Hello, is possible to enemy attack me if i only do initiation ritual? In last weeks i was more interested and read more things (rituals and etc) can be, because of this? When i was little i go to church and now people who was there when i was kid know me, and they think im how they are, but me im not, i speak with them sometimes but everytime they say religious things...,and let's say i was different of how i was all time, i mean new style, and i see someone that i know and say hello, but i don't think he say back whatever because he may not reconigzed me... and then i start thinking how they will speak bad about me, what i was and what i become you know, and let's say 10 minutes pass and i start feeling bad, and i don't think about nothing, only about this (enemy attack) and later i see another one and he told me he will pray for me to change and go to church, oh man, is this something bad? (they are christians from christians church and everywhere i see only christians) when i read some topics i see something about curse, pray etc, is bad if he pray for me? how do i know if they cursing me? what can i do to be alone, and don't have to speak with this people?