doubt still

[Lauren M]

hey. I'm really struggling to maintain my faith in father and i think its because of my doubt that he hasnt contacted me. i live in a xian home, am forced to attend church on sundays, all that xian stuff. i was raised xian. it saddens me because i want a true relationship with father. i just cant seem to work up enough faith. can anyone help me out?

 

[Skye Gamet]

you could ask Him to talk to you. i did that a couple of times cause iwas worrying about something. He came to me when i asked very respectively don't loose faith in Father, He loves us all
Hail Satan!
From: Lauren M <laurenrmac@...
To: Teens4Satan@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Wed, November 25, 2009 2:30:00 PM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] doubt still

  hey. I'm really struggling to maintain my faith in father and i think its because of my doubt that he hasnt contacted me. i live in a xian home, am forced to attend church on sundays, all that xian stuff. i was raised xian. it saddens me because i want a true relationship with father. i just cant seem to work up enough faith. can anyone help me out?

 

[kurenaii60]

Heyy Satanism is NOT based on faith. You only need to have "faith" on your abilities in order for your magick to work, but not blind faith on anything else. And do you do meditations/ rituals daily? Thats the tools you need to contact Satan not faith we are not xians. What *I* think about why Satan doesn't try to contact you is because you do nothing to provoke his interest like empowering yourself or fighting against xianity.

Now, how to get rid of your doubts is to work on them. Don't just try to have xian-like faith but work spiritually, do rituals and generally try to find out about father and/or contact him. C'mon, you can do it after all we are Satanists and take an active attitude on life not sitting passively like xians. And I know Satan wants actions, both for self and others instead of worship and faith.

--- In [url=mailto:Teens4Satan@yahoogroups.com]Teens4Satan@yahoogroups.com[/url], "Lauren M" <laurenrmac@... wrote:

hey. I'm really struggling to maintain my faith in father and i think its because of my doubt that he hasnt contacted me. i live in a xian home, am forced to attend church on sundays, all that xian stuff. i was raised xian. it saddens me because i want a true relationship with father. i just cant seem to work up enough faith. can anyone help me out?

 

[garimevil]

I think those thoughts are common because I get them too sometimes.

Well what you need is proof or a feel that hes with you.Just ignore all the shit your xian family gives you.I think your all ready doing that.I learned from experience that any visualizations you think of involving any entitities,they recieve and interprete.In other words,if you think of any visual thoughts of Satan or anybody else,they will get the message.Just meditate visually on what you want to say to him for a few minutes.Imagine Satan with his golden blond hair and robe and such and hes standing before you.Then just visually say what is on your mind.
Satan and his Demons reply in many different ways such speaking telepathically to you or he gives you a feeling of something,or comes to you in a dream.They can even help you realize your own answer yourself.

Trust me and all other satanists here.Satan is very real and he doesnt abandon you.He doesnt leave his children.An experience I had with him was when my alter was destroyed by an idiot who has no clue what hes done,I told him what happend using the tip I told you.

2 days later,I was handed a feather of a peacock from my mom saying "a friend gave it to me to give to you"(the peacock is of a sacred animal to Satan).
He listens to you.
Hail SATAN.

--- In [url=mailto:Teens4Satan@yahoogroups.com]Teens4Satan@yahoogroups.com[/url], "Lauren M" <laurenrmac@... wrote:

hey. I'm really struggling to maintain my faith in father and i think its because of my doubt that he hasnt contacted me. i live in a xian home, am forced to attend church on sundays, all that xian stuff. i was raised xian. it saddens me because i want a true relationship with father. i just cant seem to work up enough faith. can anyone help me out?