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So this started about a month ago when I was having a really shitty week and being bombarded with attacks and negative energy (from the enemy I presumed.) and I lost one of my friends that day and of course I was upset over that. I come home, and I found out my house was robbed. They took my mom's camera, my aunt's computer, and my games. It just so happened I wanted to come home, play some video games, and forget about the previous events, so I broke into tears when I found out they were gone. I was irate for the rest of the
week, and a few weeks afterward. Even now it pisses me off to think about the meth dealing prick (who I know is responsible for this) nearly getting away with it cop wise for so long. But I didn't let him escape me, spiritual-wise.(not sure of the word for it... Psychic-wise, would that work?) So I cursed him for a few nights afterward and it looks like the results may come about soon. I know who he is and what he looks like because he was at my house during one of my brother's drunken rages, and he refused to leave the property even after we told him several times. My sister finally shoved him down the hill when he threatened to hit our mom, and then he threatened to have us all "popped".
After a week or two after cursing the fucker for what he did to not only myself, but my family, I had a dream that he was giving me my things back at least, like my games. Though this sounds glamorous, I doubted for a while it would happen and even now I do somewhat. Even if he didn't, I could at least buy all my games back I figured, despite how much that pisses me off that I have to get to the same places I was in each game much less obtain them again. (I'm a gamer nerd, have you noticed yet?) This reminds me that after I got back from raging and mentally tearing this bastard apart (at the time after I found out mostly for breaking in through my room, being in my room, and touching shit in my room.) that my dad comes over and investigates the areas around the house, and sure enough he finds something. My brother's xbox, which I wanted to smash at that point since it was his fault for inviting that prick to our house the previous day anyways.
As I found out a few days ago, there was someone living in the abandoned house next door. I didn't think much of it at the time, but I thought whoever robbed our house could be staying there. It just disturbs me how anyone could live there, I mean there's possums, rats, groundhogs and who knows what else that go in there, plus the roof could collapse soon and a lot of other dangers that no sane person would want to live in with those conditions. But then again, this dude IS a meth dealer. (He bragged about it, though I'm pretty sure that's nothing to be proud of really.)
Yesterday I found to be particularly coincidental. Ever since art class yesterday morning, I had the name Agares stuck in my head. I knew this was the name of a demon, so when I got home I looked her up on the JoS site. I kept scrolling down, and I saw another demon called Andromalius who I learned could find lost items and punish thieves. So after this, I contemplated if he would help me find the stuff we lost, like the camera or my games, or at least know where it went. Although I liked the idea of asking him for help, I am not yet dedicated, though I have been a learning Satanist for about 2 years now. (I would do it in my astral temple, but I would feel much better physically doing it since I'm not even sure of how I want my astral temple to even look exactly like.) Anyways, I finally got the courage to ask my mom if we could get candles for my dragon candle holders I got for xmas and she said we could. I had been thinking of a way to gather materials for my dedication and overall rituals for a while and not have it look suspicious, and those candle holders were as good as any excuse as far as candles went. Even though I would never summon a demon without dedicating first, I still thought of the things about it that I could remember to tell him if he wanted to know, the things previously mentioned, and how to talk to a demon in general.(So pretty much I was thinking to myself about it for the rest of the night afterwards.)
I went to sleep thinking these things after doing the destruction ritual ("Anyone and everyone must" even if I am not dedicated yet, this applies to me too so even if I shouldn't do much without being dedicated, I'm still gonna do this much at least.) and today they found my mom's camera, and a lot of other things that were stolen that we didn't even know about, like a birth certificate (I haven't looked at it so I'm not sure who's it is.), my game cube, and for some reason, our dog's pedigree in the abandoned house. I remember thinking the previous night "He (Andromalius) doesn't have to get my games back, but maybe he could find my mom's camera..." because she was worried about the "popped" threat and since that had all our pictures on it that he could show someone and... yeah. I thought it was very strange that we happened to recover all these things in that old house after I saw Andromalius on the site and wondered if he would help me. Even more so since I'm not dedicated, so I wonder if it was him who helped locate these things there. The things we've found so far are the xbox, the gamecube, one of my sister's cds, the birth certificate, my mom's social security numbers and other identity items, the dog's pedigree, and a controller from my wii. I have a feeling my games will pop up somewhere soon, but I thought this was extremely convenient that my mom's camera pops up after this, so maybe he could have heard me? Thanks for reading this, I know I go on for a while.
