distractions! how to batter them away?

[edwardtgao8]

I know I must. problem is I can't pack everything in a day - meditation, warefare workings, including site-making, money-working, sun squares etc + real actions like looking for a work, rising up business - I just have no enough health for this (health problems are also with solar chakra). Thats wy I prefer warefare/

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@... wrote:

Turn off your phone. Practice Void Meditation. Invest in some headphones.

As for the unsolved problems. This is part of empowering and opening the soul. Past problems come up, and they must be resolved. These often are linked with the chakras, and can cause blocks in them. You can't push them to the side, but must deal with them.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "edwardtgao8" <edwardtgao8@ wrote:

Well...sorry for disturbing you, but I am just pissed of!!!
Ussualy no one in this Yehuborim world cares about me, and never I was in any interest to anyone, BUT when I begin my everyday Yehubor-curses... everyone on this planet begin calling me on all the phones I have wanting from me everything! When being fed up and I switch them off - some crazy old women begins shouting in the street. When I close the window - neibours begin making noise.
They all remind me of all unsolved problems I have in my life that I try to forget during ritual or working. I must forget because SW is more important. Also when I am thinking of that problems I feel restraint in chakras (in solar especially - With her I am working mostly) and can't direct the energy! I use this elemental technic:
http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-magi ... -elements/
I have no idea how they all know when does hour of Saturn begin and when I begin my working - it's just a miracle!
Any advice?

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

If you're stugglingto fit all your meditations in, try not doing so many in a day, or space it out and prioratise.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "edwardtgao8" <edwardtgao8@... wrote:

I know I must. problem is I can't pack everything in a day - meditation, warefare workings, including site-making, money-working, sun squares etc + real actions like looking for a work, rising up business - I just have no enough health for this (health problems are also with solar chakra). Thats wy I prefer warefare/

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@ wrote:

Turn off your phone. Practice Void Meditation. Invest in some headphones.

As for the unsolved problems. This is part of empowering and opening the soul. Past problems come up, and they must be resolved. These often are linked with the chakras, and can cause blocks in them. You can't push them to the side, but must deal with them.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "edwardtgao8" <edwardtgao8@ wrote:

Well...sorry for disturbing you, but I am just pissed of!!!
Ussualy no one in this Yehuborim world cares about me, and never I was in any interest to anyone, BUT when I begin my everyday Yehubor-curses... everyone on this planet begin calling me on all the phones I have wanting from me everything! When being fed up and I switch them off - some crazy old women begins shouting in the street. When I close the window - neibours begin making noise.
They all remind me of all unsolved problems I have in my life that I try to forget during ritual or working. I must forget because SW is more important. Also when I am thinking of that problems I feel restraint in chakras (in solar especially - With her I am working mostly) and can't direct the energy! I use this elemental technic:
http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-magi ... -elements/
I have no idea how they all know when does hour of Saturn begin and when I begin my working - it's just a miracle!
Any advice?

 

[Fourth Reich]

<td val[/IMG]Meditation get top priority, if you can't fit both meditation and spiritual warfare, do your meditation because if you don't you effects in the spiritual war will be weak

Sent from Yahoo! Mail for iPhone[/TD]

From: edwardtgao8 <edwardtgao8@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Re: distractions! how to batter them away?
Sent: Fri, Aug 23, 2013 6:47:10 PM

<td val[/IMG]   I know I must. problem is I can't pack everything in a day - meditation, warefare workings, including site-making, money-working, sun squares etc + real actions like looking for a work, rising up business - I just have no enough health for this (health problems are also with solar chakra). Thats wy I prefer warefare/

--- [/IMG][email protected], "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@... wrote:

Turn off your phone. Practice Void Meditation. Invest in some headphones.

As for the unsolved problems. This is part of empowering and opening the soul. Past problems come up, and they must be resolved. These often are linked with the chakras, and can cause blocks in them. You can't push them to the side, but must deal with them.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- [/IMG][email protected], "edwardtgao8" <edwardtgao8@ wrote:

Well...sorry for disturbing you, but I am just pissed of!!!
Ussualy no one in this Yehuborim world cares about me, and never I was in any interest to anyone, BUT when I begin my everyday Yehubor-curses... everyone on this planet begin calling me on all the phones I have wanting from me everything! When being fed up and I switch them off - some crazy old women begins shouting in the street. When I close the window - neibours begin making noise.
They all remind me of all unsolved problems I have in my life that I try to forget during ritual or working. I must forget because SW is more important. Also when I am thinking of that problems I feel restraint in chakras (in solar especially - With her I am working mostly) and can't direct the energy! I use this elemental technic:
http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-magi ... -elements/
I have no idea how they all know when does hour of Saturn begin and when I begin my working - it's just a miracle!
Any advice?

