Love yourself. I can see what you mean, I am bisexual. But honestly, if you want to be comfortable with yourself, you have to make a world with us, brick by brick, that accepts you the way you are. Know this: A true Satanist would accept you. We need to keep fighting. People who are degenerate can't see a good person such as yourself when they see one. And that can be remedied by the 8 fold path, magic, and reversing the torah. Just really try to work it out with any means possible. (I know that sounds weird, but just listen.) The reason I say all of that is because you are unable to be comfortable with your sexuality around others and also, there is not a place you can go, such as a brothel, to be able to express your needs. I think the fact that you can't go to a brothel is absolutely ridiculous. People need sex and it is very difficult, even for me, a very attractive young man, I don't just say that without meaning it, for me to get laid. It is just not in supply, because of THE KIKE. Hit them where it hurts with RTR!