Curious.

[Tabitha]

Ok i have a fear of needles, i was going to get a tattoo in fathers honor but my fear is far to great. Well i ws searching online and found about a thingcalled Scarification(look it up to understand it if u dont). And well me being a cutter as it is...my body is very used to blades. so i was thinking bout getting it done. i want one of a pentagram. but im wondering has anyone here went through with this process? pain level 1-10? does it turn out good....like last long? i dont want to get it done to have to redo it within 5 yrs or so. and information will be helpful! ty!

Hail Father Satan!

 

[Lynette Kuemper]

If it's the pain you're worried about I'd stick with the tattoos. It doesn't actually feel like getting a shot or anything like that. I'm a former cutter and getting a tattoo is about the same amount of pain as cutting (in my opinion anyway) To me it actually feels like the needle is dragging through your skin, not poking it over and over. A tattoo will stay detailed longer than scarification also, plus you never really know how a scar is going to turn out until it's fully healed, it could heal up and parts of it not be visible. If you're very fair skinned you might not be able to even see the scar at all.
 

To:
From: tabby2991@...
Subject: Curious.

  Ok i have a fear of needles, i was going to get a tattoo in fathers honor but my fear is far to great. Well i ws searching online and found about a thingcalled Scarification( look it up to understand it if u dont). And well me being a cutter as it is...my body is very used to blades. so i was thinking bout getting it done. i want one of a pentagram. but im wondering has anyone here went through with this process? pain level 1-10? does it turn out good....like last long? i dont want to get it done to have to redo it within 5 yrs or so. and information will be helpful! ty!

Hail Father Satan!

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[rocco Woodard]

actually i would go with the regular tatto personaly. i used to fear needles. but as a cutter i was like wella razor is nothing but a big ass needle. n went n got one and im goin back for more.... im gettin these to tribal style dragons holding up the top half of satans sigil and the bottom will be held up by those lil egyptian ppl idk look em up if u dont know but i had it drawn and tht shit is hard cuz for real...

From: Tabitha <tabby2991@...
To:
Sent: Tue, April 13, 2010 2:59:48 AM
Subject: Curious.

  Ok i have a fear of needles, i was going to get a tattoo in fathers honor but my fear is far to great. Well i ws searching online and found about a thingcalled Scarification( look it up to understand it if u dont). And well me being a cutter as it is...my body is very used to blades. so i was thinking bout getting it done. i want one of a pentagram. but im wondering has anyone here went through with this process? pain level 1-10? does it turn out good....like last long? i dont want to get it done to have to redo it within 5 yrs or so. and information will be helpful! ty!

Hail Father Satan!

 

[jar0085]

Hello, I have been meditating for some time and I'm gonna be honest here. I had some good progress, but I believe that I picked something up along the way and I was curious about something, and I believe it began to show itself when I came to this site. My seeking started me out with drugs, the bible, back to drugs, and then slowly but surely getting rid of a few bad things, but I feel like I'm stuck and my "communications" have always been poor. Like I only get short bursts of words here and there, and furthermore, I'm told not to meditate. It's like there are two conflicting voices. I wonder what they are. Is one my old ways, memes, thoughtforms, etc, while the other is one of Satan? I'll tell you this though, they sometimes use "jesus christ" when they're upset with me and a lot of the behavior I have been guided to, is interesting...
I will add on I have never used any formal banishing.  Whatever is going on, my 6th chakara seems blocked off, is it possible I violated some form of spiritual law? Or do I have something blocking my path from my way to this point? I never did any formal ritual, but the voice claims to be one of Satans. I believe it's of the "enemy" for the lack of a better word, or rather, something within mimics to distract. I sometimes wonder if I'm simply lost in my own head trying to comprehend something incomprehensible whilst making a great embarrassment of myself. 

 

[dylanbartone]

Once you arrived at JoS the 'enemy' got scared. Thus the constant Jesus bs. If you never tried to dedicate in any way shape or form its 1000% not of the powers of hell; especially if it doesn't want U meditating or tries to convince u into weed or other drugs.
Conduct a proper banishment ritual on the voices trying to hinder any kind of energy raising practices and the ones tht attack u with Christian related topics.Once they are gone your 6th chakra should feel some relief of that blocking if not just fully open the next time u meditate on it.

