Dedicating my soul

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I have heard about people being under aged, what does this mean to be under aged to perform the dedication ritual? I am thirteen, am I under aged to perform it?

Also, I have been struggling with getting myself into a trance, I tried my first time today and I only got it a little. My soul is restless, I've been a good sleeper, I always struggle with falling asleep. If I continue meditating, will it improve my sleep problem and help me get further into trances?

 

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I meant I haven't been a good sleeper e.o

 

[Jeff Tielke]

underage is under 18, where you parents still have a firm hold over what you can and cant do. ad for the meditations keep working at it and you will improve. since you still live with your parents privacy is an issue, but the dedication and other rituals may be done on the astral till such a time when you are able to do so in the physical. someone on another groups site a while back said they did theirs in the bathroom before dinner. take what you can and make the best of it.

Hail Satan!
Hail Buer!

From: "clawsick0@..." <clawsick0@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sat, January 1, 2011 3:28:39 AM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Dedicating my soul

  I have heard about people being under aged, what does this mean to be under aged to perform the dedication ritual? I am thirteen, am I under aged to perform it?

Also, I have been struggling with getting myself into a trance, I tried my first time today and I only got it a little. My soul is restless, I've been a good sleeper, I always struggle with falling asleep. If I continue meditating, will it improve my sleep problem and help me get further into trances?

 

[hegenschades]

Nonsense!
I'm 13 and I performed my dedication ritual last August 13.

Are you ready to have the change of your life?
Dedication requires GREAT discipline - the discipline to meditate daily and to dedicate oneself to develop and be the best one can be in service of the Gods.

As for your trance issue. I also had difficulty and felt like giving up the first few times.
After my first handful of (unsuccessful) trance attempts, I figured that the only meditations I could possibly do were ones that didn't require a trance state. So, I just performed the foundation m., energy m., opening the soul, EZ chakra spin and directing energy meditations. I kept this up until I found out over the Yuletide season that I, in fact, COULD enter medium trances with ease.
What inspired me to try again was reading up everything I could about trances (since information on it is scattered all over the place).
Check out the meditations page and the section on hypnosis (to find out how deep a trance you got yourself into. See "Trance Depth").

I strongly suggest you follow the Spiritual Warfare Training Program in the Join Hell's Army section.
However, I think you should take advantage of the trance states you get yourself into by performing the energy m. and foundation m. while in the trance state.

Now, about your safety.
2 weeks after my dedication, my dad made me kneel on sharp beads for 5 hours nonstop and refused to see me for 3 months (as my parents are separated. There's no divorce where I'm from.) after catching me wear an inverted cross.
As much as I would absolutely love to profess my faith, I don't think Father Satan would like that to happen again.
As much as possible, try to keep your faith to yourself.
I'm sure Father would rather you pretend to be xian and keep your right to meditate and roam in safety than you publicly practice Satanism but get hurt and abused.

No worries. There's always this 13-y/o when you need me.

AVE LUCIFER ET LE DIEUX DE DUAT!
\m/

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], clawsick0@... wrote:

I have heard about people being under aged, what does this mean to be under aged to perform the dedication ritual? I am thirteen, am I under aged to perform it?

Also, I have been struggling with getting myself into a trance, I tried my first time today and I only got it a little. My soul is restless, I've been a good sleeper, I always struggle with falling asleep. If I continue meditating, will it improve my sleep problem and help me get further into trances?

 

[[email protected]]

Thank you very much, I have been following the training program and tried several trance atempts from hypnosis over youtube. I have given up for about two weeks... I am usually self-disciplined but have recently lost faith in everything. I am getting better now though.

Again, thank you very much. & if you could find me a direct link to the best place to start, I am not sure what M. Energy or foundation is.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hegenschades" <hegenschades@... wrote:

Nonsense!
I'm 13 and I performed my dedication ritual last August 13.

Are you ready to have the change of your life?
Dedication requires GREAT discipline - the discipline to meditate daily and to dedicate oneself to develop and be the best one can be in service of the Gods.

As for your trance issue. I also had difficulty and felt like giving up the first few times.
After my first handful of (unsuccessful) trance attempts, I figured that the only meditations I could possibly do were ones that didn't require a trance state. So, I just performed the foundation m., energy m., opening the soul, EZ chakra spin and directing energy meditations. I kept this up until I found out over the Yuletide season that I, in fact, COULD enter medium trances with ease.
What inspired me to try again was reading up everything I could about trances (since information on it is scattered all over the place).
Check out the meditations page and the section on hypnosis (to find out how deep a trance you got yourself into. See "Trance Depth").

I strongly suggest you follow the Spiritual Warfare Training Program in the Join Hell's Army section.
However, I think you should take advantage of the trance states you get yourself into by performing the energy m. and foundation m. while in the trance state.

Now, about your safety.
2 weeks after my dedication, my dad made me kneel on sharp beads for 5 hours nonstop and refused to see me for 3 months (as my parents are separated. There's no divorce where I'm from.) after catching me wear an inverted cross.
As much as I would absolutely love to profess my faith, I don't think Father Satan would like that to happen again.
As much as possible, try to keep your faith to yourself.
I'm sure Father would rather you pretend to be xian and keep your right to meditate and roam in safety than you publicly practice Satanism but get hurt and abused.

No worries. There's always this 13-y/o when you need me.

AVE LUCIFER ET LE DIEUX DE DUAT!
\m/

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], clawsick0@ wrote:

I have heard about people being under aged, what does this mean to be under aged to perform the dedication ritual? I am thirteen, am I under aged to perform it?

Also, I have been struggling with getting myself into a trance, I tried my first time today and I only got it a little. My soul is restless, I've been a good sleeper, I always struggle with falling asleep. If I continue meditating, will it improve my sleep problem and help me get further into trances?