As a satanist I am surprised you are actually considering being celibate. Are you planning to not even masturbate and ejacualate? Retention of sexual fluids is a BAD idea and not healthy. So if you want to have bad health and be held back spiritually then be celibate...The enemy religions teach this.
From all your posts you have ever posted it seems you have sexual hang ups and lower chakra problems...
Sexual energy and orgasms are connected to spiritual energy and the serpent. Put two and two together.
It should occur to you that you need to consider giving other people a chance and not downing yourself to the point where you dont want sex or a relationship. Consider doig a working to attract a good reliable partner or a daemon lover.
Work on your self esteem big time. If your self esteem were healthy then you wouldnt put yourself down and feel like you cant get anyone and you would have a healthy mental attitude to use your powers and keep looking.
My self esteem isnt 100 percent healthy (yet) but its getting way better with meditation.I would never let anyone make me feel unwanted or make me feel unworthy because I know i am.
Society has created many problems and hang ups in a person. We have to build tht back up.
In closing, it seems you need to keep working in clearing the blocks in your sacral and solar chakras because it is manifeating as the mentally you have now towards sex and your self as a whole.
Your decision to not have sex or want to have sex isnt the healthiest. If you dont want to have sex wih a peraon for a while thats okay..but DO NOT stop having orgasms and ejaculating. This is bad for you physically and spiritually. but I dont thinks you are that foolish...
Make sure you have healthy orgasms through masturbation atleast.
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On Mon, Apr 14, 2014 7:56 AM PDT
skinny91mp@... wrote:
This is a very common question probably but hopefully I will get an answer... I want to be celibate for life for a lot of reasons. How does sex with another or lack of it effect the soul and will I be limited by making this choice? If you want to know I just don't want to be bothered with the chase/pick up and if I did I would want my partner to at least like me and have some kind of interest in me...I've never had that and I'm starting to lose interest. Probably going to break up with my gf..we've never had sex and she acts like I'm not worthy. Not so much a hang up probably something I did in a past life...