HAIL SATAN!
week, and a few weeks afterward. Even now it pisses me off to think about the meth dealing prick (who I know is responsible for this) nearly getting away with it cop wise for so long. But I didn't let him escape me, spiritual-wise.(not sure of the word for it... Psychic-wise, would that work?) So I cursed him for a few nights afterward and it looks like the results may come about soon. I know who he is and what he looks like because he was at my house during one of my brother's drunken rages, and he refused to leave the property even after we told him several times. My sister finally shoved him down the hill when he threatened to hit our mom, and then he threatened to have us all "popped".
After a week or two after cursing the fucker for what he did to not only myself, but my family, I had a dream that he was giving me my things back at least, like my games. Though this sounds glamorous, I doubted for a while it would happen and even now I do somewhat. Even if he didn't, I could at least buy all my games back I figured, despite how much that pisses me off that I have to get to the same places I was in each game much less obtain them again. (I'm a gamer nerd, have you noticed yet?) This reminds me that after I got back from raging and mentally tearing this bastard apart (at the time after I found out mostly for breaking in through my room, being in my room, and touching shit in my room.) that my dad comes over and investigates the areas around the house, and sure enough he finds something. My brother's xbox, which I wanted to smash at that point since it was his fault for inviting that prick to our house the previous day anyways.
As I found out a few days ago, there was someone living in the abandoned house next door. I didn't think much of it at the time, but I thought whoever robbed our house could be staying there. It just disturbs me how anyone could live there, I mean there's possums, rats, groundhogs and who knows what else that go in there, plus the roof could collapse soon and a lot of other dangers that no sane person would want to live in with those conditions. But then again, this dude IS a meth dealer. (He bragged about it, though I'm pretty sure that's nothing to be proud of really.)
Yesterday I found to be particularly coincidental. Ever since art class yesterday morning, I had the name Agares stuck in my head. I knew this was the name of a demon, so when I got home I looked her up on the JoS site. I kept scrolling down, and I saw another demon called Andromalius who I learned could find lost items and punish thieves. So after this, I contemplated if he would help me find the stuff we lost, like the camera or my games, or at least know where it went. Although I liked the idea of asking him for help, I am not yet dedicated, though I have been a learning Satanist for about 2 years now. (I would do it in my astral temple, but I would feel much better physically doing it since I'm not even sure of how I want my astral temple to even look exactly like.) Anyways, I finally got the courage to ask my mom if we could get candles for my dragon candle holders I got for xmas and she said we could. I had been thinking of a way to gather materials for my dedication and overall rituals for a while and not have it look suspicious, and those candle holders were as good as any excuse as far as candles went. Even though I would never summon a demon without dedicating first, I still thought of the things about it that I could remember to tell him if he wanted to know, the things previously mentioned, and how to talk to a demon in general.(So pretty much I was thinking to myself about it for the rest of the night afterwards.)
I went to sleep thinking these things after doing the destruction ritual ("Anyone and everyone must" even if I am not dedicated yet, this applies to me too so even if I shouldn't do much without being dedicated, I'm still gonna do this much at least.) and today they found my mom's camera, and a lot of other things that were stolen that we didn't even know about, like a birth certificate (I haven't looked at it so I'm not sure who's it is.), my game cube, and for some reason, our dog's pedigree in the abandoned house. I remember thinking the previous night "He (Andromalius) doesn't have to get my games back, but maybe he could find my mom's camera..." because she was worried about the "popped" threat and since that had all our pictures on it that he could show someone and... yeah. I thought it was very strange that we happened to recover all these things in that old house after I saw Andromalius on the site and wondered if he would help me. Even more so since I'm not dedicated, so I wonder if it was him who helped locate these things there. The things we've found so far are the xbox, the gamecube, one of my sister's cds, the birth certificate, my mom's social security numbers and other identity items, the dog's pedigree, and a controller from my wii. I have a feeling my games will pop up somewhere soon, but I thought this was extremely convenient that my mom's camera pops up after this, so maybe he could have heard me? Thanks for reading this, I know I go on for a while.
HAIL SATAN!