bunch and hope to hear some insights.

Please remember the first paragraph and help me out, I don't want to keep living like this.

 

[Tony Jenkins]

<td val[/IMG]When it comes to Christianity, some people try and overcomplicate the whole situation by thinking it's based on guilt, fear and other things. A 14th century group known as the Friends of God believed the following of a religion shouldn't be based on its warrants of fear or promises of reward, but sheer love of the faith. Of course, over time they were wiped out and seen as heretical. It's from them we're believed to have received the Theologia Germanica Martin Luther put into print later on. The whole premise to Christianity is knowing that you can have a personal relationship with the Judaeo-Christian God having assumed a form of Man on earth to better give you understanding of His teachings. What this means is that there's supposed to be a sense of friendship there, but some people go too far off in the deep end, grow too distant from the obvious ideas of what is intended, and try to organize it and present it in such a way that it's emotionally damaging and quite distraughtful. The Church was never really good at presenting the faith in a good light I'm afraid.   If what you assume to be true in second paragraph is of course true, the Jews or Israelites wouldn't be what is keeping Satan bound, but the honesty of the power of YHWH. Now whether you believe that or not isn't of concern to me. Remember, the Bible is a text as well as any other, and while having some great historical value, I wouldn't take it all as truth or even as a basis of your newcoming to Satanism.   As per Satan being the Creator, I don't know about that one much myself. I don't even know if the creative forces that be interact with us, but I do know and believe in the presence of the gods, and somewhat believe they are warring a little. But that's just me.   Imagine angels as spiritual beings that are lesser than a god but side with him, much like the Valkyrie of Norse mythology. They have purpose. It's like little imps and smaller devils that are sort of like "underlings" to your demons. View it that way and it makes a bit more sense.   Don't worry over everything. It'll all make sense in time as long as you don't stress it like you obviously did in Christianity.

--- On Mon, 3/23/09, virdux <virdux@... wrote:

From: virdux <virdux@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Ex-xian, open to new Truth, help me out please
To: [email protected]
Date: Monday, March 23, 2009, 12:35 AM

I was raised as a Xian, and it's made me miserable and unable to control my energies and emotions. I get bouts of depression and I can go from the height of joy to not wanting to live pretty quickly depending on outside events. (i.e. what happens with a girl, etc.) I would like to be totally free from the residues of my former beliefs. Is there anything that people here can recommend? I don't even know how to meditate. What kind of meditation should I do, and how? I would like to open up all seven chakras, and unlock the powers of my mind. Any help would be appreciated.

Also, I expect Satanism to make a lot more sense than Xianity ever did, so please enlighten me here. How is it that Satan is so held back and suppressed by these Jews when he is the Creator and so powerful? That doesn't make sense to me, after all the Jews are only human. Also, the website acknowledges the existence of angels, who are they are what are their origins? Thx a bunch and hope to hear some insights.

Please remember the first paragraph and help me out, I don't want to keep living like this.

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[Kevin Poole]

<td val[/IMG] http://www.666blacksun.com/Spiritual_Wa ... ining.html

--- On Sun, 3/22/09, virdux <virdux@... wrote:

From: virdux <virdux@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Ex-xian, open to new Truth, help me out please
To: [email protected]
Date: Sunday, March 22, 2009, 10:35 PM

I was raised as a Xian, and it's made me miserable and unable to control my energies and emotions. I get bouts of depression and I can go from the height of joy to not wanting to live pretty quickly depending on outside events. (i.e. what happens with a girl, etc.) I would like to be totally free from the residues of my former beliefs. Is there anything that people here can recommend? I don't even know how to meditate. What kind of meditation should I do, and how? I would like to open up all seven chakras, and unlock the powers of my mind. Any help would be appreciated.

Also, I expect Satanism to make a lot more sense than Xianity ever did, so please enlighten me here. How is it that Satan is so held back and suppressed by these Jews when he is the Creator and so powerful? That doesn't make sense to me, after all the Jews are only human. Also, the website acknowledges the existence of angels, who are they are what are their origins? Thx a bunch and hope to hear some insights.

