Couple wonderments.

[Tara Doland]

First off somehow i think that father has abandoned me: i have been asking for sometime now for some kind of money to come so that me and my guy can move into a house that we like and to keep it up, and nothing. we need to get out of where were living at asap, his father (the other guy that were living with) treats us like sh*t. I get off of work just as hes going to work (he doesn't do a 9 hr day like the rest of us) so when he comes back im just gettin into a restful sleep and then im woken up by light, he's opened the door again and when i try to close it he says i better not even think about it, he doesn't realize that i need my sleep and ive actually been nodding off at work now because im not getting enough sleep at the house. my guys father doesn't care about anyone else but himself.   Also, i was told in a dream my lilith herself that im on of her daughters and that she is my GD, is this possible that lilith is my GD?   I eagerly wait any and all responses.

 

[Mac Friday]

Father doesnt leave us, NEVER! It could be that he is busy and will get back with you at a later time and or have someone else assist you. You can also try summoning one of the lesser Gods, they can handle the majority of our problems as well. Even though they are titled lesser Gods, they are still way more powerful than us. Sometimes we have to respect that Father Satan is busy and we need to break the habit of calling upon him all the time. Think of it like a chain of command. There are other Gods that can assist you and help in your situation. There is nothing wrong with asking Father, but if it feels like he's busy then try another or just wait.
He hears always and never think that he doesn't. He will help you out eventually just give it time. Continue to advance in your Power Meditation and rituals. There are money spells and you can try using the Kabalistic Square of the Sun for wealth and money problems.
 Rege, Satanas!*Rege, Azazel!*Rege, Amdusias
PRAISE THE Mighty 4 Crowns of Duat!

Al Jilwah
I remember necessary affairs and execute them in due time. I teach and guide those who follow my instructions. If anyone obey me and conform to my commandments, he shall have joy, delight, and comfort.
-Satan

Mac Friday
www.joyofsatan.com

From: Tara Doland <satansvamp@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Mon, April 4, 2011 3:21:32 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Couple wonderments.

  First off somehow i think that father has abandoned me: i have been asking for sometime now for some kind of money to come so that me and my guy can move into a house that we like and to keep it up, and nothing. we need to get out of where were living at asap, his father (the other guy that were living with) treats us like sh*t. I get off of work just as hes going to work (he doesn't do a 9 hr day like the rest of us) so when he comes back im just gettin into a restful sleep and then im woken up by light, he's opened the door again and when i try to close it he says i better not even think about it, he doesn't realize that i need my sleep and ive actually been nodding off at work now because im not getting enough sleep at the house. my guys father doesn't care about anyone else but himself.   Also, i was told in a dream my lilith herself that im on of her daughters and that she is my GD, is this possible that lilith is my GD?   I eagerly wait any and all responses.

 

[Tara Doland]

Where i live at right now i cant do summoning or even get my astral temple together because there is WAY too much negative energy where i am currently living at. I completely understand that father is busy and rarely call on him, in fact the 5 years that I've been a satanist, i have called on him maybe 3 times! me and my guy just desparately need to get out of where we are right now.   no one has said anything about the question regarding lilith being my GD. I have always felt extremely close to her to the point where it's a personal connection. She fits me perfectly.

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

well im sure she can be a guardina. do mediations on her and try to get closer and some answers.
-----Original Message-----
Date: Tuesday, April 05, 2011 4:31:37 pm
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "Tara Doland" <satansvamp@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Couple wonderments.

Where i live at right now i cant do summoning or even get my astral temple
together because there is WAY too much negative energy where i am currently
living at. I completely understand that father is busy and rarely call on him,
in fact the 5 years that I've been a satanist, i have called on him maybe 3
times! me and my guy just desparately need to get out of where we are right now.
 
no one has said anything about the question regarding lilith being my GD. I have
always felt extremely close to her to the point where it's a personal
connection. She fits me perfectly.

 

[Mac Friday]

You need to try a banishing ritual and also try using the runes to place a protective shield around you to deflect negative energy. Regarding lilith, it's possible but you need to make sure this is lilith your talking to. The most you can do is pretty much wait until your next contact and ask her if she is with Father Satan. I would normally say summon her but lilith is not for summoning. So if by any chance that you are wrong, then the summoning would be not right. What you can also do is not summon her but pray to her and ask. She will come to you if what you say is true. 
 Rege, Satanas!*Rege, Azazel!*Rege, Amdusias
PRAISE THE Mighty 4 Crowns of Duat!