Do a dedication ritual to our father as soon u feel u r ready.

 

[jar0085]

Out of curiosity, the contents of one's heads, can they warp messages being received? Like if a seeker is always watching porn, would the lingo they hear in their head from the message have "porno" speak in it. Or are these guys good enough that the matrix of the mind can't filter their words into two sounding words?

 

[vahswplhvsc4357o4irdmlulgj4pifhsbojb2jzg]

Are you even dedicated? www.templeofzeus.org

If you meditate without being dedicated, you're inviting disaster to your front door...

 

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With that said you should add the final Ritual to at least once a day cause it sounds like the enemies curses if you add that to your meditation schedule and clean your aura afterwards you should feel much better.

 

[vahswplhvsc4357o4irdmlulgj4pifhsbojb2jzg]

Dude, study www.templeofzeus.org and don't do drugs.

 

[jar0085]

I have the prayer down on a piece of paper, I just haven't bled for it yet. A part of me wants to and another part is still scared of what it means and is to come. To be quite frank, I have been meditating heavily in the 6th chakara mostly because it was the first one I started on and I was able to get a sensation that is always up. Even when I'm moving about at work. Over time, I have had many experiences with it. So I know it has grown, but at the same time I was being very degenerate (porn, pot, anger, hatred, violent video games, etc, and in a house full of others who are the same). I'm sure my mundane ways influenced it in some capacity. I even got into some erotic hypnosis which I'm sure did far more damage than I realize. Even typing this now there is pressure between my eye brows and it's been like this for 2 years now. I have done magic without props, but I also think at times it wasn't my own. Now, it's like I'm inert, and nothing but the pressure is still there. I don't know if one of the voices was really a demon and I insulted said demon and now I'm punished, but I am not dedicated. I guess my fear is, do I have to become like a monk? I mean, I can, I have sort of in the past for a small length of time, but I stopped it because it was for the bible. The die voice gets louder the more intensely I focus in the third eye. Do guardian demons leave if one is too disobedient? Because I have damn near been doing the opposite of the voices since I can't discern whose is whose. 
Regardless, I do want to begin taking meditation far more seriously, and if this is the path I am set before, I will take it since I am looking for something more than myself with experiences. No one in my immediate environment even meditates and no one believes me when I speak about my experiences.

---In , <donotfearthetruth@... wrote :

Are you even dedicated? www.templeofzeus.org

If you meditate without being dedicated, you're inviting disaster to your front door...

 

[Mark Robinson]

Dedicating to Satan will cure an awful lot of Christian bullshit I did that and cursed the Nazarene ritual and 16 years of Christian brainwashing disipated overnight and left me at peace with myself after that I just had a really nice feeling of being untouchable 

  I have the prayer down on a piece of paper, I just haven't bled for it yet. A part of me wants to and another part is still scared of what it means and is to come. To be quite frank, I have been meditating heavily in the 6th chakara mostly because it was the first one I started on and I was able to get a sensation that is always up. Even when I'm moving about at work. Over time, I have had many experiences with it. So I know it has grown, but at the same time I was being very degenerate (porn, pot, anger, hatred, violent video games, etc, and in a house full of others who are the same). I'm sure my mundane ways influenced it in some capacity. I even got into some erotic hypnosis which I'm sure did far more damage than I realize. Even typing this now there is pressure between my eye brows and it's been like this for 2 years now. I have done magic without props, but I also think at times it wasn't my own. Now, it's like I'm inert, and nothing but the pressure is still there. I don't know if one of the voices was really a demon and I insulted said demon and now I'm punished, but I am not dedicated. I guess my fear is, do I have to become like a monk? I mean, I can, I have sort of in the past for a small length of time, but I stopped it because it was for the bible. The die voice gets louder the more intensely I focus in the third eye. Do guardian demons leave if one is too disobedient? Because I have damn near been doing the opposite of the voices since I can't discern whose is whose. 
Regardless, I do want to begin taking meditation far more seriously, and if this is the path I am set before, I will take it since I am looking for something more than myself with experiences. No one in my immediate environment even meditates and no one believes me when I speak about my experiences.

