Mike_666
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Hello brothers and sisters.
I am newish to Satanism. I have practiced meditations before but for personal reasons I haven't practiced for a long time.
I have never renounced my belief in Satanism and the true Gods nor have I ever wanted to let "christ in my heart " but one night when I was home I repeated my favorite quote - Hail Satan and the true Gods of this world! and a raspy voice in my head said to me "Satan doesn't want you".
Is it possible Satan does not want me? Is it possible that due to my lack of dedication that he no longer sees me as a Satanist? Or could it have been a rogue demon or prayers from family trying to discourage me? T
I have been scared to practice ever since out of fear.
Hail Father Satan and the true Gods of this world!
I am newish to Satanism. I have practiced meditations before but for personal reasons I haven't practiced for a long time.
I have never renounced my belief in Satanism and the true Gods nor have I ever wanted to let "christ in my heart " but one night when I was home I repeated my favorite quote - Hail Satan and the true Gods of this world! and a raspy voice in my head said to me "Satan doesn't want you".
Is it possible Satan does not want me? Is it possible that due to my lack of dedication that he no longer sees me as a Satanist? Or could it have been a rogue demon or prayers from family trying to discourage me? T
I have been scared to practice ever since out of fear.
Hail Father Satan and the true Gods of this world!
especially when I listened to classical music: Handel, Bach, Beethoven