Al Jilwah
I remember necessary affairs and execute them in due time. I teach and guide those who follow my instructions. If anyone obey me and conform to my commandments, he shall have joy, delight, and comfort.
-Satan

Mac Friday
www.joyofsatan.com

From: Tara Doland <satansvamp@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tue, April 5, 2011 1:21:33 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Couple wonderments.

  Where i live at right now i cant do summoning or even get my astral temple together because there is WAY too much negative energy where i am currently living at. I completely understand that father is busy and rarely call on him, in fact the 5 years that I've been a satanist, i have called on him maybe 3 times! me and my guy just desparately need to get out of where we are right now.   no one has said anything about the question regarding lilith being my GD. I have always felt extremely close to her to the point where it's a personal connection. She fits me perfectly.

 

[Tommy Kusuma]

<td val[/IMG]Dear Tara Doland,

With respect, I fully doubt that Father will abandon any of His beloved Children.
Father desires Us not only to be strong in Him but also to be strong Ourselves to overcome bad circumstances in life.
I understand the monetary depression that You are going through, hoping for Your break..
However, I do believe in doing what we can with what we have. The way of Spiritual Satanists is in empowering our souls,changing our circumstances for the better.
I do hope to paint a light of hope in your situation,
As of today, I received a sum of money in my bank account..i was entitled for a certain sum from a deposit that i paid..Amazingly, it came in DOUBLE the amount! and am supposed to receive it only a month later..(which enables me to sort out financial issues i had).Right away, i knew it was of Father's help.(There's no way that particular "organization" would experience miscalculation or error on the amount of the deposit money). Am still amazed...what a sigh of relieve..
Be patient Tara. At the same time try to work with your aura to attract money.
All the best there Tara!

TK.
HS.

--- On Mon, 4/4/11, Tara Doland <satansvamp@... wrote:

From: Tara Doland <satansvamp@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Couple wonderments.
To: [email protected]
Date: Monday, April 4, 2011, 3:21 PM

  First off somehow i think that father has abandoned me: i have been asking for sometime now for some kind of money to come so that me and my guy can move into a house that we like and to keep it up, and nothing. we need to get out of where were living at asap, his father (the other guy that were living with) treats us like sh*t. I get off of work just as hes going to work (he doesn't do a 9 hr day like the rest of us) so when he comes back im just gettin into a restful sleep and then im woken up by light, he's opened the door again and when i try to close it he says i better not even think about it, he doesn't realize that i need my sleep and ive actually been nodding off at work now because im not getting enough sleep at the house. my guys father doesn't care about anyone else but himself.   Also, i was told in a dream my lilith herself that im on of her daughters and that she is my GD, is this possible that lilith is my GD?   I eagerly wait any and all responses.

[/TD]

 

[Tara Doland]

as ive said before i cannot do any rituals, build my astral temple or do any meditations where I live because it might as well be a christian household and the negative energy thats in there is near chokin the life outta me everyday. the reason that I asked about lilith is because many people have said that she cannot be a GD, and that she appears only to those whom she wants to, and if this is true, then I feel extremely lucky.

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

hmm i know but you should meditate outside or vibrate the rune raidho, it is the rune of relocation and moving house etc
-----Original Message-----
Date: Tuesday, April 05, 2011 10:48:02 pm
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "Tara Doland" <satansvamp@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Couple wonderments.

as ive said before i cannot do any rituals, build my astral temple or do any
meditations where I live because it might as well be a christian household and
the negative energy thats in there is near chokin the life outta me everyday.
the reason that I asked about lilith is because many people have said that she
cannot be a GD, and that she appears only to those whom she wants to, and if
this is true, then I feel extremely lucky.

 

[Allison P]

Well, my friend's guardian is Lilith. She's probably only a GD to
certain people, so you are indeed lucky.

On 4/5/11, Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:
hmm i know but you should meditate outside or vibrate the rune raidho, it
is the rune of relocation and moving house etc
-----Original Message-----
Date: Tuesday, April 05, 2011 10:48:02 pm
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "Tara Doland" <satansvamp@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Couple wonderments.

as ive said before i cannot do any rituals, build my astral temple or do any
meditations where I live because it might as well be a christian household
and
the negative energy thats in there is near chokin the life outta me
everyday.
the reason that I asked about lilith is because many people have said that
she
cannot be a GD, and that she appears only to those whom she wants to, and if
this is true, then I feel extremely lucky.