---In , <donotfearthetruth@... wrote :

Are you even dedicated? www.templeofzeus.org

If you meditate without being dedicated, you're inviting disaster to your front door...

[/QUOTE]

 

[vahswplhvsc4357o4irdmlulgj4pifhsbojb2jzg]

If the voices tell you to stop meditating, do pot, or do drugs or whatever else that is HARMFUL to YOU, then it IS THE ENEMY!

Father Satan and the True Gods would NEVER harm you or force you to do things that are bad for you.

 

[vahswplhvsc4357o4irdmlulgj4pifhsbojb2jzg]

There is a sermon about "porn": https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopi ... Larissa666

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Satan and our Guardian Demon(s) DO NOT punish us. They let us learn lessons on our own, but they never punish us. Satan and His Demons do not leave us either, as long as we are doing things to better ourselves, advance, participate in Rituals and work on having a close relationship with Satan and our Guardian Demon(s). 

  If the voices tell you to stop meditating, do pot, or do drugs or whatever else that is HARMFUL to YOU, then it IS THE ENEMY!

Father Satan and the True Gods would NEVER harm you or force you to do things that are bad for you.

 

[jar0085]

Thanks guys. I'm gonna go and take your advice. Thanks for your words.

 

[Michele Davis]

I understand where you are coming from. In some ways I have to hide who I am and what I Believe. Which I believe the truth. Satan is the only way. Satan is the only way to the truth. Satan is/will not push us in the wrong direction. Why would he harm us? We are all here because we have all been feed to too the Lions by the "God/Jesus Christ" shit. I love SATAN.. I trust him in all parts of my life. I am by no means a weak person. Not at all. I love SATAN and my Gardening DEMON. I'm in love with my Garden DEMON... I know my purpose in life. Satan and my garden demon has told me what my life is what it is going to be. I ask my Garden DEMON if I can drink. Fuck men that I don't know because my boyfriend is in another country. I ask before I do so. If the answer is no then no is no. IDK if this helps or if anyone has something to add to it. HAIL SATAN ALWAYS EVERYDAY FOREVER.. HAIL SATAN HAIL SATAN HAIL SATAN HAIL SATAN HAIL SATAN HAIL SATAN..

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Regardless, I do want to begin taking meditation far more seriously, and if this is the path I am set before, I will take it since I am looking for something more than myself with experiences. No one in my immediate environment even meditates and no one believes me when I speak about my experiences.

---In , <donotfearthetruth@... wrote :

Are you even dedicated? www.templeofzeus.org

If you meditate without being dedicated, you're inviting disaster to your front door... [/QUOTE][/QUOTE]

 

[dylanbartone]

Most the time I'm meditating my entire body feels like it's shaking (like the ppl in an electric chair) but when I open my eyes to look at my self (can still feel my entire body shaking) nothing is trembling or shaking but thats not at all how it feels. Its not painful or anything but it makes it hard to steady my breathing. Can some one tell me y this happens?

Also can a chakra make it feel like ur being stabbed when its opening? Like a literal sharp object going in u?

 

[jar0085]

