Enemy Leeches

[Sketches]

Hello, Brothers and Sisters. I need to ask guidance from you.

To start off, on my first post in this forum, I talked about enemy entities possibly sexually assaulting me, but thought I was "schizophrenic." I have been staving them off and it's Day 22 of me meditating to negate the effects.

The problem is, I'm still exhausted and drained even after all this. I can do Rituals, but it would be late at night, 2 am or later. Why? Because the enemy has been draining me so much and keeping me restrained in my own bed that I fall asleep throughout the whole day.

There are times where I can't even move a muscle and they want to be the ones "controlling my body" so that I can even stand up to eat or drink water. I hate to say that I sometimes give in just so I could get some form of control.


I've been studying about how to stave them off. Most arrows point to Deep Cleaning, but so is Detaching and increasing energies (my aura is healthier than my soul and chakras because it's the only thing with AoP or energy, so to speak)

Despite this, the enemy uses the information against me.

I read stuff about "failed Satanists" and said stuff like:

"What if you're suffering schizophrenia like Ghost in the Machine?"

"You seem to be suffering the same fate like Shael here."



It almost got to the point where they try to bombard me with their thoughts (which is why I concluded it's psychic attachment, but also tons of negative energies after finally meditating for six months lack thereof) and sexually try to push pedophilia while they assault me.


And I concluded that "No one's stopping me to post in these forums."

Until they drained me again and I didn't get to post this two hours ago.


I'm beyond irritated because no one should try to threaten me to pull me away from Father Satan!!!! NOBODY!!!


So I ask, what to do in this situation? I'm not gonna be someone's "pet slave," and I'll do what it takes to keep them the fuck away from me. I'm so pissed that I don't have the energy to fight back sometimes. There are also times where I call Father Satan but it seems that there's no effect, making me think that there's an opening in my soul somewhere, either made by negative energies or that need energy to seal off completely.


Here is my meditation program. Since I wanted to focus on the important ones, these are what I concluded to do:


Aura Cleaning:
×36 AUM SURYAE
×4 Solar Breaths (Inhaling energies from the Sun)

Duration = 10 minutes


Aura of Protection:
×8 SATANAS
×44/63 AUM SURYAE
×8 Solar Breaths
×8 SATANAS

Duration = 15-23 minutes


Final Ritual + Tetragrammaton:
Correct me if I'm wrong on this.
I target my house and my soul to banish negative energies. Am I doing it wrong by targeting my house?

Duration = 24 minutes


Returning Curses:
×8 Solar Breaths

Duration = 30 minutes(?)


I can only do them at late nighttime, which is why I feel that I can't add another round of meditations other than EZ Chakra Spin or Detaching, but that seems too much. I don't wanna continue for another hour, but at the same time, I feel that I'm not doing enough and I'm taking their bait to spread my energies too thin.



Conclusion:

* How to stop enemy attacks?

* Should I clean more, detach, or empower my chakras and soul?

* Is it fine to breathe in solar energies while the enemy is nearby? They point out that I'm cautious to breathe in energies at the back of my throat chakra and hint that "maybe they're behind me."

* Is it fine to use the Final Ritual as a Banishing Ritual to my house as well?


I need some reassurances because right now, the enemy is playing mind games at my brainstorming. I need others' opinions on this. Last night and the whole day was rough.


I couldn't meditate other than caving in to do Detaching Working except to the crown and sixth chakra (it was starting to go Void of Course Moon), doing an Aura Cleaning and AoP, but that's it. They attacked me again, too.


I'm also thinking it's selfish of me to stop Rituals. It does bring good luck to me. But right now, I'm having doubts. Not that it isn't working, but more like, maybe focus on cleaning first...

 

[darkmonkey666]

Also the thing people need to realize is links to the chakras can bypass aura of protection no matter how strong it is. It's like an opening to the soul. The enemy can even take full control of weaker people this way and use them like a puppet literally if they want to but 99+ percent of the time they don't bother as weaker people are not a threat.

 

[Sketches]

Are you directing / affirming your aop and cleaning energies to clean and protect?

Are you doing yoga?

Have you tried any of these yet?

https://www.templeofzeus.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Detaching.html

https://www.templeofzeus.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Freeing_the_Soul.html

https://www.templeofzeus.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Words-of-Power.html

The thing is, I feel out-of-touch with reality after I stopped meditating for five and a half months.

I can only focus when I'm with friends or in a different environment.

