Nah, if I were a Demon I am pretty sure I would be WAY more better at this spiritual stuff. . . Hehe. I am just curious, if it was a "destiny" if you would call it. I would like to know if my life actually was meant to be this way. Everyday I speak to Father to guide me in the right direction. I got bored so I tested closing my eyes and pressing random buttons on the JoS website. Long behold, that's what I found.
Obviously I excluded of being a possible, "Hero of the Age of Aquarius" but I will dedicate 100% into Satanism fully when I am ready. So I am finding side things to do while I wait patiently for my opportunities to arise. I can promise that, just not before it's too late either. So I work hard in school and try to fast forward life as much as I can for myself. But I have also been talking to friends, living life, and getting other weird messages. Like how the principal is a mean angry Jew and my friend said, "It's almost as if she is an alien that is the opposite of you, she doesn't know empathy.." it really hit me. I just want to help Father somehow without being a useless crap that doesn't even try. I thought about getting into the study of astrology. I wasn't really sure if I would though.
The RTR is no problem for me at all, it's just I am literally NEVER alone. Sometimes I am but I don't even think doing it once in a while is useful at all. I wanted to make better use of myself. Of course these are just thoughts and I experiment with meditations, breathing, and other stuff sometimes. He has truly enlightened me throughout my experience over a while. Thank you very much for the information because I really didn't know much about it. I couldn't find information about anywhere else.
I will make sure to listen to it,Happy HalloweenHail Satan