My next 5 years and decade.

[MercuryWisdom]

Hello, brothers and sisters. Hope you are enjoying the new year.

For a couple of months now and for last year on and off I was in a deep dark depression, one where I struggle to function or grow. Stuck in a rut so to say.

I wanted to check on the Yule raffle cause it’s over so I went to read some messages on VT.

I had a burning flame of inspiration reading @Voice of Enki [SG] and @Alexandros Iowno [SG] messages and guidance. Also, I won’t lie to you but also envy. But good envy.

I envy that they have spiritual power and wisdom, learn from the Gods directly and help the community and have earned the Gods’ favor. But how can I envy them if the only difference is they have put the work in? Year in and year out. So they earned their promised rewards.

I want to grow in power, I want to be able to hold the secrets of the Gods, I want to explore my potential, I want to develop siddhis, and I want to develop wisdom and value to the community. I want to discover my purpose here instead of wasted potential.

I know I’ve been here for many years and tried for endless times. But this time I really have no excuse to grow. When I was younger I didn’t have freedom or privacy to meditate, when I moved out I had college and work taking 16 hours of my day, and now I have freedom to meditate and do rituals as I please and I work on my own terms and have graduated. Also I believe there’s no shame in trying again.

There’s nothing stopping me developing serious spiritual growth and power except myself. I’m dedicating myself with full focus and attention to ToZ and advancing.

I’m creating plans working for ToZ, donating, and growing spiritually and wholly.

I always had this hole inside of me and this feeling of something missing and I know a big part of it is not giving advancement the dedication it deserves.

I’ll update this post yearly with my 5-year progress.

I’m following the footsteps of my great brothers and sisters from SG and also High Priest Hooded Cobra who is the most dedicated of all and has an iron will if I can be even a part of his strength I’d be unbreakable.

I also encourage any brother and sister who feels they are slacking to start finding their fire and get it done. The years will pass anyway but the power’s forever.

 

[Helleniser]

It's great that you're stepping up the game, Brother. The conditions in your life are much more favourable now for advancement and work for the ToZ.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

It's great that you're stepping up the game, Brother. The conditions in your life are much more favourable now for advancement and work for the ToZ.

Thank you brother I appreciate your words and encouragement.

 

[Inquisitor⥀Veritas]

You have my support Brother, do what you need to become the best self. There are always hard times, but it is those times that must make us stronger and teach us the lessons we need in our lives for us and others as well. Be blessed Brother.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

You have my support Brother, do what you need to become the best self. There are always hard times, but it is those times that must make us stronger and teach us the lessons we need in our lives for us and others as well. Be blessed Brother.

Thank you so much brother. I agree.

 

[Wotanwarrior]

I'm so glad your situation has improved and that you've found the important answer you've been looking for for years.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

I'm so glad your situation has improved and that you've found the important answer you've been looking for for years.

Thank you

 

[Lucifigus]

Hello, brothers and sisters. Hope you are enjoying the new year.

For a couple of months now and for last year on and off I was in a deep dark depression, one where I struggle to function or grow. Stuck in a rut so to say.

I wanted to check on the Yule raffle cause it’s over so I went to read some messages on VT.

I had a burning flame of inspiration reading @Voice of Enki [SG] and @Alexandros Iowno [SG] messages and guidance. Also, I won’t lie to you but also envy. But good envy.

I envy that they have spiritual power and wisdom, learn from the Gods directly and help the community and have earned the Gods’ favor. But how can I envy them if the only difference is they have put the work in? Year in and year out. So they earned their promised rewards.

I want to grow in power, I want to be able to hold the secrets of the Gods, I want to explore my potential, I want to develop siddhis, and I want to develop wisdom and value to the community. I want to discover my purpose here instead of wasted potential.

I know I’ve been here for many years and tried for endless times. But this time I really have no excuse to grow. When I was younger I didn’t have freedom or privacy to meditate, when I moved out I had college and work taking 16 hours of my day, and now I have freedom to meditate and do rituals as I please and I work on my own terms and have graduated. Also I believe there’s no shame in trying again.

There’s nothing stopping me developing serious spiritual growth and power except myself. I’m dedicating myself with full focus and attention to ToZ and advancing.

I’m creating plans working for ToZ, donating, and growing spiritually and wholly.

I always had this hole inside of me and this feeling of something missing and I know a big part of it is not giving advancement the dedication it deserves.

I’ll update this post yearly with my 5-year progress.

I’m following the footsteps of my great brothers and sisters from SG and also High Priest Hooded Cobra who is the most dedicated of all and has an iron will if I can be even a part of his strength I’d be unbreakable.

I also encourage any brother and sister who feels they are slacking to start finding their fire and get it done. The years will pass anyway but the power’s forever.

Good luck Brother, i KNOW you will succeed!

 

[Rroco88]

Hello, brothers and sisters. Hope you are enjoying the new year.

For a couple of months now and for last year on and off I was in a deep dark depression, one where I struggle to function or grow. Stuck in a rut so to say.

