Deamon Lover

[ahmadseay48]

   hello family, last night i was speaking to Astaroth ( who i later found out was steping in for azazel who is my guardian demon ) and her and father were teaching me how to astral project. well theres this boy who lives in my group home, and i thought he was the one, ya know. Well he turned out to be an asshole, so father was telling me that there are others out there ( humans, demons, entities, etc.) and he introduced me to a demon named Alexander ( Alex for short) and ive been talking to him in and out telepathically all day.    Well i cant find anything on him in the pdf files and on the website, i was wondering if anyone knew about a male demon named Alexander. i myself am a male of the third sex, so im homosexual. and me and alex have made it clear we are in a poly relationship.   theres nothing wrong with him, hes perfect for me. and as ive been told hes been with me through out multiple past lifes. i just wanna know more about him and what god he was known as in the golden days. hes Nordic for sure, and im am a mix of cree indian, african, and german. 

 

[ahmadseay48]

hello, thank you for your replies, and yes i realize i have been tricked by this being. father satan was testing me, and happy to say i pass. this being never answerd me nd lied to me completely. and was feeding off of me, while i was aware of the psychic influence, i couldnt pint point its location, so i just built an aura of protection around myself. the being is now gone and no longer in my life, satan wanted me to learn that you cant trust anybody but him, his demons, my gurdian, and my fellow gentile satanist ( to a degree ).