Could a family member also be a source of negativity?

[brandonmoreno321]

To specify, it's my sister. I am able to control my emotions, always feel positive, and always be in a good mood when I'm NOT around her. However, when I am around her, just her telling me to do something for her fills me with anger and rage. The effect is instant, I could be in the happiest, carefree mood imaginable, and the moment she opens her mouth it all turns into anger and hatred. Not only that, but even when I try to control my emotions after the initial overtaking of rage, the anger lingers. I can subside the rage, but the negative thoughts keep coming, I want to think of all the things she does wrong and how she pisses me off so much. I try to stop these thoughts, but it's becoming increasingly difficult to subdue 'em. They just linger and linger and it takes 10-15 minutes for me to push them out of my mind.

What can I do to stop this? I feel as though she is a major source of negativity on me, and it needs to be stopped. I don't want to hurt her, she's my sister, I love her despite all the rage and discomfort she causes me, but at the same time, I can't keep doing this. I fear that one day she will push me too far, and my rage will overtake me in that moment, and I might do something horrible to her.

Just to clarify, I am the older brother, I'm 22, she's 20. It takes a lot out of me to resist knocking the sense out of her. As a Spiritual Satanist, taking this kind of abuse from her is not tolerated, and I know it.


Any help or advice is greatly appreciated, thank you in advance, brothers and sisters.



HAIL SATAN!!

 

[blacksun1142]

She could be a psychic vampire, or the enemy is using her against you, or both. The enemy will try to use people that are close to us and people that we can't get away from i.e parents, siblings. They use them as puppets for the obvious reason of getting us enraged and harming that particular person. Such thing will work against us and that's what the enemy wants. To cause trouble. If she is a psychic vampire you can detach her from your aura and chakras. You can do a banishing ritual in the house as well.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ching.html

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "brandonmoreno321" <brandonmoreno321@... wrote:

To specify, it's my sister. I am able to control my emotions, always feel positive, and always be in a good mood when I'm NOT around her. However, when I am around her, just her telling me to do something for her fills me with anger and rage. The effect is instant, I could be in the happiest, carefree mood imaginable, and the moment she opens her mouth it all turns into anger and hatred. Not only that, but even when I try to control my emotions after the initial overtaking of rage, the anger lingers. I can subside the rage, but the negative thoughts keep coming, I want to think of all the things she does wrong and how she pisses me off so much. I try to stop these thoughts, but it's becoming increasingly difficult to subdue 'em. They just linger and linger and it takes 10-15 minutes for me to push them out of my mind.

What can I do to stop this? I feel as though she is a major source of negativity on me, and it needs to be stopped. I don't want to hurt her, she's my sister, I love her despite all the rage and discomfort she causes me, but at the same time, I can't keep doing this. I fear that one day she will push me too far, and my rage will overtake me in that moment, and I might do something horrible to her.

Just to clarify, I am the older brother, I'm 22, she's 20. It takes a lot out of me to resist knocking the sense out of her. As a Spiritual Satanist, taking this kind of abuse from her is not tolerated, and I know it.


Any help or advice is greatly appreciated, thank you in advance, brothers and sisters.



HAIL SATAN!!

 

[egon_88_666]

You must read all the site as this is simple answered there, mainly in this sections:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aware.html

www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/S ... rmons.html

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "brandonmoreno321" <brandonmoreno321@... wrote:

To specify, it's my sister. I am able to control my emotions, always feel positive, and always be in a good mood when I'm NOT around her. However, when I am around her, just her telling me to do something for her fills me with anger and rage. The effect is instant, I could be in the happiest, carefree mood imaginable, and the moment she opens her mouth it all turns into anger and hatred. Not only that, but even when I try to control my emotions after the initial overtaking of rage, the anger lingers. I can subside the rage, but the negative thoughts keep coming, I want to think of all the things she does wrong and how she pisses me off so much. I try to stop these thoughts, but it's becoming increasingly difficult to subdue 'em. They just linger and linger and it takes 10-15 minutes for me to push them out of my mind.

What can I do to stop this? I feel as though she is a major source of negativity on me, and it needs to be stopped. I don't want to hurt her, she's my sister, I love her despite all the rage and discomfort she causes me, but at the same time, I can't keep doing this. I fear that one day she will push me too far, and my rage will overtake me in that moment, and I might do something horrible to her.

Just to clarify, I am the older brother, I'm 22, she's 20. It takes a lot out of me to resist knocking the sense out of her. As a Spiritual Satanist, taking this kind of abuse from her is not tolerated, and I know it.


Any help or advice is greatly appreciated, thank you in advance, brothers and sisters.



HAIL SATAN!!