I wanted to check on the Yule raffle cause it’s over so I went to read some messages on VT.

I had a burning flame of inspiration reading @Voice of Enki [SG] and @Alexandros Iowno [SG] messages and guidance. Also, I won’t lie to you but also envy. But good envy.

I envy that they have spiritual power and wisdom, learn from the Gods directly and help the community and have earned the Gods’ favor. But how can I envy them if the only difference is they have put the work in? Year in and year out. So they earned their promised rewards.

I want to grow in power, I want to be able to hold the secrets of the Gods, I want to explore my potential, I want to develop siddhis, and I want to develop wisdom and value to the community. I want to discover my purpose here instead of wasted potential.

I know I’ve been here for many years and tried for endless times. But this time I really have no excuse to grow. When I was younger I didn’t have freedom or privacy to meditate, when I moved out I had college and work taking 16 hours of my day, and now I have freedom to meditate and do rituals as I please and I work on my own terms and have graduated. Also I believe there’s no shame in trying again.

There’s nothing stopping me developing serious spiritual growth and power except myself. I’m dedicating myself with full focus and attention to ToZ and advancing.

I’m creating plans working for ToZ, donating, and growing spiritually and wholly.

I always had this hole inside of me and this feeling of something missing and I know a big part of it is not giving advancement the dedication it deserves.

I’ll update this post yearly with my 5-year progress.

I’m following the footsteps of my great brothers and sisters from SG and also High Priest Hooded Cobra who is the most dedicated of all and has an iron will if I can be even a part of his strength I’d be unbreakable.

I also encourage any brother and sister who feels they are slacking to start finding their fire and get it done. The years will pass anyway but the power’s forever.

There is no doubt brother that you have all of this power in yourself already, and you just need to tap into it. You have all of our support and the Gods are on your side.

Can't wait to hear the most positive progress updates from you here in the upcoming years!

 

[MercuryWisdom]

There is no doubt brother that you have all of this power in yourself already, and you just need to tap into it. You have all of our support and the Gods are on your side.

Can't wait to hear the most positive progress updates from you here in the upcoming years!

Thank you sister! You’ve been missed I hope you’re doing good.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Good luck Brother, i KNOW you will succeed!

Thank you brother. I’m already taking small steps but I know they’re compounding into something much bigger.

 

[MasterJ192216]

Great news. Good luck in your journey. If you have any struggles, communicate here so we can cheer you up, and ourselves too.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Great news. Good luck in your journey. If you have any struggles, communicate here so we can cheer you up, and ourselves too.

Thank you brother, I’ve always loved the community. You’ve been good to me.

 

[krysalis88]

We all have our own fights internally. I think that when we meditate and persist, eventually we get our bad moments to overcome. I also get into a dark pit and it is hard to get out. I have my regrets for not helping this community as much as I should (I'm dedicated for more than 10 years). I stood at the background giving support at the rituals and RTRs, but I stood quiet. Now I know that there was a reason, bad astrological transits that weren't helping at all, a couple of early traumas to deal with. I'm still struggling to deal with it all, but this time the energies are helping a lot (sometimes they are even too much!). For someone that usually likes to hide, lately I got the urges to throw a party and speak very loud. During some rituals, I happily said something to Zeus and the other gods, acted all excited and at the next day when I think about it, I can't believe that I said that (probably some gods might have found it funny lol). When I started to post in the forum, I could see someone smiling at me (I just hope that they're not intended to give me some bad joke, I highly suspect that someone likes to play around with me, too many "strange coincidences"). For someone with a short height, they might think that I am so cute and adorable, even when I get angry (lol). You might not know, but I always readed your posts and cheered for you to get better. I think it is because we sense that our brother or sister is capable of growing up, that this is our family and we always want the best for them. I'm cheering for your growth, keep going, you can do it!

 

[MercuryWisdom]

We all have our own fights internally. I think that when we meditate and persist, eventually we get our bad moments to overcome. I also get into a dark pit and it is hard to get out. I have my regrets for not helping this community as much as I should (I'm dedicated for more than 10 years). I stood at the background giving support at the rituals and RTRs, but I stood quiet. Now I know that there was a reason, bad astrological transits that weren't helping at all, a couple of early traumas to deal with. I'm still struggling to deal with it all, but this time the energies are helping a lot (sometimes they are even too much!). For someone that usually likes to hide, lately I got the urges to throw a party and speak very loud. During some rituals, I happily said something to Zeus and the other gods, acted all excited and at the next day when I think about it, I can't believe that I said that (probably some gods might have found it funny lol). When I started to post in the forum, I could see someone smiling at me (I just hope that they're not intended to give me some bad joke, I highly suspect that someone likes to play around with me, too many "strange coincidences"). For someone with a short height, they might think that I am so cute and adorable, even when I get angry (lol). You might not know, but I always readed your posts and cheered for you to get better. I think it is because we sense that our brother or sister is capable of growing up, that this is our family and we always want the best for them. I'm cheering for your growth, keep going, you can do it!

I’m glad you’re doing better. I’m cheering for you too!