constant impulsive thoughts that are truly a bother?

[hailsatan99]

i keep having these awful impulsive thoughts that are rather unwilling and unwanted yet they keep coming about.

they bother me truly because of how often offensive or insulting they can be, i have no intention to think such things or have any desire of any kind to be offensive or insulting towards satan, the gods or demons.

i am a satanist, and always will be, i am very loyal and all that,
and these such impulsive thoughts truly make me angry at myself, and fulled with fear for disrespecting the gods, demons, or satan.

how many others experience this?
and are the gods angry at me when such things occur? i truly do not want them to be, these thoughts are of my own, yet there not.

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

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" From: hailsatan99 <hailsatan99@...
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Subject: constant impulsive thoughts that are truly a bother?

  i keep having these awful impulsive thoughts that are rather unwilling and unwanted yet they keep coming about.

they bother me truly because of how often offensive or insulting they can be, i have no intention to think such things or have any desire of any kind to be offensive or insulting towards satan, the gods or demons.

i am a satanist, and always will be, i am very loyal and all that,
and these such impulsive thoughts truly make me angry at myself, and fulled with fear for disrespecting the gods, demons, or satan.

how many others experience this?
and are the gods angry at me when such things occur? i truly do not want them to be, these thoughts are of my own, yet there not.

 

[kingdom_of_enki]

Yeah this is an issue most of us face from time to time, it is the enemy and our own mental link to xianity holding us back. All people are heavily brainwashed about xianty and it's hard to totally break that link.
666/88

--- In , "hailsatan99" <hailsatan99@... wrote:

i keep having these awful impulsive thoughts that are rather unwilling and unwanted yet they keep coming about.

they bother me truly because of how often offensive or insulting they can be, i have no intention to think such things or have any desire of any kind to be offensive or insulting towards satan, the gods or demons.

i am a satanist, and always will be, i am very loyal and all that,
and these such impulsive thoughts truly make me angry at myself, and fulled with fear for disrespecting the gods, demons, or satan.

how many others experience this?
and are the gods angry at me when such things occur? i truly do not want them to be, these thoughts are of my own, yet there not.

 

[Todd Bailey]

I think that everyone has gone through this to some degree.  Some of us more so than others.  I am a schizophrenic so I know fully what you are talking about.  Believe it or not I have come to terms with the intrusive/impulsive thoughts and voices that plague many people.  I deal with them on a daily basis.  It all boils down to knowing that the Father loves me and wants whats best for me no matter what.  He has my best interest at heart and would not abandon me, but rather help me.  I am not saying that I do not work on the issue at hand through void meditation and other meditation, but I have had to come to the conclusion that some thoughts are just mind clutter and junk meant to be discarded.  Don't focus on the junk, put it in its place......the garbage can.  Father Satan understands what your going through.  Don't distance yourself from Him because of it.  He is not distancing Himself from you.

 

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Fear is homeless in a world full of Satan's children.

Hail Satan

--- In , "kingdom_of_enki" <satansgirl66@... wrote:

Yeah this is an issue most of us face from time to time, it is the enemy and our own mental link to xianity holding us back. All people are heavily brainwashed about xianty and it's hard to totally break that link.
666/88

--- In , "hailsatan99" <hailsatan99@ wrote:

i keep having these awful impulsive thoughts that are rather unwilling and unwanted yet they keep coming about.

they bother me truly because of how often offensive or insulting they can be, i have no intention to think such things or have any desire of any kind to be offensive or insulting towards satan, the gods or demons.

i am a satanist, and always will be, i am very loyal and all that,
and these such impulsive thoughts truly make me angry at myself, and fulled with fear for disrespecting the gods, demons, or satan.

how many others experience this?
and are the gods angry at me when such things occur? i truly do not want them to be, these thoughts are of my own, yet there not.

 

[David1]

nah, dude. its just part of your mind opening up.

i highly suggest that you read

"magick and self-esteem" in the "satanic withcraft link in the JoS.

that will have your answer to your problem

--- In , "hailsatan99" <hailsatan99@... wrote:

i keep having these awful impulsive thoughts that are rather unwilling and unwanted yet they keep coming about.

they bother me truly because of how often offensive or insulting they can be, i have no intention to think such things or have any desire of any kind to be offensive or insulting towards satan, the gods or demons.

i am a satanist, and always will be, i am very loyal and all that,
and these such impulsive thoughts truly make me angry at myself, and fulled with fear for disrespecting the gods, demons, or satan.

how many others experience this?
and are the gods angry at me when such things occur? i truly do not want them to be, these thoughts are of my own, yet there not.

 

[David1]

I MUST DISAGREE with you Kingdom, on that note.

Its easy to rid oneself of the xtian brain washing. When you really come to know the LIES of the enemies of Enki, its so so easy. The lies of the church.

--- In , "kingdom_of_enki" <satansgirl66@... wrote:

Yeah this is an issue most of us face from time to time, it is the enemy and our own mental link to xianity holding us back. All people are heavily brainwashed about xianty and it's hard to totally break that link.
666/88

--- In , "hailsatan99" <hailsatan99@ wrote:

i keep having these awful impulsive thoughts that are rather unwilling and unwanted yet they keep coming about.

they bother me truly because of how often offensive or insulting they can be, i have no intention to think such things or have any desire of any kind to be offensive or insulting towards satan, the gods or demons.

i am a satanist, and always will be, i am very loyal and all that,
and these such impulsive thoughts truly make me angry at myself, and fulled with fear for disrespecting the gods, demons, or satan.

how many others experience this?
and are the gods angry at me when such things occur? i truly do not want them to be, these thoughts are of my own, yet there not.