Out of curiosity, if one doesn't do simple mundane things, will the Gods over time tell you that hate you and/or spit on you. Give you nightmares because "you weren't behaving" and such other things that are basically negative in nature? They even threaten me that I will pay for what I'm doing. I can be doing the Rituals and the one that claims to be Lilith interrupts me during chants and I can hear her voice clearly between chants. Furthermore, When I go to meditate they constantly shout "out", "die", "behave", or some other one liners.
Then there is the fact they never ever stop talking, unless I literally go play a video game for a hour. They threaten to leave when I act up against them because I get tired of basically trying to be forced by an endless stream of voices trying to tell me what to do. I think they're super deceptive, because they'll give me good advice, which I would obviously take because its good, but then say it's the day of the moon and on the hour of the moon they interrupt me and try to make me do something else instead of working on my 6th chakara despite this being the best times to do it. The only thing that seems to work is the VeeSahNash chant and it only keeps the voices away for a few minutes. They have told me things like they keep my aura clean so there's no point for me to do it personally, but I ignore them and do it anyway. Furthermore, they're constantly interrupting me. They lie and try to convince me it was for some reason, but this is constant.
I think some evil aliens are role-playing satan and lilith and while I didn't want to believe it, I'm beginning to think they really are. I mean, the voices went nuts just now as I was typing this. My question I guess is that, what are the chances the voices I hear are role-players? Because I wanted to believe dearly that they were the real deal, but a part of me genuinely believes they are not. I don't feel loved, they tell me they hate me, and they try to control me by repeatedly telling me what to do, and half the time they'll tell me one thing, I'll go do it, and then the next minute, they're telling me it wasn't them. Yet, the voices' tone and temper doesn't change. They pretend they're happy and I ask them if they are, then they say they're not.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Hi jar0085,
The gods and goddesses of Hell never tell us hateful, malicious things. They do not tear us down emotionally, mentally or spiritually. They do not talk continuously. 
Your intuition and genuine feelings are definitely right. They certainly never interrupt us when we do Rituals.
Don't interact with these voices or entities. Void meditation helps a great deal and so does plain ignoring themYou can also do more mundane, physical activities to ground you and why do not things that you enjoy? When you are having a good time with friends, family, pets, yourself, etc. the enemy will have trouble getting through to you as easily.
But now you know what they sound like, what their pattern of speech is, their energy and how they make you feel. When a god or goddess comes to visit you, they leave a feeling of brightness, power, and exhilaration in our room and in us, for example. (These are my personal experiences, anyways.)
My own feelings tell you these are Greys never shutting up. The enemy Nordics say less but are always scheming. They are better at impersonating energies of love, power, and can fill one's room with these energies that no Grey or corrupted being can mimic.
I am even sometimes tricked by them. But now I recognize their energies compared to those of my Guardians, the Powers of Hell. The enemy Nordics gave themselves away by continuing to trick me. Now I cannot be fooled by them.
The Powers of Hell let these things happen so we can be better at discerning energies, actions from the enemy and gain valuable experience. I always wondered why Satan and my Guardians did not step in to destroy the imposters (both tall Greys and enemy Nordics) but it gave me a lot of experience. 
The enemy Nordics can only imitate the "love" energy for so long or keep up a "nice" and "pleasant" personality or conversation. Their contempt and hatred towards us taints everything they do when they try to further deceive us. Their true feelings always eventually show.
Build up a stronger, better aura of protection, if you are not already doing so. Have you tried programming your aura to also repel the enemy?


  Out of curiosity, if one doesn't do simple mundane things, will the Gods over time tell you that hate you and/or spit on you. Give you nightmares because "you weren't behaving" and such other things that are basically negative in nature? They even threaten me that I will pay for what I'm doing. I can be doing the Rituals and the one that claims to be Lilith interrupts me during chants and I can hear her voice clearly between chants. Furthermore, When I go to meditate they constantly shout "out", "die", "behave", or some other one liners.
Then there is the fact they never ever stop talking, unless I literally go play a video game for a hour. They threaten to leave when I act up against them because I get tired of basically trying to be forced by an endless stream of voices trying to tell me what to do. I think they're super deceptive, because they'll give me good advice, which I would obviously take because its good, but then say it's the day of the moon and on the hour of the moon they interrupt me and try to make me do something else instead of working on my 6th chakara despite this being the best times to do it. The only thing that seems to work is the VeeSahNash chant and it only keeps the voices away for a few minutes. They have told me things like they keep my aura clean so there's no point for me to do it personally, but I ignore them and do it anyway. Furthermore, they're constantly interrupting me. They lie and try to convince me it was for some reason, but this is constant.
I think some evil aliens are role-playing satan and lilith and while I didn't want to believe it, I'm beginning to think they really are. I mean, the voices went nuts just now as I was typing this. My question I guess is that, what are the chances the voices I hear are role-players? Because I wanted to believe dearly that they were the real deal, but a part of me genuinely believes they are not. I don't feel loved, they tell me they hate me, and they try to control me by repeatedly telling me what to do, and half the time they'll tell me one thing, I'll go do it, and then the next minute, they're telling me it wasn't them. Yet, the voices' tone and temper doesn't change. They pretend they're happy and I ask them if they are, then they say they're not.

