It is important that one stays strong. I even got like that a few times last year. You will come to find that this is not. Satan and his Demons do not ever leave us. We must understand that even though we meditate daily and do our rituals, this does not make us 100% immune to enemy attacks. This takes a great deal of time and having to be done consistently.
Sometimes the enemy tries real hard to manipulate our thought process and have us going haywire and confused beyond reasoning. One of the easiest way to deal with this shit is to do some advanced void meditations and continue seeking help from the Powers Of Hell. They are busy with doing very important and great things. When we need them they will be there.
A lot of times I find that the Gods do make contact with us. Sometimes maybe even in ways we do not fully understand but it does happen. The job of the enemy is to keep you suppressed from true knowledge because they know it makes them weaker every time each of us gentiles wake up to the truth.
Do not let them in your head, you can be stronger than this and you know Father Satan is with you. I can tell you that it would probably be easier to communicate with a Demon first, well in most cases. Like I said in a previous post, I look at it like a chain of command. Now anyone can come to Father Satan, but they shouldn't expect him to be making any guest appearances. It doesn't work that way, Father visits those that he think is ready. Do not feel discouraged just keep working on yourself.
Think of it this way, when the time comes it will be like the wait was well worth it. A lot of people do not realize this but the Gods speak to us in many forms and ways. Just like in the way that they assist us on a daily basis with our spirituality. They are known to point us in the right direction and give us insight. Sometimes if you pay attention to your surrounding or just tune in into the energies that be around you. Most of the time you will be able to sense their presence and feel their energy and it wonderful.
Rege, Satanas!*Rege, Azazel!*Rege, Amdusias
PRAISE THE Mighty 4 Crowns of Duat!
Al Jilwah
I remember necessary affairs and execute them in due time. I teach and guide those who follow my instructions. If anyone obey me and conform to my commandments, he shall have joy, delight, and comfort.
-Satan
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From: lephilosophe88 <lephilosophe88@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tue, April 26, 2011 10:20:38 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: doubts
Dear Shannon,
Please do not despair any longer. You are not the only Satanist to have had doubts regarding our path and where we stand with the Gods. You are not under any sort of attack and you are not being forsaken. When a lot of us are new to Satanism we cannot completely grasp its deeper meaning and the nature of the Gods. For some, it can even take years before they begin to feel a deeper connection to our Beloved Father Satan. This mostly depends on the level of spirituality one has acquired in past lives and in this life. By meditating, we are able to advance our minds and spirits to "tune in" to the spiritual realities.
Also, a lack of knowledge can cause many, many problems. I suggest completely deprogramming from xianity/judaism/islam and look into the broad field of philosophy. Eventually, you will be able to see that Father and His Demons/Gods are actual beings. Look within yourself, and look outside. Once you know that the Gods really are there, you can focus on Them and ask for Their aid.
Stay strong my friend, stay true to the Gods and just as importantly, stay true to yourself. You will find a deeper understanding of Satanism and gain better control of your mind and spirit.
May Our Beloved Father and God Satan Bless You Always.
Hail to Father Satan and HIS Kingdom!!
Hail the Satanist, for WE, the Sons and Daughters of SATAN/ENKI are the True Manifestations of Our God on the Earth!!
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[email protected][/url], "Shannon Outlaw" <soutlaw92@... wrote:
hey guys is there a reason why sometimes my confidence in satanism goes down? for example sometimes i feel like father and the demons arent listening or ignoring me and in worst cases forsaken me for some odd reason. To be honest when i first started in satanism i wasnt doing what i was suppose to do, not meditating and i was lost. I am the kind of person to have irrational fears unfortunately and judge myself to harshly. one day when i was almost sleeping i had this wierd scary thouht that maybe the reason why i dont get much blatant responses from father and the daemons is because i might have some type of kike dna in me or anything else! omg i dont know what to say. I feel embarassed. Is it because im not advanced enough to be getting signs from them like the rest of you all... idk.
i just felt very insecure. thank you so much for privately emailing me. HS