But when I'm alone, that's where I feel the astral and my thoughts more. And you can imagine how chaotic it is.

I've tried some strategies by going by my usual routine before this all happened: balancing the astral and the physical.


However, it seems that either I'm paranoid and traumatized whenever I hear or feel the enemy entities near me (I don't know how many of them are, but this is the first time I encountered a corrupted being and an enemy nephilim) or they attack me once I'm going to sleep (this was either the time without meditating and tuning out the astral or when I'm done doing my meditations)

So of course, I call upon Father Satan and my Guardian Demons. I think the enemies pretend they are still there since I can still hear their thoughts through telepathy even though the heavy feeling is now gone.

So I concluded that it must be holes in my aura, soul, and chakras, both caused by negative energies and the attacks.


I'm going to empower my chakras and detach them from those enemy entities. It makes me angry how I just got scared just because some enemy entities took advantage of my mental state. It wasn't always like this. I hated them with every fiber of my being, but right now, it feels like I'm swinging a sword in all directions out of cowardice whenever I can feel their presence.


So in conclusion, this is caused by starting at meditations again and the dross is affecting me,

lack of energy and being drained is making me fatigued,

my schedule on the physical realm is somewhat fucked (I'm awake in the middle of the night, and only eat lunch and dinner, sometimes even a midnight snack to quench my hunger due to irregular sleep schedule. There's also neglected pets that I can barely take care of that adds more to my guilt, and my aunt and her son does nothing about it. Oh, and I stay on my bed all day. The only time I move is when I cook dinner for the family, feed the pets, wash dishes, exercise, and yoga. I can barely clean the whole house. That's it. I feel that if I don't meditate soon, I'd get attacked.)

and not to mention there's a war going on. Our warfare schedule shows it.



Thanks for the advice, Henu, but I feel that maybe there's too much meditations if I go that way on healing. Or is it recommended? I don't know, I feel that if I add more meditations, I wouldn't be able to do all of them

Oh, and another thing, I felt, alright when I did the EZ Chakra Spin to all my chakras, and empowered my soul. Sorry for writing like this, I'm still recovering from all this. I really did try my best, but I do feel that I might need to do more to lessen the attacks.

 

[Henu the Great]

Thanks for the advice, Henu, but I feel that maybe there's too much meditations if I go that way on healing. Or is it recommended? I don't know, I feel that if I add more meditations, I wouldn't be able to do all of them

Oh, and another thing, I felt, alright when I did the EZ Chakra Spin to all my chakras, and empowered my soul. Sorry for writing like this, I'm still recovering from all this. I really did try my best, but I do feel that I might need to do more to lessen the attacks.

Slyscorpion has some good advice here.

You will absolutely want to cut astral ties to enemy filth. Whatever the source may have been. Because your situation will continue as it is if you do nothing about it.

It sounds like you already received some help from Demons or even from Satan Himself, which just shows how awesome they are. Now it's up to you to do the rest, and be free.

I would recommend that you focus on bare basics for a while. Up until you have gotten on your own feet, and can take care of daily chores/tasks and your meditation without any hassle, and maybe then some, if you do good.

Cleaning, protection, detaching, yoga. Minimum warfare, as not to overwhelm you too much, but at the same time, it will help you to stave off enemy. If it gets too much, then skip warfare for as long as you get yourself back on track. Then strike back. It's of no use for you to be crippled in a battle.

It's not excactly good time in regards to the phase of the Moon to begin detaching (ideally you would want to begin when the Moon is waning for this kind of thing), so you probably should wait until the beginning of next week and begin the detaching then.

Good luck, stay strong and ask more if needs be.

Also the thing people need to realize is links to the chakras can bypass aura of protection no matter how strong it is. It's like an opening to the soul. The enemy can even take full control of weaker people this way and use them like a puppet literally if they want to but 99+ percent of the time they don't bother as weaker people are not a threat.

Yes, this is very much true.

So that's why it is very important to sever any and all astral links that cause harm.

 

[Sketches]

Thanks for the advice, Henu, but I feel that maybe there's too much meditations if I go that way on healing. Or is it recommended? I don't know, I feel that if I add more meditations, I wouldn't be able to do all of them

Oh, and another thing, I felt, alright when I did the EZ Chakra Spin to all my chakras, and empowered my soul. Sorry for writing like this, I'm still recovering from all this. I really did try my best, but I do feel that I might need to do more to lessen the attacks.

