Did father satan has forsaken me?

[garciaeric268]

Well I have a question that has been eating at me for few months know. Well this is quite uncomfortable for me to say because I feel like a coward. I had dedicated myself to father satan like last year on the summer, and well basically I was still programmed by xianity. Well outta a fear I reverse the dedication ritual because I still had alott deprogramming to do, come to think about It have no idea how I had the courage to dedicate in the first place while still being programmed by xianity. And well after that it didnt take more than month to get back into satanism I felt the urge to come back and study to deprogram myself from this filth. so I did and then I totally regret reversing the dedication ritual I felt awful. The enemy knew I was still programmed by xianity and I guess they used this shit against me. So I stayed in my path started meditating consistently,studying,attacking the enemy etc until know Im strong in my path. My question is, is it goin to be harder to have a close relationship with father satan and the gods for the silly mistake I did like reversing the dedication ritual? I know dedicating 2nd time doesnt count. Am I gonna have to go hard in my path in the hopes father satan will acknowledge me,protect me,help me advance in my path?? Or did father have forsaken me for what I did??? Sorry for the long post I just need answers.
HAIL SATAN!!!!

 

[babyb00m]

Satan is not like the christian god where every mistake is held against you for all eternity. If you meditate, fight the enemy, and work for Satan you demonstrate to him that you are serious about him. You should redo the Dedication Ritual and continue to work hard for Satan. If you redo the Dedication Ritual, Satan does not abandon people dedicated to him who work their asses off for him.

 

[Sims Motal]

I believe you can dedicate a second time. I did! The first time I was scared shitless, even though I intellectually
knew I was doing the right thing. It took a while, but I did it again, with more conviction and without the fear and
that is when wonderful things began to happen. I know some will disagree with me. But I know from experience that
one can dedicate again. It depends on t he circumstances. But you can't go back and forth. This time has to be
it!
Hail Satan!

Sims


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Well I have a question that has been eating at me
for few months know. Well this is quite uncomfortable for me
to say because I feel like a coward. I had dedicated myself
to father satan like last year on the summer, and well
basically I was still programmed by xianity. Well outta a
fear I reverse the dedication ritual because I still had
alott deprogramming to do, come to think about It have no
idea how I had the courage to dedicate in the first place
while still being programmed by xianity. And well after that
it didnt take more than month to get back into satanism I
felt the urge to come back and study to deprogram myself
from this filth. so I did and then I totally regret
reversing the dedication ritual I felt awful. The enemy knew
I was still programmed by xianity and I guess they used this
shit against me. So I stayed in my path started meditating
consistently,studying,attacking the enemy etc until know Im
strong in my path. My question is, is it goin to be harder
to have a close relationship with father satan and the gods
for the silly mistake I did like reversing the dedication
ritual? I know dedicating 2nd time doesnt count. Am I gonna
have to go hard in my path in the hopes father satan will
acknowledge me,protect me,help me advance in my path?? Or
did father have forsaken me for what I did??? Sorry for the
long post I just need answers.

HAIL SATAN!!!!










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[garciaeric268]

Jhonson. I followed your advice and re dedicated my soul to father satan just today. And while I was writing my dedication ritual my light bulb was flickering a bit ,and then I felt a warm feeling when I was pricking my index finger.
I had to burn the dedication ritual outside because I didnt want the smell of smoke in my house. Since its windy outside my dedication ritual burned pretty quick.
I will work hard for father satan and the gods because all I want is to achieve the godhead.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

 

[ktran3122]

its very unlikely

 

[kevin_burkhard]

Personally I waited probably over a year before I dedicated. I consider any oath or promise I make to be of the highest sacredness and must never be broken. If you weren't ready you should have waited and just continued your meditations until you were ready.
I don't know if Satan has forsaken you, I doubt it, but you've probably irked some. Like real friends though demonstrate your commitment and never repeat your mistake and if there are some sore they should forgive you in time.

 

[kendallnight8]

No problemo! ^-^