I want to share something that happened to me about 15 years ago, about one week after I became a xtian. I never told anyone this because it didn't make sense to me then and I didn't understand it until a few days ago. Before I share the story, first I want to explain what I read.
I'll try my best to summarize it. I was reading the link on this site about Death, the Afterlife, and Hell, and I got to the part where it was explaining the "light" some people see when they die , then it goes on to explain how these advanced ET's use this to trick these souls into thinking that they are going to 'heaven' when they are actually harvesting these souls for their energy. But they're really after the xtian souls who are more submissive and they use the bright light and usually with an image of a 'loved one' to get them to put their guard down so they will be more submissive, making them a perfect fit so they can use them for their energy. It goes on and there is a lot more to it but that's the basis of what I need to cover to tell you my story. Definitely an interesting read though.
Well, there I was lying in bed one night 'praying', (remember I had only been a xtian for one week at this point) and as I was lying there, my legs started to shake(you know, how your leg sometimes shakes when you're sitting in a chair), then after that stopped, my arms started doing that. Keep in mind though that I was in a relaxed state. It wasn't a ceasure. Then I felt it moving to my chest and my heart started beating slower and slower. What I didn't know then that I know now is that I was going into a trance state. My heart kept beating slower and slower, then all of a sudden it was like I was out of my body going towards this light and then I saw what a silhouette start to appear who I guess was supposed to be jewsus, and I kept going towards it until it dawned on me that I didn't want to go yet, so I pulled back and opened my eyes to break the vision. For years I never could figure out what this was all about. It didn't make sense but I get it now! Those pieces of crap were trying to get me to surrender myself when I was at my most vulnerable state! Why? I trusted that Gawd for 15 years not knowing that it tried to do away with me after 1 week? Well guess what? Look at me now! I feel more motivated then ever now!! Thank you Father Satan for helping me through all that. You kept me sane enough to get through it until I found my way back to you!!! And thanks to everyone here also, for all your support!
Hail Father Satan forever!!!
I'll try my best to summarize it. I was reading the link on this site about Death, the Afterlife, and Hell, and I got to the part where it was explaining the "light" some people see when they die , then it goes on to explain how these advanced ET's use this to trick these souls into thinking that they are going to 'heaven' when they are actually harvesting these souls for their energy. But they're really after the xtian souls who are more submissive and they use the bright light and usually with an image of a 'loved one' to get them to put their guard down so they will be more submissive, making them a perfect fit so they can use them for their energy. It goes on and there is a lot more to it but that's the basis of what I need to cover to tell you my story. Definitely an interesting read though.
Well, there I was lying in bed one night 'praying', (remember I had only been a xtian for one week at this point) and as I was lying there, my legs started to shake(you know, how your leg sometimes shakes when you're sitting in a chair), then after that stopped, my arms started doing that. Keep in mind though that I was in a relaxed state. It wasn't a ceasure. Then I felt it moving to my chest and my heart started beating slower and slower. What I didn't know then that I know now is that I was going into a trance state. My heart kept beating slower and slower, then all of a sudden it was like I was out of my body going towards this light and then I saw what a silhouette start to appear who I guess was supposed to be jewsus, and I kept going towards it until it dawned on me that I didn't want to go yet, so I pulled back and opened my eyes to break the vision. For years I never could figure out what this was all about. It didn't make sense but I get it now! Those pieces of crap were trying to get me to surrender myself when I was at my most vulnerable state! Why? I trusted that Gawd for 15 years not knowing that it tried to do away with me after 1 week? Well guess what? Look at me now! I feel more motivated then ever now!! Thank you Father Satan for helping me through all that. You kept me sane enough to get through it until I found my way back to you!!! And thanks to everyone here also, for all your support!
Hail Father Satan forever!!!