Slyscorpion has some good advice here.

You will absolutely want to cut astral ties to enemy filth. Whatever the source may have been. Because your situation will continue as it is if you do nothing about it.

It sounds like you already received some help from Demons or even from Satan Himself, which just shows how awesome they are. Now it's up to you to do the rest, and be free.

I would recommend that you focus on bare basics for a while. Up until you have gotten on your own feet, and can take care of daily chores/tasks and your meditation without any hassle, and maybe then some, if you do good.

Cleaning, protection, detaching, yoga. Minimum warfare, as not to overwhelm you too much, but at the same time, it will help you to stave off enemy. If it gets too much, then skip warfare for as long as you get yourself back on track. Then strike back. It's of no use for you to be crippled in a battle.

It's not excactly good time in regards to the phase of the Moon to begin detaching (ideally you would want to begin when the Moon is waning for this kind of thing), so you probably should wait until the beginning of next week and begin the detaching then.

Good luck, stay strong and ask more if needs be.

Also the thing people need to realize is links to the chakras can bypass aura of protection no matter how strong it is. It's like an opening to the soul. The enemy can even take full control of weaker people this way and use them like a puppet literally if they want to but 99+ percent of the time they don't bother as weaker people are not a threat.

Yes, this is very much true.

So that's why it is very important to sever any and all astral links that cause harm.

Thank you, @Henu, I will heed your advice.
I just thought that maybe Father Satan and my GDs would want me to handle this since I have meditations in my hands. But I guess what I can do then. It's hard to think sometimes, since the enemies sometimes either mock, question my own thoughts and feelings, that I sometimes don't want to connect to them, fearing that maybe the enemies would intervene.


Also when I submitted my reply to @slyscorpion, another memory has finally occured to me.

I remembered I used to daydream emotionally abusive things to myself in the past that I can feel needles in my heart chakra.

That was when I was in that xtian school I talked about. It died down when I finally went to another school... but it's also xtian...


sigh... I mean it's not that bad, but I remembered after going back after Sem-break, it gave me depression again and the cycle repeated, but in a more lighter note due to my supportive classmates...


Yeah I can see the problem now :| :| :|

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

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In cases of emergency or urgency, you can just start the working now, then restart it (either by changing the affirmation/programming/energy used, or waiting 48 hours for the working to die) on the ideal date.

As far as workings go, doing Ritual's directed on yourself will help a lot. If you are low on energy or whatever, do a 3x Ritual, then clean specifically enemy energy/attachments off you.

 

[Sketches]

Update for @Henu and @slyscorpion

Day one of waiting for the working, and the enemy attacked yet again. I had to call upon Father Satan, and when it didn't worked, I called upon Lord Enlil and directed his energies to the enemy strands.

The communication there was strange, like I can somewhat "interpret" that they want me to attack this time.


After the attack, I have to do a bit of yoga since I felt a strong energy block on my legs.

The two demons I mentioned checked up on me once I read Satan's name in the Returning Curses Part 2, and Satan, blazing in powerful and bright energy, simply smiled and said, "I'm glad you're studying."

And yes @slyscorpion, I've checked the search function. A lot of times, actually

If you checked my posts, you'd see that I would usually use a quote I took from a sermon since I don't have the time to type long paragraphs unlike our members who have the time for such. I found two more things I'll be using too, found in my signature

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In cases of emergency or urgency, you can just start the working now, then restart it (either by changing the affirmation/programming/energy used, or waiting 48 hours for the working to die) on the ideal date.

As far as workings go, doing Ritual's directed on yourself will help a lot. If you are low on energy or whatever, do a 3x Ritual, then clean specifically enemy energy/attachments off you.

I actually did that, on my house, aura, soul, then mainly focused on sacral chakra and minimal on the throat. After I cleaned last night, the attacks and psychic intrusion in my mind has disappeared. However, I still needed to banish the room because I felt strong enemy dross and felt hallucinations just by focusing on it. It felt like it was REEKING, too, I don't know how to describe it :|
Probably thoughtforms or such.


Anyways, with this stuff I picked on while studying, I hope I have the luxury to use them. Like doing Returning Curses in a Waning Sun occuring at nightfall?

Source: Returning Curses Part 2

Also mentioned in HP. Zevios Metathronos's Witch Sabbath's Purification Circle

 

[Sketches]

Update to @slyscorpion, @Henu, and @Blitzkrieg, as well as lurkers on this thread regarding my situation.


