Early Life

[jordan.tpaul]

Hello. I'm a male and II was an autistic child, and was diagnosed with autism at the age of 10. When I reached puberty at a fairly young age, I developed a very deep and powerful voice. I was also expressive with my feelings and emotions. But about 3/4 of a year I suddenly lost my voice and ended up with the voice of an "average" male. Along without the possession of a deep and powerful voice I became severely mentally ill. I was very obsessive and was diagnosed with schizophrenia at the age of 17. Introduced to Spiritual Satanism about a week ago, doing the meditations on a daily basis now and seeing drastic improvement in my mental health but I'm not sure on how to retain that voice. I would like to know if there are any rituals, meditations, or any Satanic exercises that can help me retain that voice and completely eliminate my mental illnesses.  

 

[shekel.stein]

Here is a good article on how to heal:
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... aling.html

Also, if you want a powerful voice, you can get one from doing a zodiac mantra for Aries in your throat chakra
https://beta.groups.yahoo.com/neo/group ... ics/175064

 

[babyb00m]

Clean your aura and build a strong aura of protection. Neglecting to clean your aura allows negative energy to stick to you and that causes problems like anxiety and depression. A strong aura of protection keeps bad things from happening to you and makes your life very easy.\\n\\nAura Cleaning and Aura of Protection\\n\\n\\nBeing charismatic is more than having a deep voice. A powerful solar chakra allows you to influence other people and a clean, radiant aura naturally makes you more charismatic. You can also do a sun square to improve your charisma and self-confidence. \\n\\nSatan's Magickal Squares PDF and Audio Mp3s\\n

 

[Taol]

It is said that autism is related to vaccines and that people (children) overcome any health isssues they get after such a thing by treating what they eat, basicly the bowel-system. So I thought maybe its interesting for you to look into that.