Dedicated Four Years Ago

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Hello. I dedicated myself to Lucifer four years ago,  but I fell off in a sense after awhile. I've felt no presence of demons and I am always paranoid and feeling watched. It's like a painfully lonely feeling slowly made me become more "Atheist" than "Satanist". What sort of things should I do in order to rid myself of this spiritual numbness? I've never figured out who my Guardian was, and the watched feeling intensifies by extreme proportions whenever I try to meditate to near terror. I can hardly sleep. It's worse in a room that has a mirror. Any ideas? I cannot power through the feeling, I've tried.
Thanks in advance,
Mercury.

 

[Sims336]

IF you are on the up and up, FEAR is your enemy. It us up to YOU to give into it or not.

I have been a dedicated Spiritual Satanist for three years, next month. And I was terrified
at first because of all the brainwashing, but I knew, intellectually, that it was the right path.
Father Satan told me to, "Set aside your fear and walk in the sunlight." I did. And HE has
never let me down. I don't fear anymore. Even though I was recently under attack,
I never truly had fear. But I wanted it to stop. I know Father Satan is real! And the Gods are
real! So get over it.


Hail Satan!


Sims


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Hello. I dedicated myself to Lucifer four
years ago,  but I fell off in a sense after awhile. I've felt no presence of
demons and I am always paranoid and feeling watched.

It's like a painfully lonely feeling slowly made me
become more "Atheist" than "Satanist".
What sort of things should I do in order to rid myself of
this spiritual numbness? I've never figured out who my
Guardian was, and the watched feeling intensifies by extreme
proportions whenever I try to meditate to near terror. I can
hardly sleep. It's worse in a room that has a mirror.
Any ideas? I cannot power through the feeling, I've
tried.
Thanks in advance,
Mercury.









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[satansdemons]

When I hear people complaining about such things, I always say - "go back to the basics"!

Are you reading the JoS website?!

Have you done the 40 day empowerment program by HP Zevios Metathronos?

All these things that you have stated, happens because of ignorance!

Also become involved in the group and find a "connection" with Satan, with prayer and love!

In Satan's Service!

 

[satanicninja]

How to Clean Your Aura
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... aning.html

Aura Of Protection
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ction.html

Meditation for Protection


Satanism and the Kundalini Serpent
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... alini.html

Here are some comments from johnson_akemi:

You can do a Banishing Ritual or visualize Satanic electric-blue fire filling your room to banish a malicious entity.

Banishing Ritual
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... shing.html

Satanic Electric-Blue Fire (The picture is towards the middle of the page)
http://astralartsofthegods.weebly.com/extras.html

 

[Taol]

you could put a cover on the mirror and cloak the room in electric blue flames and use vinasa (banishing) then after that do Aura of Protection. K void and start the meditation you want to do.

Try to ignore as much of them as possible, if you are afraid try to focus on something else or do void meditation.

With time your fear should subside.

Not a bad question to ask for help though as how to deal with fear.

 

[Taol]

You could light some incense too.. some help to calm down.. There are those that are called 'anti-stress' or 'relax' which is a blend meant to help you relax or relieve stress or something.

Like aroma therapy, those might help too.

 

[descipleofthegods13]

Also make sure to time your banishing ritual properly, which is done by using this website.

Astrology Today: Moon Phase, Moon Sign, Moon Void of Course, Eclipses, Apogee, Perigee, Retrograde Planets and more   This website once your accurate location is put in can give you accurate results about the moon's activity, there is also a lunar calendar that will give you accurate information about the moon's daily activity with it.

Make sure to bookmark the pages, and then put back into it a false location, and then keep those bookmarks.

I can say that this website works very well. I have been using it for over a year.

 

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I need assistance in pursing Satan. I would really like to meet up with somebody please.

 

[lord easton]

just because you don't feel that Satan and his demons are not there does not make this the case . get over that fear you have .how should you do that ? by reading and studying jos .i too used to get fearful feelings .but i would read up on some sermons on jos and it would go away . i get the sense that when you say fell off a bit you mean you were not doing what you were supposed to be doing power meditations,yoga etc.i after doing my dedication to farther did not do anything at all .nothing  no yoga or power meditations . and i started to do it about a year and a half ago and it's so rewarding . i had some health issues going on and it got pretty bad it came with some symptoms . i notice when i stop these symptoms come back . yoga changes that .i say all this because at one point when i was not doing  what i should have been doing i felt like you feel now . i feel like because you just go on and do you and not focus .the enemy will try to get you. when i am  doing my Rituals they mess with me . that's what they do they are pest and will mess with you for as long as they have a window of opportunity. ignore the heck out of them . the gods are there for you . i have not seen or heard from any demon in maybe a couple of months  . but i know they are there . to me it is like if me and you were friend's i mean really good friends  and i don't call you for 7 months. that does not mean i don't have your back  and i am not here for you.i also feel like there's a set time when the gods may feel the need to make contact with you . they have come to me when i least expected .  now the question i have for you is are you really doing what you are supposed to be doing . i see and here more if i am working on improving myself . when i sit and do nothing  that's what i get nothing . or are you doing what you should be doing ? if so the more power you gain the more they ( the enemy) will want to mess with you



  I need assistance in pursing Satan. I would really like to meet up with somebody please.