I only got one day of peace after my last post before they attacked me again until this morning.


The reason for this is because they used the same tactic of doubt to me before: that this is all "just thoughtforms and delusions." That I"don't need to do any detachments."


I don't wanna sound paranoid, but they seem to focus on me, like they know what my plan is. Partially because they bombard me with their own thoughts and see which one of these I will react to more.


Right now, yes, I feel skeptic through all these, even now. So I'll write what happened in the past couple of months in my Book of Shadows and see a pattern.

Regardless, I'd still do any Detachments, even if I doubt this possession and body control.


Now you may ask, "what made you lead to doubt these in the first place?"

Well, it was like that typical "xtian possession." They were speaking through me (even if I didn't want to), also laughing whenever I try to banish them, and even insulted Father Satan. I will never forget how Father glared at them. I felt it, too, but only because they were speaking through me. They only replied how "they're being persecuted because the demons are unto them."


It was beyond ridiculous because I was aware of it, but I couldn't stop myself from "saying" it. And also because I never thought how "delusional" their energies felt. It was, how do you say it... crazy?


Anyways, also, another thing out-of-the-blue:

Is SAULO and other Fire Runes, even the energies of the Sun, not allowed in Sacral Chakra? It's just a question that I want answers to, since I can't find it in the search function. Thanks in advance

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

Now, the above is important. Do I need to do a specific working regarding this?

Not always. Usually, physical lifestyle changes can fix this, especially the addition of Traditional Chinese Medicine (TCM), through pushing acupoints. For example, the ST36 point is good for generating both energy and blood in the body, as well as healing the stomach and spleen and removing congestion from the body. In other words, it is one of the best points, if not THE best point, since it relates to all disease patterns.

Besides this, yoga is critical for restoring health to the physical body. The breath of fire works well for generating energy, especially for those who are very tired.

How is your spiritual situation going? It sounds like it is improving. I guess just keep detaching. The moon entering Scorpio now presents a good opportunity for this.

 

[Sketches]

Now, the above is important. Do I need to do a specific working regarding this?

Besides this, yoga is critical for restoring health to the physical body. The breath of fire works well for generating energy, especially for those who are very tired.

How is your spiritual situation going? It sounds like it is improving. I guess just keep detaching. The moon entering Scorpio now presents a good opportunity for this.

Hi, Blitzkrieg

For starters, it has been going great, until I realize that I keep underestimating the enemy attachments.

First off, after posting my last reply, I got extremely exhausted because I was too focused on Detaching, and not on my Daily Meditations and the physical world. Because of that, I got heavily attacked and discouraged again.

So despite my fearful mind, I decided not to detach first and focus on my sleep and meditation schedule. I got my energy, and the attacks stopped.


Due to my high skepticism of me being astrally assaulted, I became paranoid again, thinking that, 'Oh, I guess I was being delusional, I was exaggerating my detaching situation. I shouldn't have studied so hard on this, maybe all of the advice and tips don't add up because I'm overthinking my strategy here.'


Until this night before I was writing this, I found some forum posts that alleviated my concerns into reassurances.

That's where I felt that annoying enemy entity's desperate energies once again, trying to "subtly" discourage me through fear.

Out of spite, I gave a middle finger without looking away at the forum articles, and the entity laughed. It's also annoying that when it laughed, we were still strongly attached, so I giggled without meaning to.


Since it knew I was going to detach that night, it kept speaking through me despite of me closing my chakras. I couldn't focus, and it felt like it had more energy because I didn't cut out its supply, which was me. I was upset at how I keep underestimating the attachment.

Try invoking earth and fire element a little. Both these may have you be more grounded 1 and too a little more detached since it sounds to me like you have a lot of water.

You should do these at separate times. You can if you want just use the mantra into yourself and affirm you are correcting these imbalances but it's better to use the meditation on the JOS site as its too easy to overdo it that way if you don't know what your doing.

Funnily enough, I felt the enemy taking my lower chakras' energies and the heart much more strongly than the upper ones. My lower chakras are the ones suffering the most. I haven't empowered them at all except the solar plexus when I was having bouts of eczema, so that's saying something.


Now, I should know that I need to:

• Detach, ×9 URUZ for four minutes
• Cleaning away strands, ×9 ALGIZ for three minutes
• EZ Chakra Spin, ×8 VAUNYO, and affirm, "I am always safe, secure, healthy, and protected at all times," for three minutes as well...