Please remember the first paragraph and help me out, I don't want to keep living like this.

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[shadowwhispr7]

Have you done a ritual in which you dedicate yourself to Satan yet?I personally think this should be done before attemting any satanic meditations.Satan has been part of my life most of my life but there was a time when out of wrongful feelings of guilt impressed upon me by some as*holes that I tried to be a xian.The first thing you need to focus on spiritually is breaking completely free of xianity altogether.You need to officially renounce Yahweh/Jehovah and the stinking nazarene as well as thier damned co-horts.You also need to completey forget all about the bullsh*t that their stupid bibles say about Satan and demons and Hell as none of it is true.Satan is the most loving god there is.Whenever I was exposed to christianity alot in the past,I became someone who was self-destructive and suffered from various types of physical abuse inflicted on me by other xians,self mutilation,addiction to narcotics and alcholism.It is through Satan that I have overcome these things.In response to your other questions,how much reading on the JoS site have you done?Several; questions you might have concerning curiosty are likely to be answered somewhere on that site.Hail Satan........shadowwhispr--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "virdux" <virdux@... wrote:

I was raised as a Xian, and it's made me miserable and unable to control my energies and emotions. I get bouts of depression and I can go from the height of joy to not wanting to live pretty quickly depending on outside events. (i.e. what happens with a girl, etc.) I would like to be totally free from the residues of my former beliefs. Is there anything that people here can recommend? I don't even know how to meditate. What kind of meditation should I do, and how? I would like to open up all seven chakras, and unlock the powers of my mind. Any help would be appreciated.

Also, I expect Satanism to make a lot more sense than Xianity ever did, so please enlighten me here. How is it that Satan is so held back and suppressed by these Jews when he is the Creator and so powerful? That doesn't make sense to me, after all the Jews are only human. Also, the website acknowledges the existence of angels, who are they are what are their origins? Thx a bunch and hope to hear some insights.

Please remember the first paragraph and help me out, I don't want to keep living like this.

 

[karima Nrsimha-hall]

<td val[/IMG][/IMG]Tue Mar 24, 2009 3:03 pm (PDT) Have you done a ritual in which you dedicate yourself to Satan yet?I personally think this should be done before attemting any satanic meditations. Satan has been part of my life most of my life but there was a time when out of wrongful feelings of guilt impressed upon me by some as*holes that I tried to be a xian.The first thing you need to focus on spiritually is breaking completely free of xianity altogether.You need to officially renounce Yahweh/Jehovah and the stinking nazarene as well as thier damned co-horts.You also need to completey forget all about the bullsh*t that their stupid bibles say about Satan and demons and Hell as none of it is true.Satan is the most loving god there is.Whenever I was exposed to christianity alot in the past,I became someone who was self-destructive and suffered from various types of physical abuse inflicted on me by other xians,self mutilation,addictio n to narcotics and alcholism.It is through Satan that I have overcome these things.In response to your other questions,how much reading on the JoS site have you done?Several; questions you might have concerning curiosty are likely to be answered somewhere on that site.Hail Satan....... .shadowwhispr- -- In JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com , "virdux" <virdux@... wrote:

I was raised as a Xian, and it's made me miserable and unable to control my energies and emotions. I get bouts of depression and I can go from the height of joy to not wanting to live pretty quickly depending on outside events. (i.e. what happens with a girl, etc.) I would like to be totally free from the residues of my former beliefs. Is there anything that people here can

recommend? I don't even know how to meditate. What kind of meditation should I do, and how? I would like to open up all seven chakras, and unlock the powers of my mind. Any help would be appreciated.

Also, I expect Satanism to make a lot more sense than Xianity ever did, so please enlighten me here. How is it that Satan is so held back and suppressed by these Jews when he is the Creator and so powerful? That doesn't make sense to me, after all the Jews are only human. Also, the website acknowledges the existence of angels, who are they are what are their origins? Thx a bunch and hope to hear some insights.

Please remember the first paragraph and help me out, I don't want to keep living like this.

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