Coming Back to the Truth

[greenrowdy]

Tl;dr I gave in the Xian bullshit and left for several years - hoping to comeback after being a fool. Dont know where to start.
I left Satanism 3 years ago. Falsified Xian bullshit in my environment led me back to the cattle lifestyle. I did everything those idiots did. Now I am looking back at it all as a betrayal and a mistake. I feel like half the person I used to be - instances that I called bad luck struck me at every turn. My health has taken a turn for the worse... Long story short - I f*cked up HARD . I'm not looking for pity. I am fearful. I have seen others say time ago that Satan understands and that the Commitment lasts. I recognize that commitment again - but I am still in fear because of how their lies pulled me in. What consequences are there ; can I be forgiven. It's was a shitty thing to betray Father - so I feel guilt. Where can I make it right again ? How can I recover from it all?
I don't truly know where to start. Hail Satan!

 

[exarkuun1991]

Give this all a good read: http://josgreece.angelfire.com/Exposing_Xianity.htm

from there, honest question for yourself to answer: did you fully open and awaken your chakras? if not, start with that. BUT CLEAN YOURSELF, your chakras and aura! get rid of that filth.
for forgiveness, ask Father Satan regarding it. He wants us to be happy and to evolve/grow. but that's between the two of you. no mediators, remember? He knows your place..fully, and he's understanding of everything.
don't be afraid. fear is what the enemy uses to control us. to fear is to still be under their influence. Satan doesn't want to strike you down, He's not that kind of person.

 

[vahswplhvsc4357o4irdmlulgj4pifhsbojb2jzg]

www.exposingchristianity.com

 

[dylanbartone]

Do the RTRs commit to spreading the website urls every where. Do everything u can to anonymously spread the truth.

NEVER DOUBT AGAIN!!!!

 

[Sever The_lies]

Clean your Aura Clean your chakrasClose your chakras around those Christards Build a strong aura of protection. I use this Aop " my aura is constantly deflecting and reflecting any and all negative energy, curses, bindings, and hatred that is directed at me and is immediately returning it directly right back to the sender."
Personally I use this affirmation daily and it works for me!  Do the RTR's 
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On Nov 25, 2018 9:17 AM, "dylanbartone@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Do the RTRs commit to spreading the website urls every where. Do everything u can to anonymously spread the truth.

NEVER DOUBT AGAIN!!!!