 

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Jar, think about it. Why would Satan, the gods or any demons attack you for meditating or doing Rituals?

Why would they tell you to behave for doing a ritual that lifts curses and bindings on you & frees you and Satan's people? Why would they harass you, lie to you, tell you to die, tell you they hate you and all these things, for doing something that is beneficial to you, to them, and to us as a whole?


In case you still haven't figured it out, the answer is they wouldn't. They would never do that, and certainly not for doing what a satanist is supposed to be doing(meditation and Ritual). And even if you were intentionally and actively working against Satan & Lilith, they would surely not bother to just harass you verbally. You'd be killed outright.


Don't listen to those voices, they're not who they say they are. Definitely enemy harassment. If any voice claims to be someone noteworthy, make sure you fact check. There's been plenty of writing on this subject so do some searching if you care enough.

Most importantly, use your head. It only takes a gram of logic to dispel the bullshit.


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Out of curiosity, if one doesn't do simple mundane things, will the Gods over time tell you that hate you and/or spit on you. Give you nightmares because "you weren't behaving" and such other things that are basically negative in nature? They even threaten me that I will pay for what I'm doing. I can be doing the Rituals and the one that claims to be Lilith interrupts me during chants and I can hear her voice clearly between chants. Furthermore, When I go to meditate they constantly shout "out", "die", "behave", or some other one liners.
Then there is the fact they never ever stop talking, unless I literally go play a video game for a hour. They threaten to leave when I act up against them because I get tired of basically trying to be forced by an endless stream of voices trying to tell me what to do. I think they're super deceptive, because they'll give me good advice, which I would obviously take because its good, but then say it's the day of the moon and on the hour of the moon they interrupt me and try to make me do something else instead of working on my 6th chakara despite this being the best times to do it. The only thing that seems to work is the VeeSahNash chant and it only keeps the voices away for a few minutes. They have told me things like they keep my aura clean so there's no point for me to do it personally, but I ignore them and do it anyway. Furthermore, they're constantly interrupting me. They lie and try to convince me it was for some reason, but this is constant.
I think some evil aliens are role-playing satan and lilith and while I didn't want to believe it, I'm beginning to think they really are. I mean, the voices went nuts just now as I was typing this. My question I guess is that, what are the chances the voices I hear are role-players? Because I wanted to believe dearly that they were the real deal, but a part of me genuinely believes they are not. I don't feel loved, they tell me they hate me, and they try to control me by repeatedly telling me what to do, and half the time they'll tell me one thing, I'll go do it, and then the next minute, they're telling me it wasn't them. Yet, the voices' tone and temper doesn't change. They pretend they're happy and I ask them if they are, then they say they're not.

 

[R B]

That's definitely the enemy.They love toying with our minds.Banish them!!In an earlier post,you said you haven't dedicated your soul to Satan officially.. doing so smoothens the way to a great extent.Never tolerate the enemy. 

  Out of curiosity, if one doesn't do simple mundane things, will the Gods over time tell you that hate you and/or spit on you. Give you nightmares because "you weren't behaving" and such other things that are basically negative in nature? They even threaten me that I will pay for what I'm doing. I can be doing the Rituals and the one that claims to be Lilith interrupts me during chants and I can hear her voice clearly between chants. Furthermore, When I go to meditate they constantly shout "out", "die", "behave", or some other one liners.
Then there is the fact they never ever stop talking, unless I literally go play a video game for a hour. They threaten to leave when I act up against them because I get tired of basically trying to be forced by an endless stream of voices trying to tell me what to do. I think they're super deceptive, because they'll give me good advice, which I would obviously take because its good, but then say it's the day of the moon and on the hour of the moon they interrupt me and try to make me do something else instead of working on my 6th chakara despite this being the best times to do it. The only thing that seems to work is the VeeSahNash chant and it only keeps the voices away for a few minutes. They have told me things like they keep my aura clean so there's no point for me to do it personally, but I ignore them and do it anyway. Furthermore, they're constantly interrupting me. They lie and try to convince me it was for some reason, but this is constant.
I think some evil aliens are role-playing satan and lilith and while I didn't want to believe it, I'm beginning to think they really are. I mean, the voices went nuts just now as I was typing this. My question I guess is that, what are the chances the voices I hear are role-players? Because I wanted to believe dearly that they were the real deal, but a part of me genuinely believes they are not. I don't feel loved, they tell me they hate me, and they try to control me by repeatedly telling me what to do, and half the time they'll tell me one thing, I'll go do it, and then the next minute, they're telling me it wasn't them.. Yet, the voices' tone and temper doesn't change. They pretend they're happy and I ask them if they are, then they say they're not.

