Hi,
I don't have the time to go into detail right now, maybe I'll post again tomorrow, but, Marijuana seriously messed me up for a bit.
When I first started, I used it recreationally and that was all good and fun. I then started to use it regularly, it got to a point where I wa getting 'high' all day everyday. How cool right? Not.I thought it was great for 'opening my mind' and helping open my chakras but it seriously wasn't.Marijuana leeches the energy from your chakras to produce a temporary 'high'. Not too mention being thoroughly vulnerable to enemy attacks. In hind sight, I realise that I was preyed upon a lot, especially towards the end of my use, when I was coming close to finding JoS. But, I thought it was me going crazy and I basically was. It's very likely, if not guaranteed, that you will get 'trapped' thinking about and focusing on something. Even something you don't want to focus on.I'm certain if I hadn't of quit, I would've gone schitzo.
This was happening when I was 17.
Long story short, smoking weed is not worth it. Full stop. End of story. Don't even bother thinking or trying to convince yourself that it helps, because it doesn't.
Thanks for reading this post and I hope you never smoke again because it sucks
Hail Satan Forever.
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@Livingforsatan I really needed that more than you know! Ahaha Thank you. When I smoke I do feel like a straight up retard, I can hardly even color in a coloring book, let alone function.
When we were fully sober for about a month I actually made progress in the meditation program, went back to smoking and I'm back to being stuck on day one because we get so high come night time we pass out. It's like a loop of non-advancement. I do a little meditation then throw away all my work by smoking, and repeat. I feel a bit crazy as this has been going on for so long.
I'd advise any member to stop drug use, just from my personal experiences alone. It's fun for sure, but you'll never really get any where... [/QUOTE][/QUOTE]