 

[brandonmoreno321]

I looked into the detaching unwanted people/entities from my aura working, and it might be what I need. However, I don't feel she is a psychic vampire, I don't feel drained around her, just a lot of negativity. What takes the energy out of me is restraining my emotions from lashing out at her. Also, it might be a bit too advanced for me, as it involves invoking the fire element, and directing it. I don't have much experience with the fire element, I tried the preliminary meditations for it, but I don't think it's quite enough experience to be invoking and directing it.


I'll have to look into the banishing ritual for more information on it. It makes perfect sense to me that the enemy would use her against me. Spiritually, she's extremely weak. Full scale believer in Christianity, always trying to push her beliefs on me. The enemy probably has the easiest time to influence her. Maybe I should meditate on strengthening her aura to repel the enemy influence?


HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blacksun1142" <blacksun1142@... wrote:

She could be a psychic vampire, or the enemy is using her against you, or both. The enemy will try to use people that are close to us and people that we can't get away from i.e parents, siblings. They use them as puppets for the obvious reason of getting us enraged and harming that particular person. Such thing will work against us and that's what the enemy wants. To cause trouble. If she is a psychic vampire you can detach her from your aura and chakras. You can do a banishing ritual in the house as well.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ching.html

 

[blacksun1142]

Well, if she is such a xian then no wonder she is full of negativity. And yes, the meditation for detaching unwanted people needs practice. It requires deep concentration and it will more than likely need to be done again, especially if the other person is a powerful vampire. You can give it a try though if you feel that it needs to be done.

The enemy influences the people that are weak. As you said, they probably have the easiest time controlling your sister since she is also hardcore xian. They use these people to make you turn away from Satan, doubt your own abilities and go back to their lies. Basically for distraction. Of course, the best thing to do is ignore them but I know it can get extremely annoying. Yes, you can work on her aura but invest your time in strengthening *your* defences first. You are the main target. She is just used as a puppet. If the situation gets out of hand, you can do the binding ritual. Whatever the situation, always be in control of yourself and don't do what the enemy wants you to do.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "brandonmoreno321" <brandonmoreno321@... wrote:

I looked into the detaching unwanted people/entities from my aura working, and it might be what I need. However, I don't feel she is a psychic vampire, I don't feel drained around her, just a lot of negativity. What takes the energy out of me is restraining my emotions from lashing out at her. Also, it might be a bit too advanced for me, as it involves invoking the fire element, and directing it. I don't have much experience with the fire element, I tried the preliminary meditations for it, but I don't think it's quite enough experience to be invoking and directing it.


I'll have to look into the banishing ritual for more information on it. It makes perfect sense to me that the enemy would use her against me. Spiritually, she's extremely weak. Full scale believer in Christianity, always trying to push her beliefs on me. The enemy probably has the easiest time to influence her. Maybe I should meditate on strengthening her aura to repel the enemy influence?


HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blacksun1142" <blacksun1142@ wrote:

She could be a psychic vampire, or the enemy is using her against you, or both. The enemy will try to use people that are close to us and people that we can't get away from i.e parents, siblings. They use them as puppets for the obvious reason of getting us enraged and harming that particular person. Such thing will work against us and that's what the enemy wants. To cause trouble. If she is a psychic vampire you can detach her from your aura and chakras. You can do a banishing ritual in the house as well.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ching.html

 

[jonathon_billing]

I've used the Iza rune in the past programmed with:
"In a positive and healthy manner for me this energy is preventing *name* from harming me".

It might be better to do a generalized protection working.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "brandonmoreno321" <brandonmoreno321@... wrote:

To specify, it's my sister. I am able to control my emotions, always feel positive, and always be in a good mood when I'm NOT around her. However, when I am around her, just her telling me to do something for her fills me with anger and rage. The effect is instant, I could be in the happiest, carefree mood imaginable, and the moment she opens her mouth it all turns into anger and hatred. Not only that, but even when I try to control my emotions after the initial overtaking of rage, the anger lingers. I can subside the rage, but the negative thoughts keep coming, I want to think of all the things she does wrong and how she pisses me off so much. I try to stop these thoughts, but it's becoming increasingly difficult to subdue 'em. They just linger and linger and it takes 10-15 minutes for me to push them out of my mind.

What can I do to stop this? I feel as though she is a major source of negativity on me, and it needs to be stopped. I don't want to hurt her, she's my sister, I love her despite all the rage and discomfort she causes me, but at the same time, I can't keep doing this. I fear that one day she will push me too far, and my rage will overtake me in that moment, and I might do something horrible to her.

Just to clarify, I am the older brother, I'm 22, she's 20. It takes a lot out of me to resist knocking the sense out of her. As a Spiritual Satanist, taking this kind of abuse from her is not tolerated, and I know it.


Any help or advice is greatly appreciated, thank you in advance, brothers and sisters.



HAIL SATAN!!