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[R B]

These beings might have stuck around cause you're giving them pretty much attention.You're conversing with the enemy every now and then. That's just encouraging them to keep bugging you.Remember, never tolerate the enemy

  Out of curiosity, if one doesn't do simple mundane things, will the Gods over time tell you that hate you and/or spit on you. Give you nightmares because "you weren't behaving" and such other things that are basically negative in nature? They even threaten me that I will pay for what I'm doing. I can be doing the Rituals and the one that claims to be Lilith interrupts me during chants and I can hear her voice clearly between chants. Furthermore, When I go to meditate they constantly shout "out", "die", "behave", or some other one liners.
Then there is the fact they never ever stop talking, unless I literally go play a video game for a hour. They threaten to leave when I act up against them because I get tired of basically trying to be forced by an endless stream of voices trying to tell me what to do. I think they're super deceptive, because they'll give me good advice, which I would obviously take because its good, but then say it's the day of the moon and on the hour of the moon they interrupt me and try to make me do something else instead of working on my 6th chakara despite this being the best times to do it. The only thing that seems to work is the VeeSahNash chant and it only keeps the voices away for a few minutes. They have told me things like they keep my aura clean so there's no point for me to do it personally, but I ignore them and do it anyway. Furthermore, they're constantly interrupting me. They lie and try to convince me it was for some reason, but this is constant.
I think some evil aliens are role-playing satan and lilith and while I didn't want to believe it, I'm beginning to think they really are. I mean, the voices went nuts just now as I was typing this. My question I guess is that, what are the chances the voices I hear are role-players? Because I wanted to believe dearly that they were the real deal, but a part of me genuinely believes they are not. I don't feel loved, they tell me they hate me, and they try to control me by repeatedly telling me what to do, and half the time they'll tell me one thing, I'll go do it, and then the next minute, they're telling me it wasn't them. Yet, the voices' tone and temper doesn't change. They pretend they're happy and I ask them if they are, then they say they're not.

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[jar0085]

I dedicated at the end of the month last month, so I have been been actively meditating, but not in the capacity that I desire and I will soon enough once I "set" myself to do it. It's just been a slow ride with the voices communicating to me continually. It's been interesting to say the least, but the most they seem to be able to do is influence my dreams and try to distract me in mundane things and my spiritual pursuits. I have been doing the Ritual at least once a day and sometimes more.

 

[dylanbartone]

Is my rune combination no good?

For my AoP I'm using the runes fehu and sowilo. Using them like this - "affirmations(x9): FéSól(x4)"

I repeat in a set of 4 so the mantra is said 4 times; affirmation being repeated 36 times.

 

[Shannon1]

Using Sowilo rune and Algiz rune is better than fehu. Other than that, using Sanskrit for protection is better. Suryae is the Sanskrit word for the Sun. The Sun is very powerful for protection. 
Using that 13 times or more is effective after raising your energies. 
High Priestess Shannon 

  Is my rune combination no good?

For my AoP I'm using the runes fehu and sowilo. Using them like this - "affirmations(x9): FéSól(x4)"

I repeat in a set of 4 so the mantra is said 4 times; affirmation being repeated 36 times.

 

[kunrbert]

The same thing happened with me, too. The power meditation, aura claning, protectiv aura and RAUM meditations solved the problem. I started to speaking with "them" because they preteneded to be Set and his wife Nephthys. Well, they were not! But I went through a lot of shit because of ate the lie. Nightmers, horror day and night without stop. It is hard to believe how weak they really are. They attack usually when we sleep, and if you start to fight with them without enough energy it won't be fun for you, BUT, if you loaded with energy, you will defeat them easily. And soon they gonna be the prey.