 

[Mac Friday]

Everyone is able to do anything. Anyone can build an astral temple. You need to stop making excuses our you will never progress. I told you to at least try to do your astral temple. And there are plenty of things to do to rid yourself and your area of unwanted energies. In the end no one can advance you, you will have to do this yourself so as long as you keep posting on how you cant do this or do that. Then it will never get done.
You need to do something about that energy. We dont just sit around and let shit like this bother us. We have the ability to stop unwanted things, you just have to work for it. It's not going to come to you easy through a post of answers. In the end your still going to need to do your rituals and meditations. Go somewhere else or to a friends house. It really depends on how bad you want to advance. I cant think of one time in youth that I was alone or couldn't get somewhere by myself.
The next time you find yourself alone or off somewhere. You better seize the moment, I mean it's really up to you.
 Rege, Satanas!*Rege, Azazel!*Rege, Amdusias
PRAISE THE Mighty 4 Crowns of Duat!

Al Jilwah
I remember necessary affairs and execute them in due time. I teach and guide those who follow my instructions. If anyone obey me and conform to my commandments, he shall have joy, delight, and comfort.
-Satan

Mac Friday
www.joyofsatan.com

From: Tara Doland <satansvamp@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tue, April 5, 2011 3:07:47 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Couple wonderments.

  as ive said before i cannot do any rituals, build my astral temple or do any meditations where I live because it might as well be a christian household and the negative energy thats in there is near chokin the life outta me everyday. the reason that I asked about lilith is because many people have said that she cannot be a GD, and that she appears only to those whom she wants to, and if this is true, then I feel extremely lucky.

 

[Matali Noka]

In addition to what Mac said - you can do the consecration ritual in the astral temple itself.
Just construct the temple, then visualize performing the ritual.

There is no reason for you to be unable to meditate.
Lots of friends of mine have come to me complaining they can't meditate without being seen.
I say that's absolute bullshit.
You can pretend to take a nap or to be sleeping when in fact, you're meditating. I do this all the time.

Now, if you're concerned about the possibility that people may hear you chant, you're in luck.
I researched lately about what gurus call "Manasic Japa".
This is vibration within the mind only, and not vibration aloud.
Scriptures state that this is 10k times more powerful than loud chanting.
Even Franz Bardon (author of IIH) instructs not to vibrate materially.

Though, I have consulted Maxine on this and have yet to receive response from her (she's a remarkably busy woman).

Note, though, that no meditation will be effective until you have completely opened your chakras.

If you need to discuss anything, I'm always open for email conversation.
government.hooker@...


AVE OMNES DOMINUS LUCIFER!
http://www.ibleedhandsanitizer.tumblr.com/

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Mac Friday <macfriday@... wrote:

Everyone is able to do anything. Anyone can build an astral temple. You need to
stop making excuses our you will never progress. I told you to at least try to
do your astral temple. And there are plenty of things to do to rid yourself and
your area of unwanted energies. In the end no one can advance you, you will have
to do this yourself so as long as you keep posting on how you cant do this or do
that. Then it will never get done.

You need to do something about that energy. We dont just sit around and let shit
like this bother us. We have the ability to stop unwanted things, you just have
to work for it. It's not going to come to you easy through a post of answers. In
the end your still going to need to do your rituals and meditations. Go
somewhere else or to a friends house. It really depends on how bad you want to
advance. I cant think of one time in youth that I was alone or couldn't get
somewhere by myself.

The next time you find yourself alone or off somewhere. You better seize the
moment, I mean it's really up to you.
Rege, Satanas!*Rege, Azazel!*Rege, Amdusias
PRAISE THE Mighty 4 Crowns of Duat!


Al Jilwah
I remember necessary affairs and execute them in due time. I teach and guide
those who follow my instructions. If anyone obey me and conform to my
commandments, he shall have joy, delight, and comfort.

-Satan

Mac Friday
www.joyofsatan.com




________________________________
From: Tara Doland <satansvamp@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tue, April 5, 2011 3:07:47 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Couple wonderments.


as ive said before i cannot do any rituals, build my astral temple or do any
meditations where I live because it might as well be a christian household and
the negative energy thats in there is near chokin the life outta me everyday.
the reason that I asked about lilith is because many people have said that she
cannot be a GD, and that she appears only to those whom she wants to, and if
this is true, then I feel extremely lucky.