And only targeting the lower chakras because this takes thirty minutes just to finish all of them. This doesn't include the Returning Curses I still need to do because dross comes out randomly, which I observed, was also the cause of enemy attacks.


I found out that I need to regain most of my energies badly. Tuning them out worked because I had more energy to defend from the other enemy attacks "externally," not to mention that I had more time on the physical world and my hobbies if I go this route.

It's hard to detach when I keep thinking about that spell in order to be "free of their influence," which is already ironic in itself.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

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If the attacks stop when you keep your mind off of them, then this points more towards self-inflicted attacks. In other words, creating a thoughtform that is attacking you. You also mentioned that you used to daydream abusive things, which makes this perhaps more likely.

If this entity was totally foreign, then the demons could just yank it out and smash it, but if your mind keeps recreating it, then this would just keep repeating infinitely.

If you focus on the Gods' sigil and ask for help, and either nothing happens or perhaps they come, but the problem repeats the next day, then this means the entity is self-created.

This doesn't mean it is not a real thing, but just that you are recreating it and programming it to attack you, simply by strongly expecting that there is something that attacks you every night.

I think you should shift gears and focus on the problem from this angle. Even in a worst-case scenario, at least you will figure out exactly what you are dealing with, so there isn't much to fear.

Just remember that this entity is not powerful and cannot stop you from everything. So don't be afraid of it. You have already existed with it for so long, so it is much weaker than you think it is. In fact, you even mentioned that you got your energy back even when you didn't think about it.

 

[Sketches]

Hello, I'm back, I just got back after focusing more on my social relationships in the physical world

If the attacks stop when you keep your mind off of them, then this points more towards self-inflicted attacks. In other words, creating a thoughtform that is attacking you. You also mentioned that you used to daydream abusive things, which makes this perhaps more likely.


If this entity was totally foreign, then the demons could just yank it out and smash it, but if your mind keeps recreating it, then this would just keep repeating infinitely.

If you focus on the Gods' sigil and ask for help, and either nothing happens or perhaps they come, but the problem repeats the next day, then this means the entity is self-created.

Yes, you are right. However, I have not yet found a balance on meditating and focusing here in the physical world as of yet, as well as trying to slowly bring back my physical health.

There are times when I would meditate instead of going to sleep, because I was either having a hard time not watching videos online instead of getting myself to meditate on an earlier state that lead me to do it later, still experiencing bouts of either negative energies or energy loss, either caused by myself by doing the above or the enemy attachments, (it's hard to tell sometimes) as well as balancing which energy attachments to remove.

I tried burning all of the enemy strands to all of my seven main chakras before, and it only worked for two days. After that, it costed my Daily Meditations. I was simply not ready for the amount of energy I needed to take care of. Emotions and doubts came in until I read HP. Zevios Metathronos's sermon and once you have read my reply, you can guess that...

This doesn't mean it is not a real thing, but just that you are recreating it and programming it to attack you, simply by strongly expecting that there is something that attacks you every night.

I think you should shift gears and focus on the problem from this angle. Even in a worst-case scenario, at least you will figure out exactly what you are dealing with, so there isn't much to fear.

Just remember that this entity is not powerful and cannot stop you from everything. So don't be afraid of it. You have already existed with it for so long, so it is much weaker than you think it is. In fact, you even mentioned that you got your energy back even when you didn't think about it.

Yes, I could also be more paranoid.

Reading back on my old posts, I have stated countless times where I can feel the enemy's thoughts, due to hyper-fixation, or merely caused by thoughtforms. Again, reading the reply I had to Cobra sums up what I was having trouble with, which is tuning them out.


After doing the detachments and doing Returning Curses after, I can say I finally found my balance, but I'm still trying to get my health back together. Trying to get my sleeping schedule is still hard because I'm not as will-powered as I used to. I should definitely focus on Earth and Solar Runes :|

Speaking of which, has someone learned how to use the Runes?

You know,

A - Base
L - To Crown
G - To Solar Plexus
I - To Left Shoulder
Z - Passing Solar to Right Shoulder?


Anyways, since doing a spell is 75/25 chance due to the amount of energies I need to sacrifice, I'd rather do the acupuncture you have recommended me, either after eating, exercising, and after doing hatha yoga

Thanks, Blitzkrieg. You da best :lol: