Did not manifest

[eartikasatan]

I have been doing the Satanic meditations since 2011 when I dedicated myself.I started doing standard and destruction rituals in 2012.To my disappointment none of my rituals manifested.Yet I am powerful enough to make anyone fall sick just by directing my anger at them.I don't understand why my rituals were rejected.I wanted my destruction and standard rituals to work so badly.Could someone please explain?Thank you.