 

[[email protected]]

Tara, I'm a really busy person and I had to heal an injury before I could advance properly. Also I was living in an xian home when I started mediatating. When I first started mediatating I would divide it up into three ten minutes sessions. You can mediate in the shower in the morning, you may even be able to chant quietly because no one is going to hear you with the water running. Mediate in the bath at night. And go for a walk when you arrive home from work. Just go into a light trance for now. Sometimes I'll still go into a light trance while out walking in the sunshine and get a mediation in, especially if it is during my busy period. You can get into a heavy one when you get out of the situation. Or maybe even go to bed half an hour eariler and go into a deep trance then, or wake up eariler - but reset your alarm if you plan on mediating in bed. I know how hard it can be when the atmosphere around you is so negative. This negativity interacts with your aura. Focus on building a stronger aura that sends the negativity back to whoever it came from (see how they like it lol). When you are no longer being affected by the negative, do a money mediation. Program green and gold energy in your aura (I always take it in and keep it there when I require something using colour) with affrimations like "green-gold energy is attracting lots of free, easy money from a positive source" (make up your own, that's just an example). Redo the mediation for a few days to make sure the energy stays and is doing what you want, then just forget about it. Hope that helps, good luck to you.

Hail Satan ------------------From: "Matali Noka" <government.hooker@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Wed, 06 Apr 2011 15:18:23 -0000To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Couple wonderments.
  In addition to what Mac said - you can do the consecration ritual in the astral temple itself.
Just construct the temple, then visualize performing the ritual.

There is no reason for you to be unable to meditate.
Lots of friends of mine have come to me complaining they can't meditate without being seen.
I say that's absolute bullshit.
You can pretend to take a nap or to be sleeping when in fact, you're meditating. I do this all the time.

Now, if you're concerned about the possibility that people may hear you chant, you're in luck.
I researched lately about what gurus call "Manasic Japa".
This is vibration within the mind only, and not vibration aloud.
Scriptures state that this is 10k times more powerful than loud chanting.
Even Franz Bardon (author of IIH) instructs not to vibrate materially.

Though, I have consulted Maxine on this and have yet to receive response from her (she's a remarkably busy woman).

Note, though, that no meditation will be effective until you have completely opened your chakras.

If you need to discuss anything, I'm always open for email conversation.
government.hooker@...


AVE OMNES DOMINUS LUCIFER!
http://www.ibleedhandsanitizer.tumblr.com/

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Mac Friday <macfriday@... wrote:

Everyone is able to do anything. Anyone can build an astral temple. You need to
stop making excuses our you will never progress. I told you to at least try to
do your astral temple. And there are plenty of things to do to rid yourself and
your area of unwanted energies. In the end no one can advance you, you will have
to do this yourself so as long as you keep posting on how you cant do this or do
that. Then it will never get done.

You need to do something about that energy. We dont just sit around and let shit
like this bother us. We have the ability to stop unwanted things, you just have
to work for it. It's not going to come to you easy through a post of answers. In
the end your still going to need to do your rituals and meditations. Go
somewhere else or to a friends house. It really depends on how bad you want to
advance. I cant think of one time in youth that I was alone or couldn't get
somewhere by myself.

The next time you find yourself alone or off somewhere. You better seize the
moment, I mean it's really up to you.
Rege, Satanas!*Rege, Azazel!*Rege, Amdusias
PRAISE THE Mighty 4 Crowns of Duat!


Al Jilwah
I remember necessary affairs and execute them in due time. I teach and guide
those who follow my instructions. If anyone obey me and conform to my
commandments, he shall have joy, delight, and comfort.

-Satan

Mac Friday
www.joyofsatan.com




________________________________
From: Tara Doland <satansvamp@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tue, April 5, 2011 3:07:47 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Couple wonderments.


as ive said before i cannot do any rituals, build my astral temple or do any
meditations where I live because it might as well be a christian household and
the negative energy thats in there is near chokin the life outta me everyday.
the reason that I asked about lilith is because many people have said that she
cannot be a GD, and that she appears only to those whom she wants to, and if
this is true, then I feel extremely lucky.