I decided to become a spiritual warrior for Satan. So I did a ritual to reaffirm my identity as a dedicated satanist and commit myself to His cause and fighting His enemies. This was three days ago. Since then I have been really drained, have gotten a bad cold plus what seems like a virus. My emotions have been all over the place. Doubts have popped up continuously into my head. Power meditation is hard to focus on. And I demanded proof from Father Satan that he loves me, which I did not get. Am I right in thinking this is the work of the enemy? How do I combat this when I am having difficulty to focus long enough to cleanse my aura and chakras? Advice needed please!
Hail Satan!
Hail Satan!