[/TD]

 

[edwardtgao8]

Thanks, your very understanding
But I want to stress: I have time (at least I have nights) - I have no FORCES, HEALTH - not power, but just fisical forces to get up. And curse-runic working is esoecially worning, it takes 5 minutes - of course I have them! - but that 5 minutes of self-making are hard and smt I feel that my struggles are not effective, just wasting time because of that sucked-up feeling.
Experienced brother-in-Satan allready told me this thoughts of no-use are from enemy. Obviously enemy is participating in it because it's pretty hurting.
I can tell you that meds (when day time) are very good when tired, especcialy invoking elements.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Fourth Reich <fourth_reich666@... wrote:

It's not like that. Your not useless if you have no time for spiritual warfare, your useless if you've got time to do meditations AND spiritual warfare, but instead of spiritual warfare you play xbox. If you have only 30 mins free time, use it to empower yourself (meditate). Satan understands if you haven't got time. I'm personally doing something for Satan, when I said I won't have time for the Vatican destruction working, I heard your fine, not matter what, never stop your meditation. You get me, charity begins at home; You must help yourself before you help others. On the other hand, if you can fit both, by all means do, if you can only fit 1 do your meditations, Satan understands, whenever I feel too tired to do my meditations or want to cut them short, I hear get up before this becomes a horrible habit and do your meditations. <br/<br/Sent from Yahoo! Mail for iPhone

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

How long does it really take to do all these things? 45 min - 1 hour max. Workout how long it take you to do your meditations, warefare and money workings, then tell yourself. I'm going to go to bed an hour earlier to get my meditations done.

You need to prioritise yourself. Surly you have time in your day, before sleep, where you could cut out things such as watching tv or whatever for meditations.

Also, you're making Satan out to be a dick. He in no way acts like this, and is very understanding. But you also can't go expecting for Satan to give you everything. We don't do Spiritual Warfare and meditations to gain favour with Satan, so he'll give us presents or reward us, that is enemy mentality. We do these things because its our duty, its what needs doing. The enemy needs to be destroyed, and we must empower ourselves to do that, as well as to better ourselves.

Also, if you need money. Consider getting a job. Money workings are far more effective if you're activly taking opportunities that rise, rather than just waiting for the money to fall into your hand.

Again, prioritise your day. If you feel you can't handle the amount you're doing, then obviously your putting too much on your plate.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "edwardtgao8" <edwardtgao8@... wrote:

This is like catch-22:
if I skip meds - my warefare is useless
if I skip warefare - I wont be SS and in any use for Satan
if I skip money - I'll be in trouble, and when I come to Satan and ask for help, he'll say: your not investing in it yourself - wy should I??
When I say "I was fighting for you", he'll say "its your problem".
if I skip everything mundane but do money-magic - I will have money, but my mom'll be doing everything for it herself and not very pleased with it, and Satan'll say: "I dont need cry-babies"
if I do everything in balance - I'll have little results everywhere, including little results in warefare(
Thank you anyway)

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Fourth Reich <fourth_reich666@ wrote:

Meditation get top priority, if you can't fit both meditation and spiritual warfare, do your meditation because if you don't you effects in the spiritual war will be weak<br/<br/Sent from Yahoo! Mail for iPhone

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

I must have misunderstood your post.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "edwardtgao8" <edwardtgao8@... wrote:

1 hour max...dont make me laugh! I just intended to ask if it's ok that my ritual can't pack in hour of saturn and is going hour Jupiter through also?
please dont say about me like about some lazy kid - watching TV! With all of this do you know how long I was making myself doing only meds all days long? do you know how long I havn't watched TV??
For example today I was working on my site all day long, and the first med I did was invoking elements and exhalling them into anty-Yehuborim sigil - and it wasn't one hour - it went through Jupiter hour as ussual. Second - cleaning chakras, aura and wings - and that was all, because it was allready late and I need sleep at night befor tomorrow ritual!
Also, I never asked money from Satan!!! and never will ever do!!!

Thanks for answers, I see: I must prioritate and do them in turn.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@ wrote:

How long does it really take to do all these things? 45 min - 1 hour max. Workout how long it take you to do your meditations, warefare and money workings, then tell yourself. I'm going to go to bed an hour earlier to get my meditations done.

You need to prioritise yourself. Surly you have time in your day, before sleep, where you could cut out things such as watching tv or whatever for meditations.

Also, you're making Satan out to be a dick. He in no way acts like this, and is very understanding. But you also can't go expecting for Satan to give you everything. We don't do Spiritual Warfare and meditations to gain favour with Satan, so he'll give us presents or reward us, that is enemy mentality. We do these things because its our duty, its what needs doing. The enemy needs to be destroyed, and we must empower ourselves to do that, as well as to better ourselves.

Also, if you need money. Consider getting a job. Money workings are far more effective if you're activly taking opportunities that rise, rather than just waiting for the money to fall into your hand.

Again, prioritise your day. If you feel you can't handle the amount you're doing, then obviously your putting too much on your plate.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "edwardtgao8" <edwardtgao8@ wrote:

This is like catch-22:
if I skip meds - my warefare is useless
if I skip warefare - I wont be SS and in any use for Satan
if I skip money - I'll be in trouble, and when I come to Satan and ask for help, he'll say: your not investing in it yourself - wy should I??
When I say "I was fighting for you", he'll say "its your problem".
if I skip everything mundane but do money-magic - I will have money, but my mom'll be doing everything for it herself and not very pleased with it, and Satan'll say: "I dont need cry-babies"
if I do everything in balance - I'll have little results everywhere, including little results in warefare(
Thank you anyway)

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Fourth Reich <fourth_reich666@ wrote:

Meditation get top priority, if you can't fit both meditation and spiritual warfare, do your meditation because if you don't you effects in the spiritual war will be weak<br/<br/Sent from Yahoo! Mail for iPhone