I love it how Father Satan guides us. Also, inspires us to do things.
Last night, I was in one of the rooms in my house. Dor was closed, very dim. I got this idea in my head, and as it lacked fear, I knew it was from Satan.
I channeled energy, suddenly putting my arm out, low. I stared at it, mentally cloaking it. Didn't work as intended, as I still have ways to go in training. But what happened was my arm went see-through. Completely, like how you see see-trough ghosts on television, seeing stuff behind them, through them?
The reason I knew it went see-through was because I was A. in front of my mom's old dresser and B. There were some papers on the floor. I saw a bit of my arm, but also part of the dresser and the papers on the floor through my arm. Pretty cool, but I know I still have to work at it to not see any of my arm.
So yeah, Satan's still with me in my training, and it is a thrilling feeling to realize that someone is loved and protected this much! With my Human family, sadly, I have neither love nor protection, with at least one of them that I know of so-far activiley wishing for my death.
Last night, I was in one of the rooms in my house. Dor was closed, very dim. I got this idea in my head, and as it lacked fear, I knew it was from Satan.
I channeled energy, suddenly putting my arm out, low. I stared at it, mentally cloaking it. Didn't work as intended, as I still have ways to go in training. But what happened was my arm went see-through. Completely, like how you see see-trough ghosts on television, seeing stuff behind them, through them?
The reason I knew it went see-through was because I was A. in front of my mom's old dresser and B. There were some papers on the floor. I saw a bit of my arm, but also part of the dresser and the papers on the floor through my arm. Pretty cool, but I know I still have to work at it to not see any of my arm.
So yeah, Satan's still with me in my training, and it is a thrilling feeling to realize that someone is loved and protected this much! With my Human family, sadly, I have neither love nor protection, with at least one of them that I know of so-far activiley wishing for my death.
